youknowyouloveme

desperate call

2010-06-07T22:57:00.002+08:00

never knew loneliness could ever happen to me, but being overseas has proven so.

i think i cant hold it for long. im hanging on, but a shoulder would have been nice to lean on. all i wish for now is a person i could rely on, a person i can create memories with, a person who can give me comfort and concern, to let me know im not alone.

SIGHH.

HGYHGYHGY !! im eyeing on youuuuu.
teehee.

2008-08-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

parkmanyinho.livejournal.com

go. trust me, this once more:)

2008-08-10T12:05:00.002+08:00

as a blogger, i knw ive failed horrendously, i knw. sorry!!

but whenever i come to the computer with the intention of blogging, my interest just evaporates into the air. well, i do still read up friends blogs no worries!:D

anyhow,
we shifted the PHOONIE MATH CONSULTATION from katib mac t wheelock starbucks!
(how much can be accomplished you think) hahah. and people-watched the whole time.
the hweeling there is particularly refreshing i must say.

nevertheless, we managed to get on task!
most importantly, chatted like the oldest pals do.

HAHAH.
thanks to her foul mouth (okay, not exactly foul in this case) we saw A with his infamous GURRLFRRENDD.
lost his charm, no longer that person i could go gugugaga over.

yes, and this table of guys beside us rlly made us looked like bimbos.

6 hours of math doing didnt lit the sparks in us t start a shopping spree.
none of the shops nor items attracted us.
so shopping resulted in zero.

dined at NYDC at TEN PM.
how sinful was that.

OH!
AND, i bumped into Yien and Cherlyn on my way home,
in hougang, yes.
after my lifetime living in hougang i finally got to ride on the same bus with her.

just as phoon and i were talking about yien!
"the last time we saw him was ON GRADUATION DAY! not even on results day itself!"

yea, see what her mouth is capable of bringing? :)

eh, shit, ive set up a LJ mail alrd,
at THIS INSTANT!

it's just so EASY,
w/o sweat!

now, i dont knw whats next. ADD people? or what do i do with the newly set up page?
what do people do with their livejournals?

gonna go figure things out.
give me a few pointers please!
a million THANKS:)

2008-07-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

ive been t catch the BRASIL VS SINGAPORE SELECTS football match with kelly.

and for the first time in my life, i got close to RONALDINHO, got to drool over him and got to gaze at his football skills.

if you are wondering, YES, Park ManyINHO derived from ronaldINHO =))

it was an all high session trust me.
give me another chance, i'd have exchanged 200bucks t drool over him again (preferred with kaka this time) despite not understanding a single thing about football.

im finding the drive to restart revision for A's.
thanks to phoon for helping me out and out.

im only blogging the recents.
those that are long gone have long been gone...

i want E back again:(

2008-07-18T22:54:00.003+08:00

hey friends !

im so sorry to announce that the previous commotion was all a...........................

FRAUD.

dont kill me please!

hahahah. i did that partly bcos i rlly wanted an LJ a/c and was considering switching. (so if ever one day i've changed, you bet the link will be right!)
and also since ive not been updating, might as well add some spice in you people's life to make up for the loss of my posts.
:DD

chill okay? chill :)

yes, and from there, i can see the people who rlly visit and even bother about my life!
thanks people thanks!

heh heh heh..

dont strangle me the next time we meet! :P

right, i shall give you some sneak preview of myself now :))

i've shortened my hair,
as in short short- unable to tie kinda short.

and i love it!

and i flunked Econs, Math, and GP which is sucha worrifying thing.
:(

well, i kinda lost energy/motivation/will/determination to study some time ago,
all bcos of the disappointing results.

but am trying real hard to recover that lost energy.

right now :):(

about my love life?

ive gotten t knw a new korean just recently, we exchange smses and chatted on the phone once :) yeah..

ive gtg in case comp gets cranky again!
(thats part of the reason why i havent been blogging!)

2008-07-12T17:01:00.001+08:00

i've moved to : PARKManyinho.livejournal.com

sorry, but only friends w lj account can get t view it, friends, do add! :D

2008-06-26T17:48:00.003+08:00

done with the BLOCKS today.
damn,
chinese was alright, econs was alright too.
lit was a failure, maths is gonna be THE reason for a flop in A levels.

sighhh..

yknw, Singpost is totalleh inefficient and do not consider consumer's welfare.

i sent kor a letter,
cone sent me something.
jia sent me something.

out of all these,
none was delivered on time nor complete nor safely.

kor's letter practically went into non-existence.
cone mailed a pair of earrings t me and was most probably stolen judging from the cut on the envelop.
jia's article to me failed t reach after many failed attempts and i got two delivery advices instead.

these prove the incompetence of the Singpost.
(im generalising it bcos i have no idea if they are under any different departments.)

mom was hospitalised again on monday.

might need an operation, or maybe not.?

i have been having insomnia despite the exams period.
(not for any particular reasons though)

went t phoon's house and turned over her place just now.

im feeling giddy now, gotta get going!

2008-06-18T16:56:00.002+08:00

it's been a week yo!

sorry, i really wanted t update you on my life, but time was a major problem.
now, take a deep breath, sit back, and watch my life re-enact for the past week.

weikang and i had a lil catching up over the telephone,
this man, whom i've not spoken to for a year is still as mean as usual,
but it's the taekwondo memories that makes me feel as happy.

went to town with my family on thursday and i had the most unexpected harvest.
we were shopping at wisma and entered Esprit.
GUESS WHAT?

jeffrey was working there.
half the time i was trying to hide my face, for the whole of An hour being there,
i escaped.
until payment was being made.
thanks to my sisters, and his colleague.
the whole incident was just coincidental and funny.
HAHAH,
so i got found out and damn, there goes my hard work of avoiding.

BUT, thank god he saw me, i got a discount.
and i mean a real huge percentage off the receipt.
:D

well, so we had a chat on that night and realised both of us pretty much were still the same as three years ago.

oh, dinner was at Sakura and a guy catch my attention when we were at the queue.
happy i was when we got a seat facing each other in the restaurant.

did a last minute rush into centrepoint when it was closing and headed home.

went to PS that darn place on friday with mom and sis.
shopped a lil and the three sisters went home while mom and aunt went for body massage.
it was then that i bought a Guess watch.

that night!
we had fish and co's pizza as SUPPER at 11plus.
gosh, i thought i could go on a diet.
thanks to mom ringing " HEY! WANT ANY FOOD?!"

yepp,
then saturday was my 'MATH CONSULTATION WITH PHOONIEE' day!
wuahahhaha.
that feeling was reminiscent!
just like the good old days where we 'mugged' there in preparation for A's.
i still remember us bumping into clement, john, The Indian and The (something)

i tell you, phoon is such a great tutor,
she puts in all her heart in teaching and made sure i grab every concept.
yknw, even myself,
an A level student couldnt care much about the theories,
she, as a non-paid tutor was so firm about the things ive gotta understand before we could go for dinner.
one after another, we completed.
and she even assigned work to be followed up at home.
look at her passion for math, i plead.

THEN THEN THEN THEN!!!!
WE SAW SHAF!!!
SHAFFIUDIN at marina square.
omg, i swear ive seen him a thousand times there since the day i knew him.

shopped,
dined at C.A and saw soon long where we had a lil talk,
and i a lot of walking in our search for JAP restaurants.
retarded walk it was, but lovable.
just, happiness with this girl of mine.<3

sunday, father's day.
nth much except dinning at Granny's place and had a cake after dinner.

that night,
ferps called to tell about Grapes leaving on monday morning and asked if i wanna go send her off.
how time flies,
she's leaving, alrd,
how saddening that all the effort on arranging an outing failed.
that indian, im sure she'll do well in india. (INDIANS WHAT)

yepp, so i woke at 5am on monday morning to head to the airport AGAIN.
(if you notice, it was the exact time, day that i went t pick yuri up,)
i was the first t reach eh!
and her flight was delayed by an hour,
which gave us a pretty good catch up time.
HAHHAHA,
this was our joke:

grapes: where's ferps?
man: on her way, she's in the cab now.
grapes: wow! ferps now take cab alrd huh.. changed alrd. zawanna told me she'll be late, must be taking bus, malays all cannot take cabs, must take public transports.

we had breakfast at pacific oceans? is that it?
and zarps finally came,

grapes " as usual! she's late for sch, and now, late when outside."

we then said something about asking zarps to do something,
YOU KNW WHAT SHE SAID?
"ahh. cannot lah, i got stomachache!"

LOLOLOL,
it was the exact thing she always do to Heng in sch!

faints.

grapes' parents are loving.

okay, so after everything, the last words we said t her at the departure gate was " dont pass racist comments in india ar!"

take care, grapes,
WE'LL BE WAITING FOR YOUR RETURN!

zarps headed for work after that,
while ferps and i went t watch the planes.
this was what we did:

traveled from T1 => T2 => T1 => T3 => T2
where we visited all the viewing malls,
scrutinized the floor,
ranging from tiles, to marbles, to carpets.
went into all the shops,
digested our drinks and cakes for the morning,
laughed,
analysed people, air stewardess, pilots,
joked about bengawan solo,
came up with the best attire to wear t the airport,
and said all the things we had t say to each other for monthsss.

how i miss ferps,
how i love her.

we walked for a whole two hours before parting.
her friend came over t meet her while i went t meet Jeff.

gosh, ferps even called jeff and spoke t him as a representation of me! faints.

okay, so we went t vivo and spent the day there.

i just like the way he feeds me with eggciting stories each time we talk.
and hell yes, we've changed, yet have not.
all so familiar, yet so different.

right, that's all for now,
ciaos!

SEX and the City + drinking with Yuri Rick

2008-06-09T23:11:00.011+08:00

im back, from a night of thrill.

cone, sand, che, mui and i were at Vivo yesterday,
a failed Sentosa plan :(
really saddening.

but nevertheless, that didnt stop us from catching SEX AND THE CITY.
it's been the longest waiting movie i'd had on my list,
since a month ago.
fortunately it has proven to be worth the wait.
the show is totalleh like the older version of the Gossip Girls i swear.
the luxurious fairytale life of four girls (in this case, women) that every girl dreams for.

it's really hard not to wonder where the hell they got their money from judging from the reality.

but well, that's out of the issue.
my comment for it: a fabulous show for a all-girls outing :)

since any more talks about it would alrd be outdated. afterall half the world has watched it.

woo~ after the movies was a crazy rush man,
considering my alrd lateness, i havent bought Rick's present when all the shops were closing.
so the girls accompanied me into the wine shop where none of us knw a single thing about it.
gosh, the grand knowledge about wine is enough to kill.
so i clumsily asked the assistant for help, tgt with Yuri's life-saving suggestions,
i finally got a bottle after 15mins of loitering in the shop?

unfortunately, by the time i flew to clarke quay to meet Rick and yuri, i was alrd half an hour late,
not considering we've alrd shifted the meeting time an hour later.
IM REALLY SORRY GUYS.

yepp, so we ended up sitting at Clinic's when we were supposed t have shisha.
beats me why we ended up there.

so they insisted that i wasnt myself that night cos i was rlly quiet.

aiya.. high socio-anxiety level marhh.

after some depressing music getting into us, we decided t leave for shisha.
but at the M pub, they told us " we are closing"
WTH?
closing as early as 12.30?!

so then we strolled under the moonlight :))
till we came to the mainroad,
they were two trishaws waiting for customers.
the uncle said " hi, want a ride? down to lau pa sat?"

but we walked off without even paying attention to it.
yet all three of us had no idea where t head to.

me : ehh, trishaw eh!!
yuri : actually i've not been t lau pa sat for a long time.
me : want not want not??! satays? supper? TRISHAW??

HAHHAHA, so we U turned.

boy was the ride EXPENSIVE.

me : uncle, how much does the ride cost?
uncle : very cheap, we dont charge high, three of you right? cmon, get in, two girls w me and the guy over the other.
me : urhh. how much is cheap? whats the estimation?
uncle : twenty dollars only.

*note: twenty dollars per trishaw
the three of us STARES.
and came up w the most basic logic that a cab would cost much lower.

me : urhhh. i dont think we want it anymore, sorry uncle.
uncle : it's reasonable, considering we peddle.
me : sorry uncle, it's alright.
uncle : okay lah, three person, get on mine and i'll charge thirty.

i was still firm on my stand.

uncle : alright, twenty for three, thats the lowest it can get.

yuri looked at me guiltily and said " okay lah, just get on."

hahah, so yeah, closed deal
FAINTS.

it's so cool baybeh!
when was the last time i rode on a trishaw!

(some dont even get the chance t ride on it.)

the night view was good,
the companion was great,
the mood was right.
and the uncle couldnt stop praising Rick being a handsome young man.
HAHAH.

And was most curious about his nationality.
"you dont look local, very handsome look"

while rick was mumbling "i am local"
"are you all students?"
"university students?"
"the two of you are very beautiful too."

hahha, very cute right him!
what's more, he was having such a hard time peddling the three of us!
which really made us ultra guilt stricken.

i tell you, the ride down to lau pa sat in trishaw is really fun man! :DD

well, Eventually rick paid the uncle thirty bucks seeing the effort he made.
i swear it was really hard on him!

yepp, and we had supper till as late at 3am.

we were sitting along the satay stalls by the road,
under the moon, laughing, chatting, enjoying food.

while the two were indulged in their primary school reminiscent,
boy was their primary sch full of Weird teachers,
i mean, really weird ones.
and yknw what?
both of em found Andrew (A for Andrew) FAMILIAR.

-what could possibly be the linkage between em ?

so the company was real great.
we were the last customers to leave.
and as we were sitting on the road, we watched the stall holders clearing tables and chairs from one end of the road to another,
yet sat we, still engaged in our wonderful moments, under the moonlight.
soon there came a point in time that the entire road was vacant leaving only our table at lau pa sat!
i took a picture of it, shall load it some time :D

on top of that, we had this cab waiting just behind for us.
well, there was only US in the whole of lau pa sat, who else could it be waiting for?

so we were like some "prince and princesses" with people waiting to clear our mess and a cab waiting for us t finish our food :DD

life hasnt felt so great since long time ago.

the journey home was blissful.

2008-06-08T11:46:00.002+08:00

man, i've been so busy since yuri's return :DD

busy going out,
busy shopping,
busy spending !

on the day that yuri arrived, i woke at freakin 5am and were STILL late cos her flight landed like, FOURTY FIVE minutes earlier.
(oh yea, i skipped sch:) )
AND YOU KNOW WHAT, i spoke t yuri's friend whose accent was totalleh like that of a Caucasian over the phone,
just when i was completely eggcited in meeting an ang mo, i realised it was actually a KOREAN that i was speaking to.
WOOOOOO~~

Then we had breakfast at TCC whereby funny moments arise which is exclusively present only when "im with you, my"
afterwhich we went t XY's place and spent hours catching up.
went for some "Singapore food" at the chicken rice shop before chatting again over macafe.
(we promised not t go t neighbourhood places again)

on Wednesday,
i changed after school and went meeting Yuri again!
we've decided t have a haircut.
yuri's KOREAN friend goes to that salon.
YES, it's a korean salon, at Wheelocks.

my dresser couldnt stop saying "yipoyeo, jeongmal yipoyeo" to me :DD
and even things as absurd as 'i should go and be a model or sort'
HAHAH.

we just love koreans, dont we? :DD

then it was shopping at Zara,
each spent hundred over:)

and starbucks-ed at Wisma,
chatting chatting again.

yknw, towards a close friend, nothing beats chatting your time away.

then came yesterday,
i organised a 2integrity gathering out of sheer promptness?
yet it amazingly turned out wonderfully successful,
really.

tth, spencer, yuri, me, kor, qi, remus, jas and sher.
i tell you, after soooo long, the same old feeling is still there.
HAHAH,
Spencer said " back in sec 2, we were still sitting at Macdonalds, look at us now, sitting in a pub drinking alrd."

lolol, its funnier from the horse's mouth.

alright, we had dinner at TCC,
then went to the balcony and ordered a bottle of vodka which we all did manage t finish half the bottle in less than 15mins.
th is one idiot luh.
never stopped eating, never stopped drinking.
Spen is super hilarious, his joke about speaking English and all.

yknw, we all agree that best friends are those from secondary schs.
and when asked which class we'd preferred,
8 out of 9 say it's 2i :DD
like, naturally.

people, you'll never know how much i cherish the 2i friendship.
they were my life,
my everything.
we had the most memorable moments tgt,
we had the most fun one can ever get in life.
and we share the indescribable bonds that are never replaceable.

until now,
years later,
though the surroundings may differ (from Macs to balcony, HAHAH)
we still look the same,
speak alike,
owning the same personalities.

and i will NEVER organise any outings other than for my 2integrity people:D

okay, so after drinking,
with red faces,
high spirits,
nonsensical nonsenses,
we went for supper,
it's just the steadfast attitude that makes everything so wonderful.

in just 5hours time,
all nine of us spent 80bucks ea on our stomachs.
what huge eaters/humongous drinkers/ gigantic stomaches we have!

2integrity- where i found meaning to life.

heading out again later ! :D

2008-06-01T23:34:00.003+08:00

hey darlings!
you just put a smile on my face reading the tags.
though i may not reply, believe me, i read them in excitement each time. and dearly appreciates em:)

this holiday cant get more meaningful and fun-filled.
my hello kitty organizer is flipped open each time t squeeze out schedules and dates.
- through much effort.

and yesterday was the most accomplished day EVER.
ps: not academically.

i brought my sis to Macs in the morning,
which nastily ended up t be a fattening KFC breakfast. thanks to the overwhelming crowd.

wait, if you dont find this amazing, YOU OUGHT TO.
since when have manying the 大姐 been so dutiful?

afterwhich,
my plan of the day was to stick w bubu 24/7.
hahah.
we went gyming,
which i really did fairly a lot of workout lorrrr !!

and when we left,
both of us cried out "TIRED !!"
when we were supposed t meet one and a half hrs later for more interesting events.

so home we went to bathe, pick dresses, heels, makeup and met again- totally different from the morning gyming look :)

baby, we thought it was a terrible day,
cos we went t PS, but tickets were out.
decided t go t The Cathay when the snowing-like rain just turned us off.
moreover. heels were killing us.
and when we got to the taxi stand,
we got SHELL SHOCKED.

me : where is the end of the queue exactly?
bubu: it cant even be seen!

yes, that was how horribly long the queue was- when the lane is just a long, straight stretch.
yet, bounderless.

"fuck it! call a cab!"

we tried,
really tried, but all of the taxi companies just didnt pick up the calls.
-thats how hot demanded they were.

the reason?
beats me!

just when we were pissed,

this bubu of mine did just another thing that i could be proud of : *pointing t a stand just 1metre away "isint that a taxi stand too??"

"lets go over there"

i was not even sure about that initially though it was clearly stated " taxi stand" but not a single soul was there, all freaking queuing at the never ending queue which probably would take another two hours for their turn.

idiots, i call.
becos........ the moment we got t the stand, (which was about 30 steps away from the crowd)
we sat in the comfort of a silver merc cab :)

tell me, how silly mankind can get!

and yes, i truly agree with the straight A's this bubu of mine got-deservingly.
:D

we rushed t marina sq, only t end up w " STILL HAVE THIRTY MINUTES TO MOVIE!"

thus, we started shopping.
what was thought t be a long time t idle became "NO TIME!!!!!"

we got stucked at Novo's leaving the entire collection of their shoes on the floor.
we grabbed every one that catches our eye and spread it out on the floor trying.
AND THE HEELS THAT I LAID EYES ON FINALLY GOT A PRICE SLASH AFTER TWO YEARS OF PINNING.!!!!!

each time i check out the shop, im left disappointed sighing " they have sales for every other heels, except this pair"

AND NOW, IT'S HALF PRICE!!!!

me " bubu, which looks nicer?"
bubu " both are equally nice"
me " what about this and this? which shld i get?"
bubu " you shld get all three."

she's a freak.

and i ended up buying two, LEAVING THE MUCH WAITED FOR HEELS STILL ON THE SHELF.

lol, it doesnt look as nice now.

and we were 15mins late for the show.

BUT, when we stepped in, sat down,
it just started :)
on the dot.

glad that after all the mad rush we benefitted from all the situations?? :DD

PEOPLE, TRUST ME,
NARNIA IS FREAKIN NICE.

THOSE WHO CAUGHT THE FIRST DEFINITELY GOTTA CATCH THIS,
SATISFACTION GUARANTEED. :)))

last on the list,
we had shisha at night :))

WITH RICK!!!!
omg, it's been DECADES since i last met him and i swear it was good time spent with this friend of mine.

BUT, i got the worst news of the month from last night :(

yknw, after his NS, he is going t either the UK or Japan, FOR GOOD.

not coming back t sg ANYMORE.
just when i was telling bubu rick is one of my guy friend whom i can confide to.

and she had that exact impression of him " yar, both kenn and rick are the guys you turn t when you are in tears"

very true :(

we may not hang out often nor talk a lot with,
yet there is this very nice feeling about him, that allows me t pour my woes to.

AND NOW HE IS LEAVING?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!

AND THAT BUBU, IS GG TO KOREA FOR 6MONTHS FOR EXCHANGE PROGRAMMMMMMM !

then,

I, LOH MAN YING, IS GONNA BE LEFT ALL ALONE IN SG YET AGAIN!

have you any idea how much i hate it?!
yet so familiar with.

hence i say, im an absolute independent girl.
to rely on nobody else, but myself.
what do you expect from a girl who had her two best friends leaving for other countries?

oh, back t shisha,
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.
Che and i were most ponderous about 'why is shisha able t make us light headed'
in while rick doesnt have an idea of either.

i love the food, the drink, with a natural attraction name called 'cleopatra' and the wonderfully romantic atmosphere by the roadside (HAHAH)
inside joke.

most of all, the company.
thou proclaim cherylkang t be my best girling companion!
and Rick, the most charming smoking partner :DD

wuakaka.

the many loves of friends whom i bumped into were part of the reason for my joy,
and i told spencer in his face, and infront of Lia, that " EH, you've become more handsome"

before squeaking Susanna's name in the ladies.
we created the perfect attention of the ladies baby!

and to the three that i saw, my first sentence was " YURI IS RETURNING TMR!!!"

lolol.

yes people, my Miss Swiss is landing in sg tmr morningg !!!!!

she blatantly msged " my! are you having holidays? are you free tmr? do you wanna pick me up?!"

which added t my high-ness.

im a happy lil lost duckling in my happy lil joyful world baybeh!
:DD

waking at 5am tmr to make my way t the airport !!!!

2008-05-28T13:47:00.003+08:00

mom and sis are away!!

Sunday was my first time in life at T3.
we covered everywhere there, even the NTUC FAIRPRICE.
hahahah.
in which we swept all the korean food available :))

alright!
so now, they are gone,
and i hate it.
not bcos they'll be missed,
but bcos the household chores will fall unto me!

damn.

woohoo`
phoon, me, mui, fel and jia went t catch soccer match on monday!

for a team being at the top of the chart,
a wonderful score of 3-1 is only natural.
woot!

not that Seung Jin was bad, but the new members are stronger.
:)

oh, before the match, we had a real sinful meal at Swensens.
6 sundaes for 5 girls.- after a main course each.
and while three of the girls were chatting away,
jia and i only concentrated on the sundaes on the table :DDD

gobbling like a Seung Jin<3

ive been much affected by a recent issue,
maybe things have changed, and i dont mean as much to the person,
the fact that i was the last to be informed makes me question my importance.

it's really saddening,
nobody could have made me felt as bad.

i hope this is only my over sensitive part,
but things dont appear t be so.

maybe,
maybe,
we are not able t withstand obstacles.
for this, ive really gotta take back my words of whatever promises there had been.

heart's shattered into thousand pieces :(((((((((((((((((((((((((

2008-05-23T23:52:00.001+08:00

Yuri's coming back in two weeks time!!!!!!!!
<33333

before flying to Canada,
then back t Sg again,
then to Japan.
:)

she's the love of my life.

2008-05-23T23:39:00.006+08:00

sorry sorry sorry!!!
i just remembered i wanted t blog this
yknow when i was watching Super Reds' match just now,

Woodlands was ACTUALLY leading 2 nil,
when hope seems t have been lost after the lousy score after half time,

i randomly cheered em on (infront of the tv)
"DAE HAN MIN GU! *stompX2 stomp stomp stomp*
DAE HAN MIN GU! *stompX2 stomp stomp stomp*
DAE HAN MIN GU! *stompX2 stomp stomp stomp*"

then.. stared..
and....

IT WAS A GOAL.

a pretty much unexpected one, but wonderfully goaled.

HAHAHAHAHAAH.

i REJOICED man!

then a long long time went by..

the score was 2-1.

its was the 87th min.

when i was all prepared t face a lose,
i told my sis "you knw just now!
i DAE HAN MIN GU! *stompX2 stomp stomp stomp*
DAE HAN MIN GU! *stompX2 stomp stomp stomp*
DAE HAN MIN GU! *stompX2 stomp stomp stomp*
and they really goaled eh! im gonna do that again at the 89th minute man!"

shortly after the cheer,
THAY SCORED ANOTHER GOAL.

LOLOLOLOL.
it was THAT coincidental.

promise.

AND THEREFORE,
IM HAPPY :DDD

HAHAHHAHA.

ANOTHER POST IS COMING UP!

2008-05-23T22:39:00.010+08:00

AH-AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!

im soo EGGCITED ive gotta run home t tell you this baby!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA,

jiajia, kelly and i have decided t act as China Chinese and go CLUBBING.

"we've gotta wear those lacy top, and squeeze our breasts to the max, and dance like this ------ (we've choreographed our clubbing dance moves =DDD ) put on blue eyeshadow, and blue mascara. then wear a thick platform shoes, which looks just about to spoil. YES, IM GONNA WEAR A NET SOCKING! and speak like this 怎么这里的迪那么多人! che! 中国就没有!"

but after realising we might not have those clothing,
alternatively,
it can be:

-any clothes, as long as its not in fashion now, and nobody's wearing em.
-wear heels WITH a white sock, those 6inches high.

and, more moves will be further improvised on.

:DDDDD

AND WE ARE GG T MOS THIS WEDNESDAY,
bcos why?
MOS has the most students,
and most YjCians,

becos why?
Wednesday is the most crowded day t display ourselves. :DDD

the more we talked about it, the more EGGCITED we got and we've SET it 5days later!

WUAHAHAHHAHA.

I CANT WAIT,
LIKE,
TOTALLEH! :DDDDD

MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. :DDDDD

okay, today's a relatively HAPPY DAY except for the morning's WORST GP PAPER EVER.

additional lesson was cut down t half an hour unexpectedly, DURING the lesson itself (im sure that tcher probably doesnt wish t continue teaching either) and you SHLD know who.

then, just as i thot i'd have t spend one and half hours all by myself on a lonely after-paper-day,
I saw zk and he suggested gg for lunch.

and so we went northpoint.

then,
after two hours of eating,
my CIP reporting time was up.

YKNOW, THIS WAS WHAT MADE ME REAL HAPPY TODAY.
bcos,
we volunteered t do CIP fund raising for the Szechuan people.

VOLUNTEERED, i stress.
after hearing the announcement, we went t WRITE OUR NAMES ON THE NOTICEBOARD VOLUNTARILY.

it rlly makes one happy t knw that you've helped.
;)

go on, RE 行一善baby!

it was good reaction from the heartlanders of KATIB,
jiajia and i stood with the tin and chatted away while donations came VOLUNTARILY too.

hah, BUT BUT BUT., we sure did our best hokay!
one of the donors said " (on the account of) you girls have been standing here since just now"
and gave each of us a donation.

our legs, hands, mouth, arms, backs were aching alright!

:)

im so happy t do a good deed!

OHOH,
and we were 'vying business' with Eugene- just across the road.
hahah.
he was SO enthusiatic man!
PROMOTED the tin with all his effort.
kudos to him!

okay, im lazy t say anymore, GOODBYE! :)

2008-05-21T17:32:00.005+08:00

chanjia has been meticulously drilling the idea that Jeff (a guy in yr2) RESEMBLES SEUNG JIN.

and when jeff was asked t "go infront!" during aminah's lecture,
she'd go : seung jin seung jin!

when outside the lecture, she'd try ways and means t persuade me that jeff and Seung jin have the same :
boyish look.
small eyed face.
height.
koreanfied whatever she claims it to be.
etc,
etc.

when Jeff went t collect his prize won in Dragonboat comp, (YES, YJ HAS A DB TEAM, EXCLAIM "WOW!" IN DISBELIEF PLEASE!)

jia msged: "Seung jin in dragonboat."

and anywhere in sch, along the corridor,
she'd raise the name "Seung Jin" out of the blue.

while me?
i'd exclaim a big fat " NO!!! "
whenever she does that.

and then, she'll proceed to taking for example: Jeff Jang Seung Jin?
"woah! JJJ eh! so 配! "

and i'd faint.

then she went on : "imagine if it's something Jarang? "
... " Albert WuJarang?! NO WAY!! "
" wahh.. ehh.. Jeff Jang eh! y'knw even 'Jeff Zhang Xin Zhe 'also not too 配. Jeff Jang Seung Jin ! wah.. eh, 配!! "

yea..
to the extent that after fainting,
IM BEGINNING T AGREE WITH HER.

and secretly, deep down, my heart flutters when i see him. LOLOLOLOLOL.

as i've been telling jia "Dont do that, i might well fall in love with him!"

HAHAHAHAHAH.

this is bad, becos Jeff Really Doesnt resembles Seung!
but the intense missing of him is killing my ability t judge.

so, SEUNG JIN! PLEASE APPEAR BEFORE I FALL FOR A SEUNG JIN LOOK-ALIKE! :(((

jebal.....

and hence, Phoon. im tellin' ye,
dont worry if Captain's not gonna appear in your life anymore yea?
bcos, you'll find a good Taehoon look-alike substitute soonest!
:D

just wait..
wait..

soon.

life's not too bad, the hols is approaching, funny how im getting t enjoy a June Holiday again :)
i need help,
really need help for Econs, Maths, consultations.
-not those from teachers, but a day out with Friend-sort.

anyone willing t help ??
p.s: desperate gurlz@hotmail.com

right, im gon' go now,
take care, people!

2008-05-18T17:23:00.001+08:00

am grateful to friends who never fails t check out my blog for new posts.

sharlot, phoon and i went t the cafe and caught many glimpses of the koreans,
had a chat with Jarang and found out that : "seung jin maybe join other club in korea. no come back"

i was depressed.
really.
my hope was completely smashed with the never returned love.
:(

isit time t give it up?

went shopping mad with bubu last week.
i tell you, it was literally shop till drop.
we ran into every department,
every section trying hard t come up w possible things that we may need.
and i bought 1 nike bag, 2 adidas bags, 2 triump bras :)) 2 men's shirts, some MAC cosmetics, 1 anti ageing cream, watch, mirror, and 90bucks worth of FOOD.
lol, pardon me, it's not just food, it's Mark's and Spencer's food. :DD
-as quoted.

before going for jia's concert.
it was fabulous woo`

had t cancel date with Js cos of the multibags i was carrying.
supper at Macs is reminiscent of our J1 days.
awww..

sis is gg China next week,
mom is gg china a few days after sis goes.
sis will be there for an exchange programme while mom is purely for vacations sake.

i totalleh dont understand mom's rational for visiting that country FOR holiday 4 times per year.
it's madness, it's a country i'll never step into even when offered 100million.

and i promise a few more trips there, she is gg to conquer the entire China.
-all it takes is a few more trips.

AND GUESS WHAT?!
mom called t ask : HEY! DO YOU WANNA GO TO INDIA THIS DECEMBER? IM BRINGING YOUR SISTERS ALONG!

please, spare meeee !
what the hell is that?
I-N-D-I-A?

I'LL JUST DIE ON THE SPOT PLEASE!

yea, that explains my stop gg overseas since the age of 14 yea?
cos ever since i turned 14, mom hasnt stopped visiting China, robbing me of the childhood pleasure of visiting exciting countries after HK, Korea, America, Thailand, etc,,

moan the unfortunate fate i have!
HENCE, ive got my mind SET on having a One month stay in London/Swiss after this second attempted A's.
:DD

i was talking t Liyong while waiting for Aminah's lecture outside the LT.
when Js came along and gave me a punch in the arms.
liyong gave me the very liyong-look and said : 我觉得他喜欢你.
that sent me laughing at the absurdity of it, what's more complimented with the all time hilarious liyong-look.

chanjia, im sure you knw what i mean, THE liyong-look. HAHAH.

then there was this other time i was chatting w jiajia in the library,
then came Zk asking me abt random stuffs.
jiajia commented: 我觉得这个男的喜欢你.
which then made me burst out laughing at the familiarity of the incident!
she then supported her stand with : 真的真的! 我从上个星其就注意他了.

lolol, and we concluded she and liyong makes good buddies!

im so proud of bubu,
becos she's fretting now,
fretting over which university to choose from.
she's picking Universtity, not em selecting her y'knw!
thats the dilemma of a straight A's student,
therefore im telling myself i'll not get anything more than 2As. HAHAH.
:D

bubu and i are gonna go Sexing in the City :DD

c'mon baby, join us!

2008-05-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

it's time to update before fungi starts growing.

right, people, ive been too lazy and tired t blog since ive been diligent at work :DD

as saturdays and fridays are time t catch up on undone work, im practically left w no leisure hours.

i'll rant on what ive done over the weeks not earlier accounted for yeah?

i've:
met ferps and marts for dinner one of the weekdays night.
been t fabulicious flub's birthday bbq which totalleh mesmerized me by her hotel-like resort house.
cut my hair by the korean lisa who promised t get me a korean boyfriend and gave me a discount for haircut :DD
watched dance of the dragon where Fann Wong is omg gorgeous.
been t clarke quay w bubu after the shopping trip w my girls for shishashishashisha :DDD
been sweetly in love yet angrily fed up.
taken early leave and been late twice for sch.
been getting math tests results of 14/17, 5/6, 6/6, 6/6, 4/7 and econs test results of 15/25 when the highest in class is 16/25.
been trying t change my nasty attitude and way of judging ppl by looks.
achieved sense of satisfaction in sch and trying hard not t lose it.

and im gg for dinner now,
aminah said : DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE TIME T BLOG?!
:))

2008-04-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

issue of the day: What i detest most about a person.

i've always thought i couldnt bear lies, hate to be lied to.
but as maturity sets in, experiences of life piles up, i realise there's nothing more than hypocrisy and plagiarism that i abhor more.

these traits that is only evident of grown-up life was never seen in the younger days of mine.

that makes it all the more detestable when i get exposed to it now. - day by day.

main reason being i've always been proud of my originality, my creativity.
albeit the all time lousy academic performance, i stand proud at the introduction of my next invention.
which indeed, received praises.
but the next thing i knew was, another person starts imitating the exact same design/idea and make it sounds all hers.
the word is "sounds".

the usual argument would be that 'since you are the creator of it, why worry?!'
but no, search the people around you, who would care about the creator of a particular design when the onlookers get to join in the admiration of it and be part of the praising voices?
the idea is that, imitators get away with their nasty amoral behavior while the creator suffer from infuriating thoughts of their products being plagiarized.

and never gotten that credits back again.

the worst of it all be that the imitator soon usurp the situation and claims to be able to outdo the original producer before showing off her whatsoever ability that were copied.

and yes, then me, the victim of the matter will then remain silent towards the unjust treatment for the plagiarist is someone i dont wish to expose.

stupid, you may call, but its my generosity towards _____.
my ability to forgive _____ easily.

hypocrisy is what i see in the same .

the well roundedness of it all,
the stages of a well maintained relationship,
even the prey itself is unaware of the predatory signs.
even the prey has thought the predator as a friend.

until confusion awakens,
until the truth comes to light.

when hatred stirs,
when defensive guards was raised,

all's come to a naught,
the faith that was built, the trust that was constructed vanished in the air.

the pity of life, i say.
the meaningless struggle for power,
the pointless competition with enemy who could have made the best of friend.

but isint it all the tests of life?
isint this evident of the sorts of characteristic in mankind?
not all- but in many.

i detest, but i accept.
im aware of, but i guard against.
i know, and im disappointed at the misjudgement of a _____.

2008-04-18T17:42:00.003+08:00

here i am again!
happy and all.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
bubu just returned from TAIWAN and she's sending me PICTURES OF HELLO KITTIES IN THE HELLO KITTY RESTAURANT.

OMG.
i stood stunned at the gorgeousness of em all,
and then took a look at my own hello kitty collections,
i cried " hurrrr. not enough uh, not enough.... :(( "

lol,
OMGOSH, ITS FREAKING PRETTY PRETTY!

and SHE HAD WANTED TO VISIT LINZHIYING'S RESTAURANT.
LINZHIYING,
MY MAN,
LOOK UP, YES, THAT HANDSOME YOUNG LAD'S RESTAURANT.
but due to...... ... ... ...
and didnt :(

but they went t JOLIN'S shop though!
AND WHILE THEY WERE ABOUT T LEAVE, JOLIN STEPPED INTO THE SHOP.
CAN YOU BELIEVE THE COINCIDENCE OF IT?
yes, jolin cai.
though im not really in favour of her.

now, back t my life.
here, come back, to singapore.
venue: WAIJAYY.

hah.
today HAH.
stupid lor,
really stupid manzxxzz.

i left house early all set t be there seated outside lib t have morning chat w jia and reuben,
i was on the first bus,
and i saw 854 drove past.
so then i thought, awwww. NVM, im early anyw :)

then i alighted, and no sight of 854 for 5mins- commonly seen.
there came another bus, i boarded it to get t the stop i'd always wait when im late.
(in case cabbing is necessary, i can save 50cents if i hail from that stop)
then 10 mins of waiting flew past.
still no 854.
15mins went, i was praying to see Zhenkai cos having a partner t be late with feels much better :)

TRUE ENOUGH!
he came along, cooly.
HAH.
this boy was so shocked t hear that i havent been late this year.
(cos he himself has alrd collected enough points for suspension)

so then, we wanted t cab, but the bus came,
dadadah.
i waited for 25MINS for the bus, AT LEAST 25 okay?
which we later found out the reason after seeing three 854s driving tgt-.-

nah, CHILL. lets stroll t sch manz!

hahah, after alighting, we saw martin who RETARDEDLY INSTIGATED ME T GO 麦当当 AGAIN!
you know, in our younger days, he would always psycho me into doing unlawful things whenever we were late for sch.
i remembered once we were ALRD IN THE SCHOOL'S WALKWAY, then he said something like, it's alrd late, gg in at that time will only get caught, so why not go HAVE BREAKFAST?!
and so the two crept out of sch in a silly manner.
IT WAS RETARDED PLEASE!

then then!
same goes for today too!
he used the same excuse!
and then, we rekindled the old days time.
hahah,
this time w zhenkai along!
hey, credits t me, i introduced these two guys t each other one kay.
:D

hahahah.
and knw what?
all three of us agreed that the last time we did such a thing was in our year 1 days.
freaks.

kekekex.
>.<

OH, and there are four guys in this new class of mine, which is also the only group of male classmates i have in three years of JC life.
i havent been talking t em, except for OCCASIONAL smiles from the walk ard the school.
its only today!
that i realise their nice-ness other than jia's constant persuasion for me t try talking t em.
hah`
cos we had a lit presentation today as a group.
they are funny, esplly Reuben, can faint.
what's most imptly, THEY ARE HIGH TECH!
with great technology skills!
wuahahahahah,
which made my life more comfortable!

okay, so im leaving to my comfortable life now, GOODBYE ALL!

I LOVE SPENCER, REALLY :D

2008-04-13T12:46:00.002+08:00

im fucking pissed now.

what the fuck's wrong with TECHNOLOGY?
i simply dont understand why people love using the Computer so much and to think they even agree that TECHNOLOGY IMPROVES THEIR LIVES!

im dealing with microsoft words now and i cant even get columns RIGHT.
it's fucking irritating.
why cant it just go the way i want it to?!

FUCK TO TECHNOLOGIES!!!!!

it's PISSIFYINGGGGGGG.

and thats why, i love handwritten work.
the talk about using the COMPUTER gets me cold feet.

share w you a secret:
YOU KNOW SOMEONE ACTUALLY HAND IN SPENCER'S ESSAYS TYPEWRITTEN??!?!?

it's unbelievable.

amazing how they do it.

AWWW MANNNNNNNNNNZ.

HATE IT!

2008-04-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT?!

Yuri's going for internship of six months IN JAPANNN!!
which is like, so near t sg!!!
(i insist) lolol.
omg!!!! im gonna feel her presence soon!!
woot woot`

she's excited, im excited for her too!
and she's forgotten Jap.
now she speaks French better than Jap.
god bless her 6months in that country!

nvm, part of life :)

omgomg, this alone makes me high tonight.
muahahah.
basically im a happy gurl!

had wanted t emo over Seung Jin in this post, but NOT NOW.
not when im in a conversation w this Greater love of mine :DD

PEOPLE, HAVE YOU ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS WOMAN?

you'll never know :D

hohoho.
jeffrey has got a Girlfriend, and im glad for him :)

okay! so yesterday was papa's birthday!!
i wanted t get a cake from Yishun after school,
but kelly said "four leaves is no good!"
and i kinda agree, mainly bcos im kinda sick of it.
you knw, schooling in YJ, any events of celebration will have the cakes bought from four leaves.

and so, i took a risk, not knowing what does Hougang Mall sells.
(i dont wanna settle for 'BAKERY HOUSE' or things like that.)
despite visiting it every week t get groceries.
but we only visit the NTUC you see.

i was praying Gelare would have cakes,
yeah. they do, in slices -.-

then there goes my hope!

i hanged around,
and found.....

ANGIE THE CHOICE!
woah, so Hougang Mall does have cake shops like ANGIE THE CHOICE huh.
and so i lugged an ice cream cake home.
it was humongous! (the box, i mean)
tgt w my humongous bag, i looked like a total freak.

nah, chill.
it's the Heartland baby !

and i dialled Canadian Pizza with the kind intention to SAVE MONEY.
which i gave the operator a really hard time cos i have no freakin idea whats on their menu!
(ive only tasted their pizza once in my life)
only to call back and cancel my order,
cos i decided PIZZAHUT is still the best.

operator:" may i knw the reason for the cancellation?"
me :"oh, er, my sis has alrd ordered something else and i didnt knw about it"

woah, that came rlly sudden man, and im glad my reaction was fast enough =)

then happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you papa~

you knw, i love my dad as he grows older.

he is getting abit cranky
bcos....
he has 老人痴呆症 which he himself agrees.
i promise!
he is just so laughable each day.
(if you think im childlike, my dad is worst!)
bcos he is a bit of 老顽童 too.

OBVIOUSLY I DONT WANT HIM T TURN OUT THIS WAY,
but think about it!
when he becomes senile, i'll inherit all his fortune and assets!
muahahah.

okay, sorry, the above isint what i mean.

whatever it is,
i heart my papa.
<3333

oh people!
dad has one $150 worth of Robinson's voucher!
which didnt really attract me at first,
until he took out another $270 worth of voucher.
and i went gugugaga!
you knw how much that is!
$420 of free clothes and watch(??) and maybeeee cosmetics??

muahahahahhahahah.
I AM GOING T SPENDDDD.

that's gonna be my second date of outing,
with Fel's date being the first.
=))

so, sorry guys, my schedule for May is full,
make the June appointment w me fast!
=)

eh, i like school eh.
heh heh heh =DD

2008-04-09T18:19:00.003+08:00

bill kept asking : why are you so happy today? you look really happy. hurry, tell me, who have you laid your eyes on this time?

i didnt! really did not!
and after i got home, i realised so my happiness was a foreshadow of receiving a postcard from Yuri and Dajie! :DDD

woo`` they wrote it on that night of calling me!
awww.. it's especially nice, you knw bcos at that moment they were tgt, writing on the same piece of card, not the usual 'yuri send me something' kind.
THEY WERE TGT! and i was supposed t be there, at that instant too. =((

SIGHHH.

but oh well, im doing fine, really =)
understanding a lot more of concepts each time i attend aminah and math.
chinese? HELL NO! it's worst than last year's teaching.
it just symbolises DEATH dont it?

and Spencer has been cute,
he screamed " WHERE IS MY MANYING?!" when i was late for class.
lol,
Emm calls him 'bullying man' but i thought otherwise.
after i teared from his scoldings last year, everythg else he does dont seem nasty anymore.

and today, i wore my red specs t school.
yes, that pair i got long long time ago,
but it received so many comments ppl simply thought : 'OH! new specs?' 'woah! it's bright!' 'man, your specs is too big for you' and 'isit with degree??'
which makes me fall in love w it once again.
:DD
everyone knw?
practically everybody i see commented on it, except maybe, CHANJIA?

HAHAH.
internal joke,
but my name has became LOHMAN.
while her, CHANJIA.
and......
PHOONZHI ?!?!

HAHAHAH
imagine that being our names!

okay, im really happy, i realise, but dont knw why!

TOMORROW'S PAPA'S BIRTHDAYYY.

i have no present for him !!!
YAYY`!

and ya, i've tick that box on rejecting SIM's offer=) sending it tmr.

(maybe bcos i've understood?)

but im still sad over Seung Jin.
pogoshipta him a hell lot :(

2008-04-06T13:24:00.004+08:00

have you ever wondered how and when did my boy-crazy enthusiasm came about?

hah.
pingwei came t talk t me online afew days ago.
he was my Sec three camp instructor.
which was the only camp that i enjoyed in life.

he is 2-3 years older than me and the thing about him is,
he is freakin handsome.
(MUAHAHAHAHAH,)

sooooo handsome at the end of the camp, almost all the girls went asking him for number.
thinking back now, i really admire the craziness of the Mayflowerians.

okay,
so then,
becos of him,
i squeezed my creative juices and produced TWO cheers with him as the subject.
which till now i still am proud of.

interested?
(redardless of a 'yes' of 'no') imma share it:

first cheer:

Pingwei handsome Pingwei cute.
Pingwei best best no one's good.
manying loves him 'yes i do'.
no one loves him more than i do.

with a.. 1~ Pingwei clap,
(*clap) yandao~

looks so macho when he do,
'cha chike cha chike cha-cha-cha!'
SO CUTE!

second cheer: (this time w actions involved)

Pingwei is handsome, he's cool,
cant be stopped.
Pingwei is stylish, he's smart,
cant be stopped.

he's got a front 'woo!' back 'ah!'
cant be stopped,
he's got a front 'woo!' back 'ah!'
cant be stopped,

i am in love, i'm crazy,
cant be stopped.
i am in love, i'm crazy,
cant be stopped.

i've got a front 'woo!' back 'ah!'
cant be stopped,
i've got a front 'woo!' back 'ah!'
cant be stopped,

i like his hair, his eyes,
cant be stopped,
i like his name, his everything,
cant be stopped.

he's got a front 'woo!' back 'ah!'
cant be stopped,
he's got a front 'woo!' back 'ah!'
cant be stopped,

am i good or good?
hahh.
and bcos of that,
i became known interclassably.

chiang!~ :D

right, people,
sorry if i havent been faithful towards my blog,
cos sch work's heavy,
especially so when i've not looked at notes for months.

i went for my trial theory and basic theory tests which i both failed.
hahah.
interested ppl can get t cheryl's blog t read her comments on me.
(about my dumbness that is)

yes, connie's birthday night was so reminiscing.
the only time i could laugh to my hearts content is when im with my girls.
:))
i love em all,
veryyy much.

cant wait, really cant wait for feli's birthday!
CANTTTTT !!!!
:DDDD

oh, and there goes my 2days-allowance of the week,
my next date will be in May,
which is gonna go into HAIRCUTTING.
PHOON, PLEASE WAIT FOR MEEEEEEEEE.

sigh.
the reply to SIM have t be done by 10th April.
i still cant bear t put my tick on " i do not wish t take up the offer" box!
:((

oh, and have you any idea how hardworking i am?
to go home right after school on a friday?
and complete three essay questions on a saturday?
before proceeding w one more essay on a sunday morning?
and next it's gonna be two more essays.

but some times,
it's and brain, not the actions that counts.
purrrrf.

2008-04-01T19:47:00.002+08:00

to the many doubts,
actually i've long decided to stay in YJ and retake A's whether or not i get admitted to SIM.
so their reply wasnt rlly affecting me, just that it makes me feel better to know at least my results aint poor to the extend of getting rejected by them.
hah.
but that was ACTUALLY.
can you understand? when you knw you have more than one route t choose from, you'll tend to have second thoughts?
yea, im experiencing it nowww.
especially when looking at econs notes, trying to get essay structures in head, i just feel : i've alrd tried and done this, yet this is what i get.- what's the point? sort of thoughts.
it's a sense of disappointment in myself.

but OH WELL,
i cant possibly let these thoughts corrupt my mind.
im alrd in it, taken the route, chosen it,
surely i aint giving up just becos of this lil problem eh?
I AM PARK MANYINHO.
i decided on it, begun on it, and have only one possible outlook, that is TO GET INTO NTU.
trust me, keep your faith in me, friends who care, im gonna do it.
do it do it do it.!

motivations, keep me going!

went to PS w jia for a short while where we met jun and fel, it's rlly nice seeing the oh so lovely familiar faces back again, rlly.
esplly cherishing it now that im back in sch uniform.

today's Seung's birthday. (provided he doesnt lie t me about it)
i tried sending him a mail, but it failed.
it's rlly saddening when you dont own a single contacting method of your love,-not even an email address, to top it up, i wasnt even aware that his departure was our day of separation.
i miss him,
but he couldnt feel it.
i yearn for him,
but he's probably leading the best of life.
i feel sad over him,
though i may not even be on his mind.
nevertheless, im wishing you, Seung Jin Oppa,
Saeng chuka Hamnida!

catchya soon people!
loves to all <33

2008-03-30T16:10:00.002+08:00

i received SIM's reply.

it reads : Dear Loh Man Ying,
on behalf of the University at Buffalo, The State University of New York, i am pleased to inform you that you have been admitted provisionally to the UB Bachelor of Arts Degree Program in Communication offered at the Singapore Institute of Management in Singapore.

hahah, then i announced to my family: HEY! daddy! mommy! your daughter has been admitted t the University! aint you glad?!
: hey! lexin, your sister is gonna go to the University!

muahahah.

okay, sorry, im gonna get back t work. bye =DD

restarting sch =))

2008-03-27T19:47:00.004+08:00

*note: words in blue indicates newly added contents.

hey, HELLO PEOPLE!
im happy happy from schooling!
hahah. (oh no, what's the world coming to, right?)

but omg, i didnt knw returning t school could be so meaningful !
all thanks to the friends who have been giving their warmest support.

you knw yesterday morning i wore the uniform w many doubts,
boarded the bus still with adult fare in hesitations,
and walked towards the school in fear.

the new DM was funny, bcos he dont look at all fierce,
so when he opens his mouth and shout, the paradox is comical.

ohhh. who cares?

many people i knw came looking at me in stunned faces.
so i thought i mentioned "i fail my A levels luhhhh " quite a number of times.
hahah.
shunli was the most distinctive.
he GLARED AT ME, looking at though he got the first shock of his life but seemed happy bcos he got himself another bus partner.
hahah.
eddie was damn idiotic.
he asked " what did you get for GP?"
"S"
"what did you get for chinese? "
"S"
"you cant do english, and you cant do chinese, 那你讲什么话?"

which got shunli laughing mad.

RARRS`

then there was guangzu, hansheng, ryan, eleanor, faces that i know,
the presence of KELLYYYYYYYY and jiajia still got me doubting the fact that im back in the same class with.
AND SAIGIN!! im in her class too!! hahahha, saigin is this girl who goes t arnimerninerh's tuition tgt w che and i during secondary sch days.
we had a hell of fun tgt back then.

then i saw this person whom i felt attached to and cried out : "HELLO MY SNG! =)) "
guess what his first sentence was? " im surprised nobody caught you for your hair colour"
"urhh.. hehs"
"you better get it dyed back"
"ohh.. okay =( after the weekends."
"what day isit today?"
"wednesday?"
"yeah, so you've still got thurs and fri t get caught right?"
"errrrrr.........."
"you better get it done today."
"oh. oh kayyyy"

frankly, i have no idea what's come over him.
why the sudden act of a dutiful teacher?
of all people, it has t be Mr Sng to catch me for my hair?
how ironic!
and how ridiculous it is.
to think he was the first teacher i greeted on my first day of school. -.-

OH PEOPLE YOU KNW WHAT?
RECKA IS IN MY CLASS.
SHE'S REPEATING HER A'S TOO.
FUCK.
I KNW.
AND WE ARE IN THE SAME CLASS FOR SHIT'S SAKE!

okay, so there i went for my FIRST LESSON of the year : a two hours break.
in which i spent an hour of isolation doing math paper at the isolation corner.
that moment, i truly felt uneasy bcos the lib was overwhelmed by unknown power.
but bring it on baby!
im a well prepared senior :D

then came jiajia (note* there are two different jiajias i'll be mentioning this year)

and we went for lunch/breakfast.
bec, jia, man was sitting tgt, eating.
jia introduced her ex-classmates who are now my classmates to me.
and then..
popped up two hands blindfolding me.
they were Emm's!

and came bill.
and eddie came COMMENTING ON ME AGAIN:
" i know why you wanna come back t school. cos of cheap food right?" *pointing at my plate of fish and chip.
"you cheapo!"
and went off.

what the?

jeremy was surprised t see me too, and we greeted.

hahah, had a lil chat w bill before emm came hopping towards our table w her food, and said : " muahah, 127 gathering."

omgomg, i felt really good.
then i found out my next lesson's lit is in the same tutorial at emm!
woot woot`

the class was combined, with emm, bill, jeremy, BUTTERFLY, and people.
HELLO, BUTTERFLY IS THE GREAT ENEMY OF PHOON AND I.

knw what xiang said about her?
"oh! that fuck face one ar? "
and
" aiya, the face like fuck, butterfly put on her head also become moth lah~ "
lolol.

anyhow anyhow!

guess what spencer said when i abruptly joined in his class?
"oh, look at that little monster that has came in; HELLO MANYING!"
and i was all cheerful greeting him " HI, MR SPENCER!"

and so, i was made known.

throughout the lesson, he has never stopped teasing me.
spencer " my marker, where's my marker! MANYING! you must have stolen my marker! "
*came walking towards me
me : "what? no! oh, there it is, with jeremy!"
spencer : "you, you! you stole my marker!"
me :"it's him, it's with him, not me!"
spencer : "oh, i told you you'd stole it, you'r sitting beside him, that's why."

there was a construction outside the school,
"bangs!" were made.
"BANG! "
"BANG!"
spencer : " MANYING, you, what have you done? what are you doing?!"

and it sent laughter down the class.
spencer: " she's the scapegoat of the class."

faints.
oh, for people who dont knw who spencer is, here he is:

CUTE RIGHTTTT.

i had an hour of break after his lesson.

as i was just about t begin on my work,
liyong (or is that his name?) came asking : "anyone sitting here?"
and thenn we begun chatting.
oh gosh, he is so lame i wonder how dajie tolerated him and became his good friend!

so with him around, my 1hr break was gone down the drain.

man, people this year are crazy.
they report t lessons FIFTEEN MINUTES EARLY.
that's crazy.
so apparantly,
i begun walking into aminah's lecture 8mins after she begun talking.
but luckily i've got jia t chop seat for me, so im pretty cool.
no worries about sitting at the last row! =D
you knw it feels so good t have finally UNDERSTOOD econs lecture. =))

CLL was the last lesson.
i was taken aback when i saw guang zu and michelle in the same class.
they look all Englishfied to me!
and i was sitted with aiks and sharon and saigin.

but the teacher made me miss ongxuying real much =(
cos he CANT TEACH.!

and home companion was shunli and bill. those two guys, made me laugh back home.
and shun was nice enough t accompany me for the wait of my 2nd bus.
all these people in school, im just glad i came t knew them. they make my return less bad.

and jia, she's been giving a lot of help by printing notes for me, aminah's appendix, chopping seats, accompanying me in school, providing me money, practically babysitting me in sch!

here, i wanna say to you, CHAN JIA, 谢谢. really, i dont knw what'll happen t me without all your encouragement and help.
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sorry, i zoned out.
there are more today,

but im lazy t talk about it.
you knw that night, i woke at 1.30am?
i didnt go back t sleep,
and went t school ironically wide awake.

during Sng's lecture,
i was kinda worried he'd embarrass me about my hair, but somehow believed he wouldnt do such nasty thing.
he took glances of me a few times, but -safe.
until...
: "Miss Loh, why is your hair still brown?"
he said in the lecture.
"urhh....... ...... i'll get it done over the weekends, ....... PROMISE."
" that was what you told me yesterday too."
"urhhhh..."
"do you knw black is in and brown is out?"
"yea, i knw"
"you knw? so you want t be out?"
"no, urh..." (like, what the fuck does he want me t say?)
"you'll do it over the weekends? so is friday a weekend t you?"
"err. no?"
"no? so you'll do it on saturday and sunday?" ( does it matter if i do it on friday or saturday or sunday? the bottom line is, it'll be black on monday isint it?)
"errr. HUH?"
"it's okay, i'll talk t you later."

i swear i was fucking pissed, what in the world was he trying t do? throwing his weights around?
and when on earth did he start bothering about student's attire?
i couldnt understd and couldnt take it lying cos i thought he was worthy t be someone i could be comfortable w.
no, not anymore, i now understand why merps and grace hated him so much.
-not becos of his inability t teach. but becos i bear grudges.

oh, im in jia's math class!! a time that we could be tgt! the teacher's not tuu badd luhh. but i kinda miss fazli. serious!

DAJIE CALLED ME JUST NOWWW!!!

caller id shows : LAOREN.

" HELLO? DAJIE !!!"
"eh, how did you knw it's me?"
"i have your ID !"
"oh, i've received it, i've just received it!"
"hahhaha! you did??"
"yes! just 10mins ago! 很准 eh, yuri just told me t check my mailbox, and it's there alrd!"
"wuahahah! of cos! i had it planned nicely. omgomg, have you read?!"
"yes. yes! eh, dont mind if you cant hear clearly, im on a train. "
"oh, dont worry, im on a bus."
"hahah, eh, yuri's with me, i let you speak t her okay!"

"hello manying?"
"YURIII !!!!!"
"MANYINGG!!!!"

*both : "AHHHHHHH!!!!"

"eh. my, we'r running out of credits, so if the line gets cut off you'll knw why."
"OKAY! it's always like that anyw. DO YOU LIKE IT?? where are you going now??"
"manchester. yes, yes! but you knw the tag that you attached right? i dropped it at the doorstep, then i wasnt in time t take and we got into the cab alrd, i'll go back t take it later. "
"hahah. okokay. "

then i think it cut off becos my last sentence was " hello? hello? can you hear me?"

hurriedly dialled dajie's number, but it was zero credit.
dialled yuri's, DANG, that's her Swiss number.

so they were on the train while i was on the bus.
they were heading to Manchester while i was heading home from Yishun JC.
see the difference between the two?
=((

but that left me smiling for the rest of the journey.

curious about what did they receive? i didnt mention it on blog earlier bcos i didnt want em t find out, sorry!
hahah. i made em a handphone accessory each.
and sent with a pretty paper, in a pretty envelop, in my not-very-pretty handwritting.
and i planned exactly what day t mail just so they could receive it on time.
it is highly risky bcos yuri's only staying at dajie's place for two days.
and they'll be two countries apart after that.
cool eh? i do geography on UK and Swiss :D

OH SEUNG IS SO CUTE SO SWEET!
he asked about our well being!
:DDDDD

it actually goes like this,
msg received from mui:
let me spice up your life, girls! seung replied saying..... oh muriel! hello! im doing fine! muriel doing fine too? ah! i english molla! anyway you seem like you are doing fine :) your friends are doing well too right? contact me next time. haha. bye bye! ...... he even type bye bye in korean lor. very cute i know! but he must ry t type in english ma!! :(:( headache. lol. i really wonder what's wrong with him suddenly. maybe he thought of us and miss us somehow.

hahah. i totally agree w mui man! i wonder why's his behavior.
maybe he has some wonderful encounter w his girlfriend?
but he is really cute, so cute i love him even more.
wonder will i see him ever again?

I LOVE JANG SEUNG JIN <33

but sorry, i love Yuri and dajie more > > > !

Sng again pissed me off yesterday,
knw how he introduced me t the class?
" by the way, do you all knw who is she? she's a pest, and she's joining our class, so yar, let's welcome her."

i seriously dont knw what the fuck's wrong w him.

he asked t speak t me after class and mentioned "are you alright w everythg? is the class okay? oh, bcos i thought i put you in a spot at one point of time"
and in my most superficial tone, i replied " oh, no, no. you didnt! im fine, yeah."

which reminded me of the day i went t him after the release of results.
i asked for his help, and he gladly came t have this long long chat w me,
i asked "Mr Sng, do you think SIM would want me?"
Sng " well, judging from your dress sense, they will"

yeah. he was someone i could be friendly to.
someone i would defend and say " yeah, he cant teach, but he is nice! isnt it good t have a teacher who slacks? hahah."
hell no, never will i speak up for him again.
EUGENE SNG, MY NUMBER ONE TEACHER ENEMY NOW.

and he had the cheeks t say my results was poor and i didnt put in the lest effort,
i daresay i put in the same amount of effort as Qianru did for lit !
if i wasnt hardworking enough, explain my full attendance when half the class was absent!
if i wasnt hardworking enough, tell me which assignment have i owe you?
if i wasnt hardworking enough, explain my timely assignments!
all the credits for my C in lit goes t Spencer, and the only reason why i didnt get an A is bcos of you!
you who demanded students t hand in assignments while yourself most probably chucking it aside without even taking a glance at!
friends and i were joking about the essay you screamed and shouted for us t hand in a few weeks before A's, that you'd probably make an announcement one day before A's lit paper for the lit reps t go collect the finally marked work.
it was meant t be a joke, but hell, you proved us right, no, not exactly, bcos you didnt even return it AT ALL.
at that crucial point of the year where time was most precious, you made us do somethg that you didnt even bother t mark nor comment on.
may i question your ability as a teacher?

yes, im putting this up on my blog bcos ive not made wrong accusations. this was exactly what you did.
and yes, i hate you!

2008-03-26T03:55:00.004+08:00

it's thrwee fifteee !

serious insomnia i say,

i slept at 11pm, and woke at 1.30am. thats it, i think imma go prepare for school soon.
-.-
i dont knw if this' nervousness or pure insomnia.

it's time t go t a doc isint it?
i want a dozen of sleeping pills!!!
pleaseee.
=((

oh yes, did i mention?
i adore Sean Kingston.
got smittened by his beautiful voice,
only t be shocked by his gigantic size.
aww.. nonono, i take back my words.
im only in love w his voice and songs =))

mom's good,
she moved about so much just now.
have no idea when can she be discharged though.
dont worry yeah? cone. =)
loveyou.

OH HAHAHAH.
SEUNG JIN IS SOOOOOO CUTE CAN!
i told mui that he commented on her cyworld,
which both she and i couldnt comprehend what's the korean words except for "muriel muriel, hello. i dont understand english..........." and the last sentence being unknown.

UNTIL JUST NOW!
mui finally figured it out.
it actually says " muriel muriel, hello. i dont know english so i dont have anything to write."
KILL ME PLEASE!
it's just soooooo seung jin!!

soooooo him!
soooo cute!

omgosh,
so he does remembers mui,
the stalkers,
singapore.

AWWWWWW.
my seung jin!
hello people!
just bcos i dont blog about him nor mention his name,
it doesnt mean his out of my mind.
cos i truly miss him,
till now.
still like him,
a lot a lot.
give me a rich handsome young man now, i maybe wouldnt want either.
=((
i so want t ask him "how have you been?"
=(((

BUT HIS JUST CUTE LAHHHH.
retarded.
=DD

okay now, ottoke??
i really really really cant sleep, i promise.
really really cant !!!
yuri is meeting dajie tmr! =D

really cant sleep -.-

luckily jon is here, 24/7. comfirm can talk t.

HAIII. CANNOT SLEEPPP!!!!!!

2008-03-25T12:24:00.002+08:00

mom's hospitalised yesterday.
i accompanied her t KK clinic and spent hours there going through scanning, waiting for report, visiting doctors and finally t be admitted.

oh well,
im not too worried cos it's only a 2-3 days stay. *crosses finger

the only regret is this has t happen two days before my commencement of school.
=(

to the ppl on my tagboard:

it's really nice t see all the sweet and encouraging comments,
though w the use of the gangsterism manner,
and some 以身相许 methods,
i truly feel the sincerity and well wishes of all of you.
with friends like you, it makes life worth living for.
thank you t all!
regardless of the group of ppl whom i'll spend less time with or t the friends who will see me everyday in school,
im assuring your importance in my heart =)
<33

that day at K is one of the most wonderful thing that happened in my life.

noww..
im just looking forward w neck stretching 1mile far for the feli's bbQ !!! =DD
cos nth beats the pussy's love <333

man, is my desk dusty, imma clean it now!

2008-03-21T02:52:00.002+08:00

take a look at the time now,
i got up t get a glass of milk, t make myself go t sleep.

its been getting worst,
initially i only couldnt go t sleep until 1am,
then it extended t 1.30am.
and 2am.

now its THREEE.
even reading up chinese novels aint effective in putting me t sleep!
blimy, i've gotta tune back my bioclock by NEXT WEDNESDAY!

oh yeah, realised i still havent told you about my starting of sch next wed.
theres quite a fair bit of stuffs that has happened.

okay, so im gg back t yj next wed lah.
yar lah.

AND GUESS WHO'S CLASS IM ALLOCATED T BE IN??
KELLY KEE KELLY KEE KEE KELLY!!
muahahhahaha,
so long, we'r continuing our classmates affinity. =)

went t ngee ann yesterday t do math w jia,
having XIANG as our teacher :DD
you have no idea how much warmth that is!

it's jas' birthday today and we went for sakae buffet.
i TELL YOUUU.
i've never ate so little in a buffet YET felt sooo full before!
it's all becos of the two girls who CANT EAT MUCH.
so i ordered the normal serving size i always did, and i died.

you knw, i never used t understand why ppl need t stuff sushi rice under the plates becos we DO get t finish everythg up!
until just now,
i did the same thing.
so much so that we came up w all sorts of ideas.
we dropped rice into miso soup,
we stuffed Gunkan into the wet towel packet.

and after the meal,
jas and i simply couldnt stand up straight.
we went right into the plum shop t get plums.
(it aids digestions, if you dont knw)

it got much better after we tried on clothes.
(due t exercises you see)

i bought TWO THINGS =))

im just hairpee tuuday !!
woolala~

okay, here's something i would like t clarify w friends.
good friends of mine should understand how important this year means t me,
even if you still havent realise,
im telling you, my determination is so strong im gonna do well for A levels this year.
im willing t change my attitude towards school work,
willing t change my lifestyle t meet the demand of A levels.

yes, meaning t say,
i no longer will be the manying who's known for her steadfast attitude.
not that 'loyal' in the sense of me doing everythg for the sake of friends.
i will, and have t turn down many dates.
not becos i dont care about friends anymore, but becos i have a future t fend for.
im only allowing myself t go out twice every month, inclusive of out t study.
even if i stray, i'll still be reporting t dad on my whereabouts.
and let him be the judge, let myself be guilty.
but it's all for the short six months,
im gonna give it my all, and resume t my old self afterwhich. (hehs`)
i promise i wont be a stranger manying after six months.
so please? if you know what i mean, and how much i cherish this chance, do understand me when i reject dates.
no hard feelings here, but im sure ppl who cares will be supportive enough =))

and to all the kind hearted souls who volunteers t give me tuitions,
giving free consultations,
im really grateful,
really.

Gamsahamnida !

and so, im still wide awake -.-

2008-03-18T09:35:00.002+08:00

hurr hurr =(
Im all filled w jealousy.

yuri's gg over t London on the 21st,
meeting dajie on wed and spend two nights at her place,
while the remaining days, at London.

when all goes well,
dajie's gg over t Swiss on the 4th of April.

you knw,
this was what we've been planning over the months,
and when we knew about yuri's term break falling nicely on dajie's 1mth holidays,
we got all excited and thanked god.
we exchanged emails coming up w details of the trip,
talk about it on msn,
so much so that all we needed was the day t arrive.
yes, yes.
of cos the plan is t be carried out.
just that im the missing part =(

and i've only got myself t blame.

d'you knw what was i most worried about before the release of results?
it was the fear t take double blows of getting a horrible results and not being able t go on the trip.

dad didnt seem t remember about the trip at all.
not after i broke the news about my results.
and i, have no cheeks t mention it anymore.

=(((((((((((((((

there's this very weird thing that's happening t me.
with this guy who was in the clique that i always hang out with during secondary days.

yeahhh...

2008-03-14T12:11:00.006+08:00

it's been rather low,
yet some ray of hope here and there.

i've been t SIM twice,
t get my application done,
i've been t YJ,
t hand in the application t repeat.

all of the friends around me have their own route t take,
whereas i have decided t retake A's in sch.

it was after much considerations.
letting my heart float t SIM one moment and flew back t YJ at the next.

the main reason being the love of my selfless dad.
if,
if he had opposed t my studying at SIM,
i might insist t be there.
i could have want it my way, w/o realising if that's a wrong decision.
but no, to him,
he had decided t raise me, and that no matter how tough it is t bring me up, it's his responsibility.
even if it means i cant do no shit in academics,
it is his responsibility t raise me.
it was his ready answer that made me think twice.
he might be able t afford it, yes.
but i shouldnt let my own mistake be a burden of his.
it was i who played too much,
it was i who lived in disillusionment.
(whoever said luck was always here?)
it was i who took the wrong path,
it was i who was not serious.

i cant make him bear my own fault.
it's time for the nineteen yr old t face some consequences,
be responsible.

yes. and thus, i've decided t retake A's.
give it my all,
i've gotta prove myself,
that it wasnt lady luck that brought me this far.
i cant lead my life as a happy-go-lucky no more.
be it good or bad results,
at least it proves where my standard lies.
i cant be bothered if i'm wasting another year,
becos i knw, it's gonna be worth the youth.
becos im gonna change.
becos im gonna work hard.
becos i cant let my parents down.
becos i've gotta foster em.
becos i need t earn big bucks.
becos it is so.

i cant agree more that it takes huge courage t go back to that sch,
considering how ill mannered i was,
how bad my behavior was,
how proud i used t walk ard that sch.
imma put down my pride,
face mockeries,
face the gossips,
and face the music.
yes i am.
im prepared.
i need to.

im gonna be alone, since most probably i wont be in jia's class,
im gonna stand alone.
yes i can,
i must.

i may breakdown many times this year,
but no, thats not gonna waver my determination.

I NEED T DO SOMETHG FOR MYSELF !!

2008-03-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

this morning,
right after i woke up,

i moved out all the stacked notes,
classified em,
the usable and unusable ones,

filed up the different subjects,
and left a new look for a new beginning.
im all ready t start mugging.
notes are in place,
informations are sorted.

im prepared for school.
=)

then i went t check things out in SIM.
there wasnt much of a choice for arts.
i had only communication t take up.
it had a detailed program structure and left a pretty good impression at a course.
until i saw the fees.
57'780.
it held me back.

all because i didnt work hard,
all because i played.
all because i got distracted by the korean team,
all because i ignored kind advises,
i have t face this,
i have t pay a high price for it.

the sum did shook me.
i dont knw,
dont know if this is my choice.
not sure of where my interest lies.
im into Language.
but this is Communicating.
somewhere along the same line,
but is this decision made out of desperateness ?
or am i sure?
how sure am i?

where do i go?
yj? poly? sim?
to do what?
57k, what if that wasnt what i want?
what if im not up t it?

i was reminded of the days in debate club.
it was tough work,
having t speak infront of teammates everyday,
doing research every night,
persuading ears t believe in my stand,
speaking.
in front of many eyes.
i gave up on that.
i quit.

will this mentality still stay in me?
will i quit after getting into the course?

but gg back t yj,
i predict my grades will eventually have a 'D'.
where can a D leads me t?
NUS?
NTU?
how far can GP help me?
how confident am i of improving tremendously?
i've only got 6months t get everything back.
6months t excel in four subjects.
how capable am i in doing that?

SIM.
what if my attitude towards studies still remains the same?
shopping trips more than homework attempts?
sleeping my ass of in lectures?
taking everythg for granted when ironically it is a big sum t think about?
what if i cant take the stress and back out like how i did in debate?

well,
dad agreed to it.
but his greatest worry is my attitude.
which i myself am not sure of.
i've got two younger sisters t think of.
and dad never held hopes for me t lessen his financial burden even after i go out t work.
what happen if sis dont do well either?

its time for me t wake up.
it's a one time or never.

yuri rang me,
this was the most serious talk we've engaged in.
she hasnt rlly heard of University at Buffalo.
but well,
i just pray the cert dont get me nowhere.
and hearing her fees over at swiss, im just glad im in SIM,
not Glion.
her tuition fees for 1 semester is akin t my entire course of three years!
its madness,
and sure did put my mind slightly at ease.
yes, she made me come t much senses.

and thenn...
dajie rang me.
t check out on me after reading my blog.
it's really really nice.
she asked " still crying? "
i thank god i have friends like em who stand by me at my lowest.
even though we are many miles apart,
hours of difference,
and when we hardly get t update on each other.
it's a cause t 死而无憾.

my love for em is unmeasurable.

then..
mer rang.
the thought of her leaving is heartbreaking.
we may not have been the closest friends,
nor hanging out a lot with,
but there is this thing about her, that im attracted to.
which makes me sad at her departure.
mer,
i just wish our affinity dont end here.
i'll miss you a hell lot =(((

it's 1.30am.
dark,
so dark.
the world is dark.
in the heart of darkness.

reality smack in the face

2008-03-08T23:14:00.006+08:00

A levels results was out.

that day, though it was only yesterday,
it seemed so long ago,
many, many things happened in a flash.

many wished me luck,
and many asked about my well being.

from the time i received the results slip till the many hours later,
my world changed.

not literally,
but a new definition for my future,
at least, that was new as from what my imagined life should be.

a real reality smack in the face.

a hard fall.

a regret in life.

an irretrievable mistake.

at that instant,
it made me realised 'hard work pays off'.
and i finally see that luck is never always by my side.

i understood that was my well deserved grades.
yet,
that was also my first taste of failure in life.
all my life, it has been plain sailing.
never had i experienced such hell before.

it was horrible.
even till now.

went shopping in town w che and sand just now,
but each time i laugh, there was some part of my heart that feels sad.
something was holding me back.
and we agreed that we could no longer be as happy as before.

it's a regret that is gonna stay w us through our lives.

i thank these people who have been kind and asked about my well being:
kelly,
sharlot,
che,
sand,
ryan,
keong,
dylon,
kor,
eugene,
wee suan,
jingshen,
barqs,
elton,
sheng,
bill,
kenn,
and those who stayed by my side t give the warmest hug,
gave me the wisest advice,
and made me see lights in my darkest period of life.

including the call from HongKong that lasted for a long while, thanks, Waiji, i hope you do well too!
=)
and from London.
dajie called immediately after the bad news was broken t her.
hearing her voice just cheers me up.

rick,
for chatting w me in the middle of the night.

that night,
yes,
last night was the toughest night ive ever been through.
i cried ever since i got home,
and continued so at night.
i knew what 'lost of appetite' felt.
and for the first time in life,
had a sleepless night.

i didnt sleep a wink, for my mind was filled w thoughts the moment i close my eyes.
didnt,
didnt sleep at all.
just cried.
i got up, switched on the lights,
and photocopied some testimonials, CCA certs.
and cried.
got up again,.
t visit the loo,
and cried.
got up, on the lights,
and wrote down possible questions that an interview would ask.
and cried.
i thought hard about each and every question.
and wrote down the perfect answers.
and cried,
and cried.
.
.
up again, to the loo.
and lights on for the unknown number of time,
t read through the bag of booklets and handouts given tgt w the results slip.
all of it, i covered.
and cried.
on my radio,
and i finally couldnt hold it any longer,
i called up four people,
at timings like, 3am.
i was so desperate,
that was actually the first time i initiated a call for a chat.

but of cos,
all became missed calls.
i cried.
and stopped.
and teared,
and stopped again.

that lasted for two hours before rick msged me apologizing for the silent mode that was on his phone.
he too,
couldnt get t sleep.
and we chatted,
boy was i glad i had him.
or else i wouldnt knw what would have happened t me for the next few hours.
mom woke at 5.30am,
i went t her room,
and she thought i just woke up, when the fact is, i didnt even blink, or rest my eyes except letting tears out.
i finally fell asleep at 6.30am,
only t wake in tears 3hrs later.

so i didnt take lunch, nor dinner, nor breakfast,
didnt sleep,
and didnt stop crying.

for my first tasted failure in life.

now, right now,
after having visited the open house,
i've got my mind set on repeating in school.
and since dad wants me t be in poly,
i shall go.
people suggested SIM,
i shall apply too.
i've got no more wishes,
whatever im told t do, i shall do it.

whatever,
whatever that comes along.

ask me about plans?
nothing,
just do as what im told.
what others deemed fit.
what should have seemed the right thing.
just following it.

yes,
but im fine,
im fine.
no longer tearing.
not to be too worried =)

im really grateful for the friends whom i've not mistrusted.

i thank you for all the support you've given.
what's heartwarming is that these people, are still there for me despite my fall.
'that's what friends are for' quoted by barqs.

i can never thank you people enough.

for that, i promise i'll stay strong, and take on the challenges that may pose t me!

day before A level's release

2008-03-06T14:12:00.004+08:00

at this moment of life,
things look extraordinarily treasurable.

looking at the people around me,
i see their positive traits.
kindness stirring within them.
family members,
especially exudes the most familiarity,
the love that is never t be denied.

year 2006,
i stepped into YJ,
a new chapter of life awaits me.
in the short two years,
i understood.

understood the meaning of loyalty.
understood human nature.
understood what 'stress' is.
understood the importance of friends.
understood that one needs t climb up from their fall.
understood the cruelty of society.
understood 人间有情.

it is amazing how powerful the might of love of friends is.
it gave me endurance, t overcome what seemed a long cold road ahead.
it gave me motivation t continue the journey.
it gave me encouragement walking through it tgt.
finally, it gave me a tap on the shoulder t spur my fighting spirit.

that's what friends are capable of.

i may not be the most wonderful student,
i may not have done the school proud,
i may have suck academically,
but it is one chapter that i'd never regret taking in life.

我认识了人生最可贵的东西.

no one is sure of the road ahead of em.
it could have appear bright and sunny,
but who daresay it will stay that way after that lil road hump?

for mine,
i see darkness.
or rather,
invisibility.
no, nothing.
no expectation,
no warning,
no sign.

all that im hoping for is, my esteem for friends stays the same.
let not the disparity of intelligence drifts us,
let it stay.
let not the direction of choice separate our hearts,
let it stay.
let not the miles of roads we took be erased,
let it stay.
let not my beliefs and trusts be misplaced,
for i truly believe in the value of friends.

未来的路谁知?
但无论如何, 我们曾经有过美好的回忆.
朋友不因为对方的愚蠢而离去,
也不因前途的差异而去走.
我坚信不管前途是暗是光,
我们的友谊将长存.

OH! IM GOING T EAT POPIAH ALRD!!!
=))

2008-03-04T13:22:00.002+08:00

guess who told me about "A LEVELS RESULTS IS OUT ON FRIDAY!" ?

they were, the felicias.
i saw two msges,
first one, from ' feli ' : man! confirmed! results out on friday! 2.30pm!
second msg from ' felly ' : man! results out on this friday! we meet first?

that put me wondering,
and before i wanted t reply : why did you send me two identical msges arr??
i realised,
one was 'feli' the other was 'felly'
they came one after another!
see the importance of these two girls in my life?
=))

woah..
you knw what happened after i got the terrorizing msges??
i hopped like a medium.
i told whoever i saw in the house "PAPA!!!! CHU LAI LIAO! CHU LAI LIAO!!! SI LE SI LE!!! FRIDAY! 2.30PM!!! LAI LE LAI LE !!!! "

"MAMA!!!!!! CHU LAI LE!!! "
"hennah hennah, friday 2.30 right? you woke me up w your screams!"

"LELING!!! LAI LE LAI LE!!!!!!!!! FIRDAY! FIRDAY!! FOUR MORE DAYS!!!!!!"

I bounced on the sofa.
OMGGGGGG.

and i told dad her daughter's future is gonna be ruined in four days time.
i was so paranoid over nothing!
and kept repeating " die die die die !!!"

after seeing the booklet sent by SMU,
dad and i got into talks of hostels.
all along, i'd never expected myself t be staying in there, i'll turn down any suggestions made by friends t live in school.

papa : "NUS is very very far !"
me "then what? live in hostel meh?!"
papa : "oh, then you spend your time travelling lor!"
me "huh! IF i get into NUS, you'd allow me t stay there? VERY EXPENSIVE EH!!!"
papa "no lah.. it's not too ex, 'hai hao' lah.. but of cos you need t practise self disciplinary! always remember, you are there t study "
me : "oh, okay lorr."

(anyhow, i wouldnt even DREAM of being in that university.)

and i got absorbed in self paranoia again.
dancing around the house.
wooooo~~~

DIE ARR DIE DIE ... !!! ~~~~~~~

after yesterday,
guess what i did today?

i switched on the comp,
and googled all the 'travel agencies' in Singapore.

- all ready t check out the best air tickets deal for my UK trip.

* papa came in " woah! you wanna buy flowers for me arr ? "

(there were advertisements of bouquets on the page)

"chey! buy flowers for what! im checking out the travel agencies! need t get the cheapest tickets."

"you can always do that after the release of results!"
"aiya, by then, no time alrd. "

he laughed,
and said " ni hen qi guai de leh, one moment you are praying to the gods, the other you are full of confidence. "

HAHAHAH.
i think im weird too.

"no luh.. even if i die, i still have t fulfill my last wish mahh."

"eh, dont go to ulu ulu agencies okay."
"then go BIG BIG AGENCIES UH?! defeats the puspose of 'getting cheap deals' !"
"no.. dont go for below average kind "
"yeah. i myself gets scared, i dont knw what t do if they wants me t transit! i'll cry."
"get direct tickets, spend some money nevermind."
"expensive !!!! "
"nevermind, just dont go missing."

now, kids, may i present : the nobleness of all parents!

thursday thursday!! mui and i are staying over at phoon's place!
thats the last time we can once again, sleep tgt, dream tgt, laugh tgt, tear tgt, before leaving for school.
=((
LAST TIME.

and what's beholding our future?

heaven knows.

but before that, mui is coming over t my place t 'watch tv tgt'
lolol.
ridiculous it may sound,
but it was 'ridiculous' that brought us tgt,
=))

dad asked me not t wear red on friday,
bcos chinese have the saying 'man jiang hong'
and thus i've decided t wear a wedding gown ! :DDD

omgomgomgomg,
PEOPLE, MANYING MAY WELL JUST DISAPPEAR FROM EARTH AFTER FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHERISH ME !

2008-03-03T12:50:00.007+08:00

i've got many lil thoughts and encounters which im totalleh lazy t blog it up,
all for the reason that 'laziness begets laziness'

hahah,
sorry!

anyhow, fel, mui, jia, zoe and MAN went for an amazing korean play 'true love'
oh man,
it was so high,
brought t live w the so very enthusiastic children.
one word t describe them "CUTE"

looking at the pictures,
i just feel myself brought again, one step closer t 大韩民国

so in life,
i basically sleep half of the day away, (12pm- 2pm)
eat 3/4 of my life away,
before spending an average of 7hours with the television.

at first i thought that was a very, very bad way t spend my life.
but now,
it feels really great.
i mean.
THIS is the way how post A's life should be,
and im leading it!

you knw,
being worry-free,
lie your time away,
it's just the best way t lead a FAT life baybeh!

urhh..
going out here and there is inevitable,
oh yes,
yesterday!
i finally took on a ride on 132 once again,
travelling all the way from town t hougang,
guess how much memories it raised?
long long ago,
zheqi, kor, yuri, dajie, and me rode on that bus, taking the same route,
qi was sitting infront of me,
dajie w me,
kor and yuri behind me.
we were so drunk, so drunk,
yeah..
at that particular stop, kor and yuri alighted, leaving the three of us on bus.
yes, that was our secondary school hood.
taking on so many bus rides, travelling all around singapore.

then i saw Mayflower Secondary School,
that oh-so-familiar building,
just earlier that day i bumped into Mr Ng, my awfully nice and sweet art teacher. =))
that particular spot, where we practised Taekwondo on,
that canteen, which carries my vivid laughter,
classrooms!
awww.....

and i passed by campus 2, which has now turned into 'Peirce Secondary'
that place, where most of my secondary memories lies. .

soon, my stream of consciousness rake up memories of Seung Jin,
(oh, recently, frequent thoughts of him keep appearing)
i miss him when i go t sleep,
i see him when im set out thinking.
flashbacks comes one after another,
it made me smile silly,
yet it CAUSED ME T EMO.
all of a sudden,
i remembered every single thing that took place,
every single one of em,
their trademark,
their specialty,
things that they've said, and done.

it feels like a dream,
a faraway dream.

oh!
recently,
i've been receiving more and more calls,
calls t chat, that is.
you knw, i never used t like it,
and it's still the same for now.
things like, calling t ask " hey, are you free now?"
and that "im at home"
just spells DISASTER for me.
i dont mind calls from people whom i havnt talk t for months, or people whom i missed.
in cases that we've not caught up for a long while, i'd appreciate it.
or even, calling w an aim is welcomed by me,
but i just cant believe how ppl make it throught HALF AN HOUR LONG OF PHONE CHATS.
it's just.. amazing.
rattling on and on w/o realising what was the actual conversation about at the end of it.

YES! even when i was in a relationship,
i HATED phone chats.

now, im not directing t anyone,
just in General.
no hard feelings t those who rang me up hurr! :DD

Chuping asked me out for a movie today,
but here i am,
willing t be stucked at home.
looking for a job is no longer what i wish for,
so the wait of unemployment is just leisure hours.
yes, i do need a job, but while i still havent got a good deal, im most willing t stay like this,
employers out there can just take their time t decide if they want me!
im happy t wait. =))

money wise?
sigh.. i have alrd conceded defeat.
no matter how many hours i clock for work, im still left w ZERO CENTS.
so at the end of the day,
im gonna haveta get dad t sponcer for my entire trip.
hehs`
HOW FILIAL !

sis asked "why dont you get a boyfriend?"
which really sets me out thinking.
afterall,
all that a relationship requires is time.
the time t engage in happy lil fantasies.
the time t take a stroll down the street w your happy lil man,
the time that's essential for the sprouts of love t blossom.
the time for (most couples) t spend on CHATTING ON PHONES.
time that many pairs of couple complain about "not having enough!"

which me, the happy lil lazy thing here has aplenty of!

oh, if i get into a relationship,
i wanna play volley by the beach w my boy,
i wanna go sky dining w my boy,
i wanna get on the high flyer w my boy,
i wanna dream of my boy,
i wanna star him as the male lead of my dramatic life.
i wanna bring him along t my trip of reunion w my besties.
i wanna drive him into a corner and kiss him all over.
i wanna cycle w him.
i wanna show him t my granny.
i wanna show him my might at the mat of tournaments.

happy ten lil things i wanna share w my boy.
=))

maybe,
maybe,
it's time.

2008-02-27T14:46:00.002+08:00

there was once a man who thought a huge dosage of water is t the benefit of one's health,
he then took in huge consumption of water daily.
he mistook 8 glasses of water for 8litres of water.
after glurping down 8litres of water everyday for a period of a few weeks,
he died.

hey, i never eat Ben n Jerry's!
never. never!
i only took in half a packet of chocolate coated marshmallow cakes.

i feel myself increasing by 2cm in circumference everyday.

you knw last night,
5mins after dinner,
my stomach suffered in huge pain.
i realised i had an overdosage of food.
it was so painful i could barely walk/stand.

digestive biscuits then helped t ease the pain by a lil.

my sister was saying "she thinks she's an animal, eating w/o realizing it is full. dont you knw that you need t take a break before your brain knws that you are full?"

okay, i eat like an animal.
shit.

someone SAVE MEEEEE.

anyhow!
that chalet i told you i was gg to was such a relaxation baybeh!
it was at a pool side terrace,
the pool is just right infront of our resort!
cool eh?
two tables of majong,
many tables of food.
some tables of pretty ladies (that is me)
and four rooms of twos.

woot`
i stayed there, and went CYCLING then SWIMMING on the second day.
confession : I STILL CANT SWIM FOR NUTS.
it's THAT bad.
really,

oh! and we sat on the slides meant for 'children below the age of 12'
lolol.
care t guess our ages??
amazing, but i was the youngest among em,
becos theres sch for the younger ones, and work for some of em.
so the 19yrs old, the 21yrs olds, and the 24yrs old went sliding down the slide for the 'below12yrs old'

muahahhahah.

hey! even t the 19, the slide was omg intimidating, i cant imagine how children below 12 survive in it.

and then it was dra-cqu-zee which i really dont knw how t spell (pls enlighten me on that)
the description for it is simply 'shiok', it rid us of the aches from cycling and sliding.

oh yes!
my cousin bought me a bikini just bcos i didnt bring swim wear along.
hoho` another collection!

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

went for an interview yesterday,
which really scare the hell outta me,
apparantly, i thought i had a ghostly experience.
that made me worried for a long while.
people who listened t my 'ghost story' were given the creeps too.

i swear.

interested listeners,
please sign up @ www.chenweiming@man's ghost story.com

oh, i have a new fetish recently!
that is t ask for directions!
the feeling of feeling stupid is just great.

im serious!
go try it!
=D

after the interview,
i went t....
TENET INSURANCE.
t look ferps up.
hahha.
and be her assistant at recep.
oh, how i miss the working days.

then then it was the phoon, the mui, the fel, the man unite at the Arcade!
hahah.
fel is rlly crazy, she went over t raffles place from somerset for lunch.
but their companion is awesome,
i love the girls baybeh!

MANGO SAGO IS THE <3.

yes, and im back here at home, increasing in circumference per day again.

awww =(((

2008-02-24T12:19:00.002+08:00

now, i think it's time t update my blog.
so sorry guys!

you knw, though im not working,
and leading a life of 'wu shuo shi shi' ,
it makes me all the more lazy,
i do surf the net,
do visit blogs,
but just refuses t start typing.

okay, week has been not too bad =))

now, as i am tracking back,
i realised i cant remember a thing about >5 days ago.

shit, memory is failing me,
im turning OLD.

nah, nvm!
it's part of life =)

oh well, i shall begin from wednesday then.
hoho,
ferps asked "MAN! we go shopping on wednesday after work!"
i went " OKOKAY! SET!"

feli asked "MAN! wednesday can or not? go for dinner?!"
i went " YES! CAN! IM UNEMPLOYED ANYW!"

and i didnt realise i've got two dates on the same day until one day before wednesday.

HEHS`

IM SORRY DARHLINGGS!

but anyhow!
it turned out t be a happy ending!
cos ferps and i were having dinner at NYDC,
then feli came t meet us, coincidentally, they had nowhere in mind,
so, ALL OF US dined at NYDC tgt! :DDDD

"join table! join table!"

muahahha.

but then i left w ferps cos i get t see less of her,
gotta PLAN WELL.

was introduced t two guy friends of hers.
went t PS- the place the both of us swore not t step in again.

hahah.
then went t Cathay for Ben n Jerry's.

thursday!!!

hahahhah.
in order t act like a tourist,
i went t the guanyin temple.
w the intention t PRAY FOR MY RESULTS too luh.

yea, i tell you, Loh Man Ying actually went out w her mom.
realising my resolution 't be a better daughter'
=))

i rlly hope,
rlly rlly hope i get t the U!!
plsplspls!!

oh, talking about entering the university,
phoon and mui were discussing what they wanna pursue,
though not very sure,
but phoon wants t go into the 'business line'
while mui wants t study in jap.

ask about me?
"man wants t go to the university bcos of the Swiss trip"

lol, yeah. very true,
my only motivation about entering U is the UK trip that dad promises.
i dont rlly have an ambition t speak of.
except real disappointing ones like, being the air stewardess,
and a lawyer.
you knw,
I CANT TAKE IT LYING THAT MY PHYSICAL DEFECT CAUSES ME MY DREAM.
being short acts as a barrier t being an air stewardess?!!!

it's not that i have a bad attitude,
not that i cant serve customers,
not that i dont possess that wide and welcoming smile,
not that i've got tattoos or whatsoever,
not that i cant speak,

it's just about my height!
it's so unfair,
so so so unjust.
i dont even get the chance t try it out.

dont even get the chance t hear comments like "you could have done better in this aspect"
becos the thing is simply 'you dont even reach our minimum height of 158!'

okay, end of complaints,
sorry.

think i've digressed a lil too much.

friday :
lolol,
im the reason why employers hate me.
hahahah,
after influencing mui t PON work that monday,
i got ferps t skip work on friday!
and we went....
CYCLING!!
omg,
you knw CYCLING was on my list of 'what i wanna do'
and ferps has been wanting t go, so when she suggested it, the two of us got all excited!

woo woo``

ECPECPECP!!

our aims were the same 't get some sun and t cycle!!'
fortunately,
we got both the sun and the adventure!

woo`
i love cycling,
except the fact that it rots my buttock.

and hey yes! im a lil tanner now =DDD

yesterday yesterday! that was saturday.

nth much luh..
i only went back t my SECOND HOME.
where the routes were at the back of my hands,
where the family was immune towards my visit,
where the keys were in my bag.
where the residents would have found me familiar too.

hahah/

and i got my hair dyed,
i really really think it makes me looks ahlian.
really really.
it's so light it's so ahlianfied.

but phoon's colour is just so..
pretty.

when im w my stalker girlfriend,
im just a happy lil thing :DD

later tonight, it's a chalet at Aloha.
aww, how that place reminds me of the 2integrity's.
how sweet,
how innocent.
how nice.

it's gonna be L O V E .

when life gets worries free

2008-02-19T15:32:00.011+08:00

Hey!
i've just had two servings of Ben n Jerry's.
man, this is the FAT life i lead while at home.

die uh die uh..
i quit the job yesterday and am left unemployed now.
beginning t feel anxious again.

ANYHOW,
the thing that i said wanted t fill you in on is.....
shit, i cant very much remember other than gg Zouk w che, mui, and cla.
that was on a saturday night.

i wore my clubbing suit t work.
there, sharlot came t my mind.
so i msged her.

TURNED OUT THAT SHE WAS COMING OVER SOON.

a hundred percent clubber, i call her.
man was i glad she was there the whole night.

first reason being you-dont-knw-how-much-i-missed-her.
second is i dont feel as out of place w her ard.
third, luckily she was our protector!
fourth, dancing seems awesome w her ard!

boy was she ZAI.
she went one on one w a black,
she pointed third finger at a man,
she scolded the got-in-her-way guy,
she cheered when the 'excuse me' guy couldnt get excused.

HAHAHAH.

yuhboh, one word, ZAI !

okay, so i spotted this hot guy who came dancing ard us and the girls put me at the spot infront of him and we danced for a long time.

it was just great bcos his bod is WOO~
and when ppl came squeezing through, im just glad theres a woo` bod behind me.

=xX

okay, the hightlight doesnt lies in the club actually but AFTER we got out of the club, heading home.

omgomgomgomgomg.
we were waiting for cab outside the hotel entrance.
man, was i cui, i took off my heels which i've suffered in for EIGHTEEN HOURS walking, standing, dancing.
and so was left bare footed on the ground.

two men came along.
walked right into us.
one was in shades,
the other was taller.
the shades came this close and stared at us. (into our faces)

and said "wo ting shuo..."
(putting his hands to his ears)

i heard "waiting for?"
and so i answered "cab, taxi !"

he again repeated "wo ting shuo..."
i again repeated "yes, cab, here."

and he asked "ni men bu dong hua yu ma?"

mui and i went "ORH!! YES! WE KNW!"

lol, so they were speaking Mandarine t us.

olright, one look at em, you knw for sure they aint local.
on the second look, you wouldnt even expect em t be chinese.
after hearing em speaking chinese,
I STILL REFUSE T BELIEVE THEY UNDERSTAND MANDARINE.

that's the image they left on me.

the taller guy then shook my hands and said "happy birthday"
i returned the shake cos i was high!

"shen re kuai le, xin nian kuai le."
was what they said!

lolol.
faints,

then they turned and was about t leave.

mui and i were left most unfathomable.
and we called out " ni men cong shen me guo jia lai de?! "
they turned back and said "BRASIL,"
pointing t the brasil jersey that the taller man was wearing.

OH MY F GOD.

ITS FEAKKING BRASIL.
IT'S BRASILIANS THAT WE WERE TALKING T,.

LIKE, ZOMG.

BRASILLIANS.

BRASIL.

the YELLOW and GREEN country.

the ive-always-fantasize-about country

i shook hands w him.
no, he shook w me.

you dont knw how fucking shocked and exhilarated, and high, and excited and anxious t hear that.

mui got even higher.
she went " BRASILIANS! SHE LIKE!! SHE! LIKE!!!! "

but i was just calm, maybe i thought i was dreaming,
but i was just, CALM.

Their reaction was somewhat like how Seung would react upon hearing 'man likes you'.
just that they were nicer, and didnt say anythg like "kk i sleep now"
or trying t walk off.

but i was so full of disbeliefs that i went " zhen de ma ?! zhen de?! brasil?!"

AND THEN THEY TOOK OUT THEIR PASSPORTS AND SHOWED US.

mui was more clear headed, she confirmed it immediately,
while i was still "ZHEN DE MA" -ing.

HAHAH.
then then then!!!
the Brasil jersey guy said " mei you, mei you, jia de. wo men gang gang cai ying hao de, "

LOL.

but i was STILL IN DISBELIEF.
he flipped t his photo,
and did the four corners turn thingy that only prisoners do in their photo takings.

just t make me believe!
OMG.
ARE THEY NICE OR NICE YOU TELL ME.
YOU TELL ME.
YOU TELL ME LAHH!!

then i finally believed and said "okokay!!"

OMGOMGOMOGOMG.
I LOVE EM, I RLLY LOVE.
L O V E

muahahhaha, then they were about t leave,
they stepped on the censor area, but the hotel door just wouldnt open.

they came back and asked "wo men jing bu qu. yao zhen me jing qu?"
we "errr. bu zhi dao."

then they read the notice and realised it requires their pass.

HAHAHHAHA.
THEN THEN THEN THE TALLER GUY WENT JUMPING AT THE DOOR TRYING T REACH FOR THE CENSOR ABOVE THE DOOR WHICH WAS OBVIOUSLY NOT THE WAY T SCAN THEIR CARDS.

He is sooo Seung Jin i tell you.

OMGGGGG.

hahha, and they finally got in,
while we finally got a cab.

in the cab,
we laughed like madness,
screamed like craziness,
dreaming about his flawless complexion,
his total handsome-ness, and
hilarious actions,

then.........
we realised........
we....
didnt take photo.
didnt ask for their names.
didnt knw their age.

DID NOTHING AS WHAT A STALKER WOULD ALWAYS DO.

damnit.

do you knw how much we regretted it!!!

:((((((((((((((((((
to home.

yet :))))))))))))))))))))))
too.

muahahha.
omg, i was hungover,
yet i woke at 7plus the next morning for work!
nabeis.

on my way to work,
i was still too high and full of regrets and so suggested the crazy thing t mui which she agreed to.

which was the sms i posted in the previous post.

HOHOHO.
you knw we agreed on meeting at 9 in the morning.
im so ashamed bcos i suggested it, got mui t get leave, YET I WAS THE ONE WHO CAME LATE.
i woke up and MUI WAS ALRD ON THE TRAIN.
fuck, i overlsept,
thats that case.

when i finally bathed, packed bag, doll up,
it was alrd 10plus am when i got there.

TO MAKE THINGS WORST,
We took the wrong bus and found ourselves IN TOWN when our destination was t ZOUK.
wth.
we then took the return bus and got back t clarke quay BEFORE CABBING again.
freaks, rlly.

basically our plan was ruined.

the 'waiting for breakfast' turned into 'lunch'

they could have left the hotel for all we knw.
SIGH./

still, we waited for half an hour w the SLIMEST CHANCE at the lobby.

no hope, naturally.

we then HAD NTH T DO!
and if 'nth t do' sounds pathetic or denotes any negativity t you,
im tellin`ye

that was in fact one of the happiest time i had ever since A's ended!
i tell you i tell you what we did okayy!!

first, we shopped at the central thingy,
aiya, the clarke quay shopping mall lah.

we saw : mini doughnuts which got us high, so nice so nice!
and theres crepes,

we went into Jap grocery shop,
everythg everythg looked delicious.

we had CHIPPY for breakfast,
then we thought "aiya, it would have tasted better w na chi"
bcos na cha is associated w it, somehow.
WOO.
so i asked the man "is there man jia le here?"
"oh yes! its just over there."
"OHH!!! RLLLLYYY?!? can we bring it in for consumption?"

he agreed.
wooo```

and we were too full t have anymore food.
we shopped.
w/o an aim.
like how a tai tai would do.

just walk ard the place, at leisure.
moreover, that place,
clarke quay station,
everythg carries a FEEL.
the sg river is just up infront,
the mall is just filled w FOREIGNERS,

omg, we found out that male foreigners LOVE the shop 'freshbox'
we walked past it twice,
the first time,
a few Caucasians of our age sat outside the shop waiting for their friends.

man, i never knew a bored ang mo still look as hot!

maybe our conversation of the day was rlly interesting, it added on as a plus point to that day.
about : foreigners. :DDD

our eyes lit up when we came down an escalator.
the shop sparkled w the name 'Girl's talk'
OMG,
we: "omg, whats that?!"
and were sucked into it.

man, everythg everythg in that shop came from japan!
they have:
pins,
clips,
everythg you need for your hair,
handphone stickers,
rings,

EVERYTHG THAT WOULD ATTRACT MY ATTENTION,

i tried on so many tools for the hair.

halfway through,
a group of boldly dressed men came along.
they were the JAPS.

and sat themselves outside the shop we were in.

naturally, i ignored bcos they were what we call THE JAPS.
and continued w my difficult decision t choose between the beautiful pins.

then,
the most weird thing happened.
two of the japs,
MALE, they were,
walked in the shop 'Girl's talk',
took one round and out of the shop.

mui said "they are stalking us lor"

which i rlly do agree, bcos we were the only customer in the shop.
what could two da nan ren be doing in a shop selling bling blings??

anyhow, they were gg out, i was gg in, we paused, i looked up, they looked at me,
i ignored, and walked t the mirror.

and got myself a butterfly kiap!

lol.
after payment, we went off,
and immediately after we went off, they japs stood up and walked off too.

TELL ME, ARE THEY STALKING OR ARE WE STALKING?

LOLOLOL.
THEN THEN THEN!!
we had nowhere t go, AND WE DECIDED T U-TURN T STALK EM NOW.

HAHHAHAHAH.
and we idled into the shop next t the one they went into.

until they were done,
they left the mall,
bought hokaido ice cream, and sat by the river.
we kay kay strolled along the river too and sat ourselves next t em.
LOLOL.

then we started pointing all over the places like how a tourist would do.

and were left stranded, rlly no idea where t go, like how a tourist would feel.

and begun taking photos along the river, like how a tourist do.

and waved at the ppl touring in the boat, like how a tourist behaves.

the sit there were rather long, until the japs finally left.

and so we left too.

we had wanted t go to one of the pubs,
until a place came t mind,
"there is this place my friends and i rlly wanted t go to! its somewhere here, i cant remember,,, OH! neh neh neh! its this!! very pretty right!! i think its this!! "
"WOW, its beautiful!"
"yes! beautiful! let's go in!"

and so the nth to do tai tais went into this place:

is it beautiful or pretty or gorgeous?

we basically chatted for hours.
time just flies!
now, who says leisure life is hard t kill time?

afterwhich we went on a tour around the pubs and clubs.
boy was clarke quay beautiful!
it's two thousands miles apart difference btw the daytime and nighttime of clake quay!
we rlly toured bcos we walked ard like we've never been t the place,
and ppl just looked at us w weird stares.

wuahahha.
it feels GREAT t be a one day tourist.

and t be able t feel like a tourist, you must not knw the place.
true enough! we didnt knw the place.
=))

then then!!!
we saw a group of KOREANS w their luggages frm across the traffic lights,
i suggested "let's stay here and wait for em t cross over, let em engulf us and feel the aura"

waited for the traffic,
when sudden a Caucasian called us from behind "ladies, do you mind?"
when we turned, a camera was alrd on us,
so they wanted a picture w us.
hah.

snap!
"thank you!"

oh, you'r most welcome man, ANG MO.

then..
again..
we..
realised,
we didnt take a photo w em in our phones again -.-

anyhow!
the koreans came over!!
we just stood there allowing em e flood us,
before catching up and walk behind em.
HAHHAHA.

they were gg t OUTRAM PARK.
believed t be leaving sg.
=(
AHNYONG!

and we went t vivo,
mui wanted t check out her phone.
and i had a strong urge t take the cable car!!
omg, we had a debate on 'where does a cable car takes us to.'

hahah, and most retardedly went t the information counter t ask "where do we catch the cable car from?"

we got there, at the ticket booth,
and decided against it bcos of the very weird timing,
and t be honest, i wanted t take it bcos i wanted t see foreigners.
since the return trip would not allow us t see any,
and the single trip would land us at sentosa at a very wrong timing,
we were determined t 'lead another carefree life some other day soon!"

okay ppl,
if you havent knwn,
ive quit yesterday,
and am leading my first unemployed day today.
i have got NOTHING TO DO.
and theres soooo much i wanna do,
here is the list :

1- i wanna visit the night safari
2- i wanna take a cable car
3- i wanna go chill at clarke quay
4- i wanna have shisha at boat quay
5- i wanna go tanning
6- i wanna do everythg that a tourist do except shopping in Orchard.

so please date me if you wanna do any of the above okay?! please! im rlly keen! DO CALL ME =DDD

oh yes, bcos at vivo, we felt shopping REAL BORING.
LESS HAPPY.
we stepped into our fav shops yet couldnt stop our mouths from talking and couldnt lay our eyes on the clothes.

thats how boring the life of a local sgrean is- Shopping.

man, i took THREE FREAKING HOURS T BLOG THIS UP,
im dead tired and sick of it yet couldnt stop until im done.

KTHNXBYE.

2008-02-17T23:39:00.002+08:00

i wanted so much

so much
so much
so much!

t fill you in on my life man!

but trust me, my eyes are rotting from insufficient sleep.

IT'S ROTTING.

and and and!
im so very excited about tmr!!!!!!!!

okay, it's somethg like, mui and i met two brazilians who were totalleh crazy and cute and amazingly friendly,
but it was only a one night acquaintance sort,

being the unrelentless one,
i msged mui this morning,
"MUI!!!! LET'S DO SOMETHG CRAZY! I'VE THOUGHT OF SOMETHG CRAZY, BUT YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO, BECOS ITS SO SO SO CRAZY.. DONT GO T WORK ON MONDAY, WE SHALL GO WAIT FOR THE OMFG CUTE BRAZILIANS AT THE HOTEL LOBBY AND GO ON A DATE W EM. JUST LIKE HOW DAN WAITED FOR SERENA. "

and being the easily persuaded kind (obviously we've got much more impt factors such as : the guy was too hot for her t resist), she agreed t PONNING work tmr.

HAHHAHA.

ANDANDAND.
to add on,

"PHOON SAYS SHE'S GG T TAKE LEAVE TMR, WE TGT TGT ??"

"LOLOLOLOLOL. SET ARRR!! WHEN THE STALKERS UNITE, YOU KNW WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN"

tune in for the : 'you are in for a treat ' session tmr!
at the same time, on the same channel =DDDDDDD

2008-02-16T00:09:00.003+08:00

hi my darhlings!

i've got somethg t share !

and that's im quitting my job! =DD
yeah yeah yeah. CHEERS.

naega maja!
it's the abacus centre job that i've just reported t for TWO DAYS.

you knw WHAT?
they want me t sign a contract.

OH! A CONTRACT!

of how long?

3MONTHS.

hoooo`

they expect t bound ME, Loh Man Ying by a contract of three months!

that's funny,
no, not even funny.

i've worked for 6 different companies, at least.
and my longest holding one was the previous one, w Ferps.
thats the ONLY job i felt was "okay."
and "bearable"
for A MONTH.

now, this this this KIDS job wants me t stay in it for THREE MONTHS?!?!?

kidding me.

i'd have consider if they are paying me at rate of 5k/month.

you knw what did i say when they told me of this freakking news this afternoon?
"so, blah blah blah............ isit okay for you?"
"OH! YEAH! SURE IT DOES! YES! YES! IM FINE W IT! " *all smiles.*

and then, i was planning of my quitting alrd.

therefore,
in conclusion,
i'll be left jobless after tmr (hopefully)
SO I NEED A FAVOUR OF YOU.
YOU.
YOU.

YES, IT'S YOU,
READING MY BLOG?

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!!

I NEED YOUR HELP IN RECOMMENDING ME A JOB!!
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE.

IM DESPERATE FOR MONEY,

I PROMISE T REPAY YOU W MY LIFE.

IF YOU ARE A MALE,
I'LL MARRY YOU.

IF YOU ARE A FEMALE,
I'LL BE YOUR SHOPPING SLAVE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

JUST GET ME A JOB OF AT LEAST 7.50/HOUR.

yes, AT LEAST.
cos any lower would be as good as me staying home asking for money.

please please please please?
jebal......................

i've never been THIS desperate before.

cos results is coming out soon,
I NEED MONEY..

please.
please
please
please.
please
please :((((((

HURRRRR, PLEASE LAHHHH.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

im gg t emo at one corner alrd.

it's VALENTINE'S 08 =)

2008-02-14T00:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, <33

36mins ago was Sher's bday.
and my grandma's one too.

i spent my day fruitfully,
as fruitful as a taitai's =)

oh right!
begin from yesterday i shall.

we had steamboat w the S2 people!
dont knw who are they?
they were the 1st 3 months students in my OG group a year ago.

what's more heartwarming is that it was organised by a SA student who has left YJ after that three months.
tell me, is it touching?
is it sweet?
is it rare?
is it thoughtful?
it's loyal, i call, to the people whom he thinks are worthy of,
of whom had given him unforgettable memories.
=)

its all so sweet t see all the people whom ive only known within three months,
and bonded within few days t come tgt, sitting down for a meal, gathering for one reason- becos they care.

WOOT`
ryan is retardedly funny,
yangyi is awfully clumsy,
sylvia is ever most sporty,
Vanessa is so full of stories!
pam is still as attractive,
elenor, the most sociable,
HERO, the hero forever.
and tiong yeow, the one im full of praises for.

they make really great clique of FUN.
=D

yeah, as i was saying,
my plan for today was insipred by yesterday,
on my way t meeting the clique of fun.
i felt " i need a haircut."
hence, " thou art gg for a cut tmr"

so i squeezes out a lil slot (which i later realised was too short), t make a trip down novena for the korean salon.

my plan was : if i can wake before 11, i'll go get a haircut, if i wake at 12, then forget abt it.

amazingly, i woke at 10 plus!

so yea, i rushed t novena,
"urhm, are all of your stylists local?"
"we have one korean, some locals, some................. " (i wasnt interested t listen on)
"is the korean available?"
"hmm, she/he will only be back on sat, would you like t make an appointment?"
"errr. sat? what's your opening hours? isit a he or she?"
" we close at 8, the korean is a lady."

"aiya, i'll just cut it now luh."
(cos i would prefer male hairstylists)

chorp chorp chorp!

im done. =D

but that caused me t be an hour late.
HEHS`

you knw i love my hair soooo much today!
he curled it, but kept repeating " it'll come lose soon, very soon, later, later. it wont last"
lolol.

but it lasted the entire night for me!
relatives were all commenting " your hair is nice."

urh, okay, after the haircut,
sher, jas and i had lunch at raffles city.
we were taking photos,
then a group of ang mohs came along,
while the girls were posing, the ang moh took a picture of em!
lolol.
then we had a lil chat,
and we asked em t help in taking photos for us,
he " oh, can i join in too?"
and came sit beside jas, passed the camera t another ang moh, and get him t take.

lolol.
they were so funny.

then byebye,
we went off.
shopped ard,
and sher said she felt like getting a manicure.

and so, "OKAY! LETS GO GET A MANICURE"

hahah, the three of us ended up w pretty nails =))

hmm.
then i went over for dinner.
grandma's birthday.
i ate three rounds of food.
they kept commenting " you are very fat alrd!"
damnit.

oh ho!
a secret t share : i find my cousin KINDA attractive =Xx
heh hehs`

and each time i see Wen Li, he's always changing his LVs and Cuccis.
changing Gfs at times,
but changing cars most of the time.

you knw his gf carried this HUGE LV just now eh!
as huge as my bigbag!
IM JEALOUS.

and i love ah ma!!!
she is so cute!

awwwwww.
big family is just so nice =))

2008-02-11T01:36:00.001+08:00

初一 :

was caught completely offguard.

she is two years older.

he is one year younger.

she is one year older.

he saw and said " taking picture in threes is inauspicious! i have t join in!"

he saw again, and said " neither is foursome auspicious! you must include me again!!"

初二 :

my family and i were out t town for AH LONG PTE LTD.
who'd expect town t be a dead city.
there were many ppl! indeed, but all were roaming OUTSIDE buildings.

i tell you, the show is awesome.

初三 :

first we visited mom's friend,
then t aunt's place.
and t another relative's
finally t PHOON'S HOUSE.
(just count the number of ang baos i got that day)

my oh my, when was the last time i went her house?!

i saw xiangxiang,
i saw feli,
i saw cone,
i saw jiajia,
i saw xuan,
i saw PHOON.

i was filled w love.

we were eating,
and looked out of the window,
SPOTTED SOME STRANGE YET MOST FAMILIAR FIGURES.

THEY WERE THE KOREANS.

i cried "AHNYONG !"
out the window.
and jumped up w long- lost- excitement .

all rushed out t the door (including the guy- xiangxiang)
ready for a KOREAN STALK.
=DD

yeah, we caught some,
two walked behind us, speaking in the most lovely language #%%&*@#@%$#^%
one, two, three,
ALL OF US TURNED AT THE SAME TIME,
giving the koreans the shock of their lives.

heh heh =)

sorry, i forgot t rotate it.

dont you all agree that xiang has grown better looking??
I WANT HIM T BE MY BOYFRIENDDDDDD .

my best day being 初三 =DD

初四 :

visited shermin's place.
all the familiar yj faces were there,

man, their bet was big.

then met up w phoon t have a tour round northpoint, hah.
oh those were the days.

lunched at the stalkers cafe where we believed the lady boss recognises us.

and as the name suggests, "STALKER",
we've got some harvest --------- >

MUAHAHAHAH.
=D

up t her house and "hello aunty! im here again!"
we watched two hours of kame,
and i have t agree he is dead funny.

omg, theres so much i wanna do w phoon!!
facial,
hair dye,
shopping,
making specs,
everythg !!

yishun- a place where she and i met. =)

met up w chuping,
dont ask when was the last time we met cos i dont knw.
all i could remember was he would always ride me home after sch during my yj days.

and yeah, i hopped on his bike once again yesterday,
dined at bishan before sending me t Jasmine's house for another visiting session =D

i cant remember the last time i went t that girl's house either,
it was so long she didnt even knw ive been there before.

yepp,
got home and had a chat w yuri,
this lunar new year cant be any better =D

more to come!

oh yeah, for ppl who might wanna knw,
ive got a job alrd,
and had alrd started on it before new year,
it is at a abacus centre at orchard,
im the counter lady =)
tell you somethg !
i learnt abacus when i was young too!
and reached a high level at that.
amazed eh ?!

and the welfare is real great,
im enjoying a ten days break due t new year, restarting on the 14th =)

and urh..

surprised by my sudden introduction of photos ??
all thanks t my HOT and SEXAYE phone!
muahahha,
I KNOW HOW T LOAD PHOTOS FROM PHONE ALRDDD !!

2008-02-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

hahah!
Lunar Chinese new year,
when everyone was busy cleaning up,
guess what was i doing?

heheheh. =)

sitting on my sofa sipping BEN AND JERRY'S.

oh kayy,
im not exactly THAT fat,
just sleeping through these three days that i had at home.

knw somethg? i havent rlly had a good sleep ever since A's ended,
i've been slogging my guts out working HOKAYY.

im finally tasting the enjoyment of sleepness =D

awwww.
and im all ready t be a prettaye behbay on New Year's Day ! =))

i had a hard time bargaining w dad about my issue of visiting yanting and yuri,
he INSISTED i had t take e plane w another friend,
but the fact is, I HAVENT GOT ONE!

like, who else is fit t fit into our clique of Yuri, MY and YanTing??
well, even if there is,
do you think everyone else's dad is willing t let their daughter fly t London w friends?

basically it was a tough fight,
until he suggested asking my aunt t be the judge.
MUAHAHHA.
being the mother of two,
having a son who loves travelling and a daughter who graduated from Australia,
who do you think emerges the winner?

ME OF COS.

but strangely and infuriatingly,
dad agreed the moment my aunt said " let her go lor!"

damnit.

if only he listens t his daughter this much.

then he went on t complain "she asked for 5000 for the trip eh!"
then my aunt said " aiyoo.. its London we are talking about, very expensive one! the other time (her son) went t (some country which ive forgotten) and spent 7 - 8 k uh! what's more, this is London!"

then my dad agreed. AGAIN.

i had sucha hard time persuading and all it takes is a nod from her.

OH WELL.
=DD

but after that,
i begun t feel guilty.
dad has been the breadwinner, providing for a wife who spends MORE THAN what his eldest daughter is capable of,
and has a eldest daughter who takes after her mom,
followed by the second daughter who is claiming much more pocket money than the eldest when she was her age,
and finally a 12yr old daughter, yet t be of age t start spending.

ive been getting almost everythg i wanted,
judging from the way i treat money,
i understd how hard dad has t work.
-not only t provide for me, but a family of five,
w two houses, two cars.

he told me "times have changed, what im earning now is merely enough t cover our expenses, any additional expenses will have t be sought from my past savings. now, im giving you 5k, not from what ive earned, but from my savings."

do you knw how bad i felt at that instant??

i begun t take back my dream of going,
but,

yet i couldnt bear to.
unfilial, i knw, i knw.

that's just me, its innate!
cos im brought up the way it is,
ive never had the experience of not getting things i want.

for this, all i can hope for is t continue working,
lessen dad's burden.
BUT, do you think it's ever possible for me t say " oh! dad! ive earned this amount, you can cut down on your sponcership for me now!"

nahhh..
not in my nature.

BLIMY.

okokay,
anyhow,
what makes me so sure im getting into the university?

let's hope that i dont, so dad wont have t pluck out 5k?

lolol.

parents are the noblest.
im realising it as i get older.

IM GG T CATCH A NAP NOW AND 'SHOU SHUI' FOR MY PARENTS TONIGHT!!

happy new year ! =D

my nineteeth,

2008-02-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

my birthday, how did it go?

my last teen.
but yuri said " no! you've still got twenTEEN ? "

hahahah, yea, birthday spent w her, i wouldnt mind even if im 80.
it'd still feel as though it was eighTEEN.

despite being out of job, i still had t wake early,
-to go for a job interview.

feli was the first person i saw on my birthday!!
woo~ ~

the interview?
was more of ME interviewing that person.
she spoke as i asked.

then i shopped at centrepoint while waiting for yuri.
there were sooo much i want in MNG !!

soo much you knwww!!!

went t look mer up,
i rlly rlly missed her.

yuri " manyinggg, later if we have the time, if we have lah, i dont knw where t dig that time out; we go Max Brenner kayy! "

gg there has been our wish since she was still in sg last yr.
she spent her last day in sg last yr at esplanade too, wanting Max Brenner, but ended up in Hagen Daazs.

okay, so after yuri came, it was just rush rush rush shopping list clearing.
we had chicken skin!!! aunty anne, and sat at the fountain of taka.
=) just like what we'd always used t do.

5 items,
all cleared =)

woot``
so we had time!
zoomed from town t cityhall,

sorry, my face is in her phone.

yepp,
she was in such a rush, yet t do last minute packing and she was staying IN WOODLANDS.

so we parted in the train,
i went back t town, while she's headed t woodlands.

after she left,
my mood changed immediately.
i stress 'immediately'
right after i stepped out of the train station.

and adsurdily,
i called xuan for an interview arranged,
and went for it.
yeah, i was accepted,

then before jas came, i went t Zara t emo in the fitting room.
LOL.
i took clothes off the shelf and went in, sat down t reply t birthday smses, and walked out of it still w hangers on the clothes.

okay, so jas and i sat for a chat before meeting sher t go AMK.
we had our usuals,
waffle and bean,
somethg that bonded us tgt,
thereby creating the MSJ.

and i went town again t meet dearest stalkers where they gave me somethg that made me SCREAMED.

THANKEW PHOON MUI CONE!!!!!!!!!!

i simply LOVE IT.
=D

back at home,
it was the earliest ive ever went back on birthdays.

and instead of bathing immediately,
i sat down t receive countless wishes which i rlly appreciated.
maybe its the age?
or maybe its the not too happy day,
i felt especially touched by every single wishes.

you knw, even ferps' mom msged "hi man, happy birthday."
hahhah/
and aunty margaret called me using the company's hotline t wish me!

that was rlly sweet.

yeah,
and chu ping offered t meet me knwing i was alone for that short period of time.
so many who cared,
yet i was rather down.

okay, as i was saying,
i was smsing,
sat at my sofa for duper long,
until xuan called.
"manying ar.. where are you now?"
" home, why?"
"haii. . . im very down."
"god, what happened?! xuan?"
"errr.. can i meet you now?"
"now? i dont knw, i go and ask my mom first okay?"
"okay"

"she said no ehh, what happend what happened?! actually im not too happy either."
"sigh.. nvm, i'll call you back."

and she hung up.

omgosh, that rlly frightened me!

rang again.
"what if you tell your mom you'll only be at the void deck?"
"oh, that? can!"
"are you sure? "
"yeah, yeah, no problem. are ypu olright, xuan?"
"yarr.. olright.. so i'll drive t your house now hur?"
"yup, okayy."

yuri called and we had our last sg phone talk.
=(

in between it, xuan left three missed calls but yuri was more important you see. =X

" XUAN!! SORRY SORRY!! give me 5 mins, 5 mins!! i need t take off my lens!!"
"okkay, no problem."

i went down, couldnt figure out a thing,
only heard someone calling my name,
(i wasnt in specs either)

she saw me, and passed me helmet, was asked t hop on.

"omgosh, i have no moneyy!!"
"i dont require you t have any"

she only said she wanna go "park" and didnt like the one at my house.

i didnt probe much, knwing how down she was.
man, her speed was fast.

then we got t somewhere near kovan.
sat at the void deck, her face, still as gloomy.
yet t tell me what happened.

"i feel like gg t the park now."
and stood up.
it was dark,
i wasnt in specs nor lens.

until we came t this lane, she grabbed my hands, heaved a heavy sigh, and said " i dont knw how t say it."
" now, walk behind me, this lane is narrow."

then she asked " have you walked w eyes covered?"
"no."
she covered mine, and held me tight, only saying " hurry, hurry, time is running out!"

it was so fast, and confusing,

until when she released her hands,
and my eyes reopened,
i saw candles.

still in a blur,
i was wondering who are the ppl there?
muriel?
yinmei?
phoon?

but nah,
most unexpectedly,
they were JONATHAN AND MICHAEL.

omgosh, i almost lost control over myself and kept screaming in joy and couldnt help but feel touched,
"hurry hurry!!! before 12!!!!"

and wind was diminishing the fire, the guys were busy relighting it,
until i said " nah, nvm! here i go!"
and blew em out.
omgosh, my only cake on my 19th.

i couldnt be happier.
rlly,
for someone who barely knew me,
jon and mic had done more than enough.

and xuan, i couldnt thank her enough,
she sprang up w a surprise when i was the most down.

man was i touched.

so the foursome had a long chat,
though i kept quiet, only admiring at the flower they gave,

i was feeling more than happy deep inside.

THANKEW XUAN, for stressing,
THANKEW JON, for all the effort,
and THANKEW MICHAEL, for your companion,

im never gonna forget what youve done on my last teen =DD

now,
my speech of thanks.

to : phoon.
i didnt look at the 'story' until when i was gg t sleep.
and knw what's my first reaction?
a wide curve up my face, repeating " omgosh, omgosh, omgosh!!!"
you knw how touched i was t see all the pages filled w sincerity and undoubted effort?!
from all the nineteen chapters,
i see, once again, how our amazing friendship commences, right from the day i stepped in the lecture hall recognised as 'THE AH LIAN.'

you remembered the dates, or, have made the effort t recollect the things we've done tgt at different period of time.
i could feel it,
how much you cherish the friendship we share.
i felt your sincerity.

no surprises, i dont ask for that,
just sincerity,
that touched me.
thats more than enough, rlly.

and though i dont believe the prologue was written by you, cos it's too wonderful and literary, i still appreciate the first chapter =))
i've only done that sort of 'biography' for yuri, and had never expected anyone t do it for me.
but you did.
im gonna make that story a never ending one,
never,
never ending,
even after we die,
it'll still be continued at our STALKING EXPERIENCE in the nether world.
muahahhaahah.
stalk all the cow heads horse masks!

a big THANKEW t you, phoon.

to : mui,
oh man, you made me think of the koreans AGAIN.
but yeah, that was how our friendship started yeah?
from KOREANS 23.
they could have brought us unhappiness,
but the happiest things i got from them is your friendship.
i didnt knw a friendship that built up on guys can last me through this long,
could stand by me at my lowest,
could bring a smile t me all the time i think about it.

im confident you aint just another passerby in my life,
we will celebrate our first bday tgt,
and will always do for the rest of our lives.

i love you, Muriel Ang Yan Ting. MAYT.
=))

To cone :
though we've been distanting, and disdistanting ever since the first day we got t knw each other,
in 3D, that is.
im most glad the closest time we had tgt created the happiest me.
and even the time where we hardly get t talk were good times, cos it made me realised how much i love you when we were tgt.

sometimes, i think its a good thing, cos it makes reconciling more treasured.

cone, no matter how close, or how distant we may be,
i wanna let you knw,
you are one friend i'd never regret owning.

i love you, i rlly do =)

to: jia.
though i didnt get t see you on my bday,
i heard your voice countless times!
"i've always been the one calling you."
i realised, i knw.
and i may have taken it for granted,
but should one day you stopped calling,
i wouldnt knw what would have become of me.

jiajia- someone who never fail t stand by me when i needed someone,
or when i dont need.
(hah)
but your show of concern have unexpectedly bumped into times when i needed someone t talk t the most.
(my friend's death, for example)
you have your sch, i have my work,
but you are the most updated friend i have, all thanks t your effort in maintaining it well.
im sorry for putting so much less effort and attempts,
but that doesnt mean you aint important t me.
i thank god for granting me such a wonderful friend,
and i thank you for never giving up on me.

jia, GAMSAHAMNIDA,
saranghaeyo.

to : fel.
you may have been quiet w long face t other ppl, but the fact that you open up so much t us, showing your most unglam side, assures us of our importance t you.
(or t some extent)
i think we thinking 'the korean way' does bond us tgt.
your behavior as the da jie is well respected by me,

thankew for making me one of your circle of friends =D

felly felly felly !!!
i didnt realise how much fun we could have tgt until we started work tgt.
yeah, good friends in sch doesnt necessarily comes the same as outside sch.
but despite our extreme tastes ranging from men t clothes, t phone, t almost everythg, it is amazing that we could still get so close.

i cherish this ties that we share,
i cant say whats beholding our future,
but i must say im the happiest creature alive when i was at work w you.
you were the only reason why i felt GOOD in a job.
never had i enjoyed working experience this much.
ferps,
i love you, i rlly do.

DAMN KIMCHEE.

okay! end of thankew speeches. =DD

i went out w Eugene yesterday t get my present,
though in the end, it's still in his bag,
hahah,
todays his birthday,
and we parted at 1plus last night,
which is t say i celebrated his birthday w him, and were the first t wish.

man, how much cuter can a guy get t have fallen asleep in movies?!
he is duper cute, i promise.

=D

loves t all !

that day, that day. . .

2008-02-01T10:34:00.000+08:00

it was the 30th of Jan,
a day before Manying's big day.

it all began from the morning,
she was in Black.

w dark coloured accesories.
she thought "why am i so dull today?"
but "oh well," she left the house.

things went well as per normal,
until wendy came over "Manying and Felicia, Yen Yen wants t see you in her office"
the girls went, without realising this walk t the office room is going t change their lives at work.
in a negative way.

YenYen was this beautiful and nice manager whom manying has always admired.
she greeted w a smile before delivering the message "we had a meeting this morning, and have decided that we needed only two temp staffs."
(there were three temp staffs around)

felicia and manying exchanged looks,
both hoping that the person to go was KimKee.

before YenYen continued
"manying, thanks for your help, you've been doing great. the reason we are keeping felicia is that she's been w us since some time ago."

"and felicia, we still need your help. do you think you can stay till the end of March? "

felicia gave the hardest stare and agreed w most unwillingness.

while manying nodded in agreement.

"and the reason we keep kimkee is bcos we are thinking of a permanent seat for her, it's definitely not that you've performed badly, in fact, you've done a lot; the mails have all alrd been sent out right? yea, thankew for helping us w it."

after such long speech, she finally realised she has just got terminated from her contract
-instead of the extension that she'd expected.

the girls left the room w utter disappointment yet w total helplessness.

it was bad, because her contract was supposed t end on the 31st,
but since it was her day, she's long planned t be on leave that day.
so technically speaking, this day itself was her last day of work.

the atmosphere changed.
it became, weird.

then, manying's phone rang.
the ID read 'yuri sg'.
in her excitement of seeing her best friend on the other line,
she almost forgot about the unhappy atmosphere that filled the air.

she answered it in the most delightful manner "HELLO YURI !!!!"
"MANYINGG!!!! "
"omg, im telling you, i have t meet my guardian tmr morning, and i had planned t spend the entire day w you before gg home t get my luggage and head t the airport immediately."
"yar, that was what you 'had planned' what's the plan now?"
"but you knw what? .................................................... and i'll have t leave at 4 plus 5 in the evening"

she had a more than valid reason which even if it wasnt, manying would have accepted it gracefully, -all for yuri.
on top of it, spending her birthday w yuri was alrd more than what she's asked for.
moreover this time, she understood that yuri had no choice.

they had a good long chat where manying hid in the filling area, trying t create a scene of 'the handphone rang while she was filing'
anyw, it was her last day, who cares ?!

lunch time approached.

felicia's mom came over, and heard of the news of her leaving,
"do you want t work? i work out for you."
"yes! i want!! t be in this area so i can be w ferps."
"ok, i work out and let you knw."
"thankeww auntyy."

she then got a call from cheryl who wants t meet her.
manying saw cheryl's face from afar, it was not her usual self nor look.

cheryl gave her somethg.
"what's this for?"
"what's the day tmr?"
"my birthday! "
she was all smiles while cheryl remained solemn all the while and picking up calls that she answered w not much appeal.

finally she told her "do you knw what happened?"
"what?"
"you knw david? he passed away."
"car accident, i think"

manying didnt utter a word,
just stood shocked and teary.

"im gg t the wake later, do you wanna come?"
" where? what time? how are you gg?"

"anyw, i received a bad news earlier on. i got sacked."
"want not? i have this job, but i myself aint confirm either, its at california fitness, ten per hr."
"oh yes please!! "
.
.
.
.

they got the details and decided t pay their respect for this fellow classmate of theirs,
-two years for manying, and four years for cheryl.

manying walked dazedly t Han's restaurant where muriel and she were supposed t meet.

while waiting for muriel, she called up connie who was also a friend of David.
connie wasnt aware of the news either, and was woken by unexpectedness.

manying couldnt rlly take it, just rubbing her head from time t time t get the situation right.

muriel was the first person she broke all the terrible news to.

they queued while she spoke.
they ordered two identical sets of linguine and sat down w the order tab.

the first linguine came, w all other dishes, only short of one more main course.
manying gave muriel the linguine while she wasnt rlly in the mood of having.

they waited for more than 5minutes after muriel had started eating.

manying went t the counter and pressed for her order.
"wait, wait, it's coming"

she went back t her seat.
and poured out her sourness.
another 5minutes went by,
a waitress came asking "is your order all here?"
"nope, we have one more main course"
"olright, i'll ask the kitchen for it."

the order didnt arrive despite pressing and asking for countless times even after that.
until muriel was done w eating.
"now, muriel, im gonna get fierce, dont get frightened."

she brought muriel t the counter, cut the queue, slamed the tab on the counter,
and raised her voice " sorry, ive ordered this half an hour ago, but it still hasnt arrived, i no longer want it now, how are you gonna compensate me for that ?! "

the China Chinese worker looked up, IGNORED HER, and continued serving another customer.
man, was she fuming.
then a plate of dish just got out from the cook, the China Chinese said " here, it's coming."
manying glared at her
" I DONT WANT IT ANYMORE NOW."

china chinese pointed t another woman, indicating her t go attend t her.
without a single sense of guilt.

the woman asked anxiously, "here it is, its ready, its ready."
"LUNCH TIME'S OVER. I HAVE T BE BACK."

"what about taking it away? i'll pack it up for you?"

she didnt reply, until muriel came in "can we exchange it for some pastries?"
"you have 9.80, what pastries would you like?"
"cakes"

manying simmered down, and they picked a few slices of cakes.
on handing the cakes, the woman explained "im rlly sorry about it, but our manager has been away, and those staffs are new here, it's busy at lunchtime so they could have got the orders wrong, we are sorry, sorry. "

manying got back t the office,
ferps gave the sadest look manying had ever seen on that cheerful face of hers.
despite understanding how she feels t be left alone after she leaves, manying still had t break the news t her, about David, and that she had t take a half day leave, shortening their time spent tgt once again.

-they had actually planned t go shopping after work that day,
but now, all these had t happen.

manying handed all her work t kimkee,
packing up, distributing the cakes t ppl whom she loved most in the office, wrote her time chit, returned the entrance pass, cleared her desk and told ferps "im leaving"

felicia was sad through and through and offered t send her t the train station.
at the door,
aili the reception heard of her departure, and asked " do you wanna come back? on the 15th, as recep? im taking leave that day and they couldnt get a stand in."
"oh, 15th? i guess so?"
"okay, rlly?! im gonna call chris now............... 'hello chris? have you found anybody on the 15th? i have a candidate!! ..... MANYING!! ..... yes! okay! "
and she clinched the deal.
"when are you free t learn it from me?"
"im not too sure either.."
"how about now?"
"NOW?!"

aili taught her, and she left.

the walk t the train station was especially different from all other times where they went home tgt.
felicia kept repeated she was sad....
"man... i wont be seeing you again, i'll be alone, i'll revert back t the quiet person before you came in, do you knw i only started talking after you joined me? man.... "
she cried.

seeing how she teared, manying was heartbroken, but remained strong and comforted her.
the girls knew, this separation from work would means they would see less of each another,
less shopping trips,
less laughter,
less secrets shared,
and more distant.

"15th! 15th! "
was all they were looking forward t.

manying got to ang mo kio where friends of David were gathered at.
they waited,
for more t arrive.

then it was at the cremation centre.
and they waited,
watching David's name appear on the screen.
talking about how David used t cheer em up,
how David used t perform hilarious tricks,
how David used t be the source of laughter,
how David,
how David,
. . .
. . .
. . .

the guys cried.
even the guys cried.
just shows how much david was worth.

he was such a happy cheery person,
such a boy with no worries,
so carefree.

"he was in a car last night, and it crashed into a tree before falling into a drain. both he and his friend at the back seat died."

such horrible news,
such heartbreaking one.
he was only 18.

took his O levels and entered Nanyang Poly.
leading a new chapter of life,
then he's gone,
in a sudden,
when ppl were asleep,
where the night was peaceful -t everyone except those in the car.

all she could say was, it was too fast, a pity.

they all saw david for the last time, in the coffin.
his face was bruised despite covered in thick make-ups.
watching his body being sent into cremation,
the mother only cried out "David. David! do not go in, once you enter there, i'll lose my son. David! you are still young. you havent grown up. please come back! i'll cook noodles for you. David ! "

the hall was filled w cries.

it was over.

manying and friends took the bus home.
she alighted at Ang Mo Kio waiting t transit.
when Xuan hong came t her mind.
she remembered she works there, and it was about time she knocked off.
instinct told her t ring her up.
she called,
indeed, xuan was there, then,
somewhere near.
she wanted manying t count t 50,
"1... 2... 3.. 4... 5... ..... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... . .. 17."
she turned, and xuanhong was behind.
being unable t control her emotions,
she went over for a big hug.

the two chatted for quite some long time,
xuanhong get her a job interview w good pay.
and cheered her up.

it was rather late before manying goes back,

when there and then, she found relief- back in home.
no more nerve-breaking news,
no more sadness,
no more worries,
where a shelter is above head,
she told her parents of everythg that has happened t her that day.
and they celebrated her carried forward birthday w a feast.

2008-01-28T21:31:00.000+08:00

All i want for my Birthday is the handbag from River Island.

2008-01-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

towards the elder sis of mine,
theres only HATRED.
nothing more, nothing less.

yesterday was sucha BLAST.

i shall leave out all the standard-like carnivals for all alumni,
besides gg ard hopping into embraces and gets rejuvenated by reminiscent talks,
we, the bimbos / PussyFats of the school of cos,
spent half of the day in THE toilet.
we basically pee-ed,
do up hair,
laughed,
admired each other's beauty,
and CAMWHORED.

it was AN HOUR in that 'you yuan' =DD

the feeling was great,
and until our sch finally emerge rich one day,
the event will go into repetitions.

felicia, jia, man, phoon, mui, yinmei and xuan.
the seven beauties walking out of the sch sure did attracted glances.

DAMN, it would double our attractiveness should cone joins in too. =(

it was such a short time spent w her, im hungry for MORE.

anyhow, my suggestion of dining at the STALKER CAFE was realized.
i have no idea how t describe it.
but, it seems we cherish each other more now that we are in the working society.
seeing each another,
relishing good old memories,
its all awesome.

i mean it.

then it was HUBBING.
hahah, we acted exactly like tourists,
gg shopping on our own before meeting at the movie time.
i got a red pants,
finally. =)
but somehow, i regreted =(

oh well.

caught 27 dresses,
i felt most uncertain of myself after seeing the girls gg all 'awww's and 'ahh's about marriage.
whereas i remained anti marriage.
you knw, girls rlly ought t be touched, or even dream t get their perfect weddings after inspirations by the movie.
but all i felt was a tinee bit of being moved at the very last part.

i turned t yinmei the first thing we got out of the theater.
in my most sincerity about getting an answer, i asked:
"do you feel anything ?? "

she said "yes"

and commented "oh man, she's rlly gonna be the last person t get married."

gosh, i was filled w uncertainties instantly.
i wondered am i the only girl on Earth that felt so strong against it?
am i only normal?
or should i feel somethg for it?
or that it's just not time yet?
maybe when the right man comes along, my mind will all change?

i've NEVER wanted so much t have a chat w someone in my life,
Yinmei was an exception.

i dont knw why, but i kept staring at her,
trying t check out her thoughts after the show.

hahah, so then, while xuan drove mui home,
she and i had a heart t heart.
or somethg that sort.

i dont knw for her,
but there was this special kind of chemistry for me t her.
it's weird, and kinda late only t discover it now that we are all on our separates.

xuan came back.
yinmei " okay, xuan, you drive her home, and i'll cab t her house, i wanna have a chat w you."
xuan " okay lor."
me " no, wait, might as well xuan drive you home while i go back on my own?!"
yinmei " no, im worried about you, i cab t your house"

there was a short arguement until we finally agreed t " why not we just stay here, and chat all tgt?!"

hahah, yeah, so we went t Mac and all things aside,
we poured out hearts out.

it's rlly easy, and w/o worries,
we told of our untold secrets.

told ya i had this chemistry for her alrd.
=)

i got home at 1 plus,
and couldnt go t sleep,
this morning i couldnt sleep in more too,
sigh, its the symptoms of immunity,
again.

2008-01-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

jia, this is what spencer and my conversation sounds like when i brought APPLES t class.

spencer " WHY ARE YOU EATING IN MY CLASS?!" *grinds teeth
me " heheheh, Mr Spencer! do you want ?! " " its nice! "
spencer " really? i'll take one of that. " *grumbles

and the two eat happily tgt =DD

ferps, HAHAH, now you shld knw who's the filthy rich man is ! ;)

and the two, can you dont badmouth me ON MY TAGBOARD ?!

lol.

WOOOTTTT`

im a HAPPY MAN now!!
wooooooo~

despite my date w the man in samsung t be 'either friday or saturday',
i couldnt contain my anxiousness i went bursting mad and asked " FERPS!! are you free after work?! I WANNA BUY MY PHONE!!! "

muahahah, and she PS-ed her friend for meeeee =D

omgosh i tell you i was freaking scared before entering the shop.
i've never spent 500 dollars w one swipe of card in my entire life,
ive never bought phone without parents' companion.

it was omg scary.

so i went in and said " i've reserved a F210."
the man said " whats your name? man ar?"

lolol.

yeah, it was rather fast, he showed me, i okay-ed, and bought.
man, the net price was 498.
but thats not all!
after 7% GST, go do the math yourself.

oh hohoho.
my phone is simply sexaye.

saysaysay i love you ~

hmmm, so we went shopping again !

ferps got a top which i didnt even get t see when she tried it.

while i got a pants which she didnt even get t see either.

faints.

i tell you, time spent w her is simply laughter and MORE laughter.

HAHAHHAHA.

we saw a foodstall.

me " eh! eat this lah?! then we can sit over there "
ferps " okokay!! we go and look at the food first."

*both went over.

*grasps.
me "errrrr... do you still want it ?"
ferps " i anythg."
me " actually i.... dont think the food is nice. "
ferps " yaryaryar!! im like, DIAOZZZ but you said you wanted thats why i said anythg!"

LOLOLOLOLOL.

we both went excitedly t the food only t get turned off by it.

olright, there were more, which made us laugh Earthwreckingly.
i just dont understd why do ppl glare at us when we used t laugh ten times louder in yj.

ignorant!

wuahahhahah.

im so happy my life has ferps!

and she only admitted just now, she felt weird t go out w me bcos being close friends in sch doesnt mean it is so outside.
but since we have alrd been out, we can go out tgt in future!!
(w different tastes ! )

and HELLO FERPS!
i like you too =DD

todays lunch was a 'double date'
it was AB, LHB, FELICIA and MANYING.

now ferps, i approve of your AB luhhh.
he's KINDA nice.

and people,
AB is actually 21 lahhh.
not like what ferps described t be as TWENTY SEVEN. -.-

woot woot``

sorry ppl, im abit insane my post sounds totalleh Ah Lian-fied.

went t town w che just now!
we walked AIMLESSLY.
complete AIMLESSNESS.

AND I SAW SO MANY SO MANY YJIANS,
SO MANY I COULD HAVE SUFFOCATED.
knw what?
i saw the j1 guy last yr whom phoon, mui and me calls 'IM SU DONG'
w phoon's eyecandy's best friend.

and the over high me went "EH, HELLO."
t em.
before quickly turned back and pretend nth has happened.

stunned, i think they were.

woohoo` !

i went t so many hp shops AGAIN just t get a screen protector.
i tell you, im just not born t be in technology era,
we are FATELESS.

even now, i still dont knw how the hell can i get photos uploaded t PC from this phone.

damnit.

so we went t three shops w no luck =(

until at the last resort,
i went back t the place i got the phone from.

before i even stepped into the shop, the man recognises me alrd.

okay, so they hasnt got it for my model cos it hasnt arrived,
and i decided t get a big one and cut it by myself.

he looked for the largest protector and showed me.

me" urhm, how much is it?"

he looked at me for a while and " give you. "

i was stunned.

him " want or not? faster."

me " huh? errr.."

him " 1.... 2 .... "

i " okokokok !! "
and "thankewwww ! "

lol.

then i asked " eh, what is the serial number needed by the warranty card?"
him " its the one on the sticker, you dont have t write it ."
me "err. so i just leave it blank?"
him " aiya, i look for a sample for you."
me " errr. actually, ive brought it along. hahah "
him " hahah, okay, here, look, this the model, this the serial, this the IMEI."
me " oh! okay! thanks thanks! "

he then took my card, and said " wait, let me take down your hp number first."
faints.
and i snatched it back.

look what ive said?
im rlly having peach flower luck this yr man.

interested t knw the trick t it??

it lies with.... Leaving yj !!!

shit, i have one more thing t say but i cant remember!

im braindead for the moment,
catchya tmr !

IN WAIIJAYYYY.

2008-01-23T11:37:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO `` !!!

ive reserved my phone!!!!

you knw, some things you just wouldnt realise how much you want it until you almost lose it.

wuahhahahahhahahha!!!!

i thought i didnt want the phone w/o 3G enabled.
thus i went samsung.com t check out all other 3G phones.
but none match up t my 'unique phone' expectations.
all the phones LOOKS LIKE a phone wheras mine doesnt.

hahah.

so rather hesitatingly,
i kinda agree on that one.

yepp, then i found out there was actually a PINK version.
of cos i'd want that!

sadly, vivo says 'we only have it in this colour' (which is not pink)

that made me keen on checking out all samsung shops in sg for that pink one.

it took me two days t locate the addresses of the outlets.
(wth)

and FINALLY i found em!

rang em up just now.

1st call " sorry, we only have nokia phones"
(dots.)
2nd call "oh, we dont have that model."
3rd call " oh, yes, but pink? no, we dont have it currently, we have alrd ordered, but have no idea when will it arrive."

i was dejected, plus anxious.

OMG.

4th call (w the best service) " we dont have pink anymore, the estimated arrival time w be two weeks later, but theres no guarantee that it will come"
"please, where do you think i can get it from?"
"oh, you can try plaza sing? or suntec"

5th call " hi, does F210 comes in pink?"
"yes"
"do you have it in your shop?"
"wait,. let me check."
"oh, yes, we have."
"OMG!!!! rlly?!?! errrr.... do you think it will be sold out soon??"
"errr.. actually we have only two t three sets left."
"shit, isit possible for me t make reservations??"
"hmm. when can you get it?"
"either friday or saturday?'
"erhmmmm.. todays wed, either fri or sat?.."
"yeaaaa. please?"
"okay then, can i have your name?"
"M-A-N."
"yar?"
"yepp, thats it. "
"man? your name is man?"
"hahah. yea. "
"okay. and your contact number pls?"
" 1234567 8"
"ehhh. oh shit, i dont rlly knw eh!."
" i tink its 1234567 6"
"its 6 or 8?"
"errr. nonono, 8, 8, 8, 8 !!"
"haha, okay. 8 uh."

lol,

OKAY!!!
so i almost had t part w it but ive got it!!

i will, i will, cherish it.

no face of yuri's ?

ive given it a good thought,
given my capability of ill treating phones and losing it,
im sure i'll get one 3.5G soon.
=X

oh im so happy.

HAHHAHA. theres this OLD and FILTHY RICH MAN in my company,
i MIGHT work on himmmmm !!
since he always drop by t 'talk business' w me.

lol, but i find him not dying soon enough.
DARN.

and if you realise, IT'S THE OFFICE HOURS NOW!! =DDD

i spent time checking out phones baybeh.

2008-01-20T14:22:00.002+08:00

i canceled my weekend plans and chose t stay at home.

yet im feeling more than happy.

i walk ard the house smiling t myself.

woman in love, i call that.

and BLIMY,
i just found out the phone i want is not 3G enabled!!!

how am i gonna see yuri's face when she returns swiss then?!?!?!?!

but i rlly love the phone =((

2008-01-19T00:24:00.000+08:00

woohoo`
i just cant stop updating you about my wonderful life =DD

you knw last night while i was blogging?
xuan called : " man? whats your blk number?"
me " ***. why? "
xuan " which level?"
me "omg, xuan, what are you up to? what do you want from me??"
xuan " tell me. "
me " nonono, somethgs not right, what do you want???"
xuan " just say !"
me " ***. why why why?!?!?"
xuan " oh, you see, ive been giving tuition t this pri sch kid, and ive been having the feeling that she lives near you, so it turns out that you live in the same blk!"

and i heard beep beep beep from the backgrd " omg xuan, are you in my lift now?"
xuan " yeah"

LOL.
omg you knw shes the SECOND waijay friend whos been t my house? its just so UNEXPECTED.

so we chatted for an hour,
i highly recommended her T COFFEE PRINCE. *winks winks*

and that lasted us till eleven.

at eleven, she needa leave t meet her friends.
and being the excited one, i hopped out of the house w her t have a look at her bike !!!!!
(YES, XUAN HAS GOT HER BIKE ALRD!!!!!!!!!!)

SO EGGCITING SO EGGCITING.

in my lift, she asked " eh, do you wanna come along w me? t meet my friends?"
"IN THIS?!?!?!"
(i was wearing my most homeliest home clothes, w no cash, no keys, no cards, no phone.)
"yeah, dont worry, i'll send you back"
"hurrr. nononono,. dont want, are your friends girls?"
"no, guys."
" thats even worst."
" one of em is very handsome!"
" rlly?? aiya.. is he rich or not?"
" urhm, not too bad, he plays soccer...."

i stopped her upon hearing that
" oh! thats more than enough!! good! good!"

hahah, and i rlly went.
true enough, xuan, they were not bad !!
good friends-taste you have!
hahaha.

OMG, IM THE FIRST IN WAIJAY T RIDE ON XUANS BIKE!!
nehninehnipoopoo!!
ARE YOU JEALOUS??!?!

okokay, anyw, back t the topic (which i hasnt got one t start with)

urhm...
sorry, but as of now, i shant mention my LHB anymore.
omg, luck's smiling at me this year.
'peach-flower' luck that is,
lolol.
in which chinese call it 'tao hua yun.'

HAHAHHAHAHA.
and did you knw?
i was PREPARED T STAY SINGLE FOR SEVEN YEARS due t some senseless curse!
hahaha.
olright, it goes like this : you knw senseless ppl love t create dumb smses t say that 'oh, if you dont forward it t this number of ppl, you'll lose your love ones, or that you'll not find your love blah blah blah '
and these always comes in a ' 7 YEARS ' package.
lolol.

obviously, only DUMB ppl do that, and do i look dumb t you?
so ive always volunteered t 'break the chain'

hahaha.
until recently (last yr, that is) i received an email that is somewhat like that, before flashbacks reappears.
and i thought MAYBE IM RLLY GONNA STAY SINGLE FOR SEVEN YEARS.

cos you knw,
ive NEVER stop having a boyfriend during secondary days?
and im NEVER short of suitors then.
naturally, i'd pray for lesser suitors at times.

and MUAHAHHAHA.
who'd have expected myself t be left on the shelf for TWO YEARS in JC ?!

and so, i begun t believe the chain.
LOLOL.

awwwww.
but sadly,
it has proven me wrong!
cos this yr is.. KINDA DIFFERENT.

okay, i went out t phoon and shar just now!!!
it was PURE L-O-V-E love!

its been soooo long since i last laughed at her!
and you knw what?!
SHES GG THROUGH THE SECOND STAGE OF PUBERTY WHICH I'VE INSISTED THERE IS.
HOW TRUE !!!

someone's got the hottest date on Earth,
say 'wooot`'

today's amazing,
and 'i love sharlot yap ' says it all.

woo` we went t look mer up too!!!!
the feeling was 'AWWWWWW.....'

but no worries,
we are SET on seducing all the guys at phuture on weds,
and CHOP on shopping for new yr clothes tgt!
*blink blink blinks.*

Rick oh Rick,
im so sorry i had t be drained of energy today,
our date is still on!
but next week!

the much awaited shopping trip =DDD

2008-01-17T19:21:00.001+08:00

omg im addicted t the life of a career woman.
t shop on alternative day is what im doing for the past weeks.

even yesterday, where ive got no plans- the only plan was t go home for a good sleep since im dead tired, just like the feeling of in WAIJAYY where students basically walk around the sch like zombies.
yeah, i felt as though im schooling, waking at early timings, knocking off at evenings, and having a 5-days week.
each time looking forward t the weekends.

oh well, thats not the point, the point is, even though im tired beyond description,
i felt empty, or somethg not quite right if i dont go shop.
=P

so i asked ferps randomly " are you gg out later?"
"nahh. im feeling tired."
"oh, so you'r gg home?"
"oh, no, i mean for lunch, im staying here. "
"alamak, so do you have plans after work?"
"actually i feel like gg vivo. you knw, i havent been there yet!!"
(omgosh, thats the headline news of the year)
"OKOKAY!!! i shall bring you there!!!"

and so we went shopping at vivo. =))

i knw its unbelievable,
having knwn her for two years and being classmates and partners in sch, we havent gone out tgt before.

nevertheless, theres always the first time ;)

we bought :
no, i bought a top and wallet from MNG
and she got a pouch from MNG that cost 30bucks.
HAHAH. 30 dollars for a coin purse?
she says " cong cong zi ji."
=)

she calls herself 'tu bao zi' of the day.
lol.

oh, and i brought her t the phone i yearn for,
SHES BEHIND MY DECISION! =))))

urhm, and we dined at Kim Gary.
ho`
i was the target of recommendation and now i became the recommendator.

yes, bubu, i saw the cute guy that i thnk you were referring t!
HANDSOME!!!!

woohoo`

and guess WHAT?!
omg,
i had lunch w LHB.
all thanks t ferps.
OMG, I WANTED T FAINT.

she asked him yesterday : are you free tmr?
"yar"
"in the noon?"
" im always free."
" can you and my friend.... er, can you all have lunch tgt?"
" okay."

WTH!?!?!

yepp, of cos, i dragged her along w me,
gosh, but well, its not as bad as i thought.

hmmmm,
curious about who on Earth this is?

he's a temp stuff too, who entered earlier than ferps, and of cos, me.
he's 2yrs older than us,
yeah, but he's quitting at the end of e month.

yea, thats abt it.

THENTHENTHEN!
just now,
muahhahahhahahaahhaa.
i went t do somethg cheeky too!!
=DDD

AB was walking past, ferps and i were filing.
i saw him!!
and " hi."
"hi."
"urhm.. can i ask, what time is your break?"
"break?"
"oh. lunchtime. isit 1130?"
"nope."
"1230?"
"no. err. actually its after 12, so we can go anytime after that. why?"
" oh, i thought you could join felicia and i for lunch someday."
"hmm. yar, sure. just give me a knock at the office, anytime."
"okayy. "

HAHHAHAHAHA. omgsoh, and ferps claimed she was 'pissified.'

BY ME.

oh, interested t knw more abt AB?
HAHHA./
he is an accountant, whos engaged by our company for a short while due t lack of manpower.
ferps claims he is 27.
which i highly dont think so.

yepp,
so these are the ONLY MOTIVATION we go t work for.

omgomgomg, its still too eggciting t be true.
omgomgomgomgomg.
BYEBYE!!

and yes, YURI'S IN SG AGAIN!!!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-01-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

have you heard of the Gossip Girls?
(che, im not talking t you here)

olright, a lil confession here,
do you knw that ive never read HARRY POTTER in my life?
ive not read DA VINCI CODE either.
what i did was merely watching the movies.

hence i knw not the feeling of reading the thrilling stories, imaging the looks of the characters, fantasizes about it, before watching em in action and go " oh, wow, so this is how he looks like!"
or " yesyes!! I KNW THIS PART!"

never.
ive never had such experiences.

THEREFORE, i was OVER THE MOON, SO DELIGHTED AND EXCITED t watch The Gossip Girls presenting infront of my eyes.
it says " serena van der woodsens"
and i went " WOOOOOOOOOO` OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!"

bcos it brought back SOOO much memories.
so much love.

Gossip Girls is the only series of story books that ever attracts me.
all thanks t che who makes sure she rushes t the bookstore t get the FIRST new release episode before offering her kind intention " ive finished reading this, YOU TAKE ! TAKE!! READ IT!!"

and you knw, story books just aint my cupa tea, so i basically took MONTHS t complete one and each time i return the book, it has all gone crumpled and old.
YET, she insisted on lending me the entire series.

well, her role isnt all, the AUTHOR of cos gets most of the credits.
=X

wanna knw somethg?
now look at the tab of your window.
do you see 'youknowyouloveme' ??

YES, this came from the Gossip Girls.
im so into the book, fell so deep for it that this phrase gets stucked in my mind.

since secondary, this book has left an impression on me babaye.
=)

so yeah, im currently watching it on clips, no words can describe my excitement and the feelings of oh-so-in-love for it.
WOOHOO`

i only discovered it today from ferps that IT WAS IN THE MOVIES.

and i bloody hell did not knw a single shit about it,
oh how outdated can i be!
my aging symptoms has redeemed me a ticket of regret for a lifetime.

BLIMY!

back t the reality =D
jia and i went SHOPPING IN TOWN YESTERDAY!
which ended up w a GET-TGT-VERY-HAPPY-SESSION.
we went back EMPTY HANDED.
excluding lil lil things.

KekekExX. jiajiA BaoBeiXxx, wE HaD FuN hOrhX??!
hiakHiakHiakzZ.
>.<

you knw, we were KOREANFIED at taka!!!
so many koreans that we dont see any Singaporeans anymore!!!
ANDANDAND!!!!!

we offered seats t TWO KOREANS who were unable t find any!
they must be thinking how considerate and sweet Singaporeans are =))
well, of cos, HOW COULD THAT BE?!
jia had a HILARIOUS joke about doing it t M'sians.
=X

so we shared a table w two koreans for 10seconds =DDD
muahahhaha.
lubLubb NehX~

im in love w my life.
even gg back t work, facing my desk is such a nice feelin' esplly so w ferps' AB. and my LHB. =DD

and i had the GREATEST BEST NEWS EVER today =)))

TEEHEE.

to you, my most untrusted one.

2008-01-13T00:48:00.000+08:00

hi friend, its getting irksome.
you know? the competition and all.

can i ask?
what makes me such an arrogant bitch that you have t compete w me in order t make yourself feel better?

am i not good enough as a friend?
have i been nasty t you?
or is it plain jealousy on your part?

ive tried.
tried t think that i was over sensitive.
tried t convince myself that it just so happen that you end up in the same place as me,
doing the same thing,
and having the same sentiments.

at first it was nice feeling t have someone whos similar t me in many ways.
then it got too much,
havent you realise that your life always happen the same way as mine did?

and if you were praying that no one would discover,
too bad, your stories always come after mine.

i dont understand,
ive forgiven too many times,
trying my best t maintain our friendship.
but youve just proven me wrong t have done that.
time and again.
what is it that you cant say in my face that you have t resort t meaningless things like this?

im very sure that ive not done you wrong,
at least not before you did t me.

ive never treated friends badly in any ways.
not in my life.

youve just taught me an unforgettable lesson t never be frank t anyone whom we call 'friend'.

does the feeling thrills you?
t have appear as generous, as happening, as carefree, as happy as i am?
cant you just lead your life and leave mine alone?
you are just trying too hard.
way beyond what you are capable of.

dont you ever find it tiring?
to check out my friends,
my belongings,
my plans,
my family,
my thoughts,
my life.?

is it not miserable for you?
if you think otherwise, i do feel it for you.

its lil things like that,
beginning from lil phrases,
t our taste for things,
t the things we own,
even the friends we mix w.
and then it is shaping your life like the way mine is.

i cant stand it no more.
you snatch whats mine before presenting yourself as the next most reliable person.
i dont humiliate you like the way you do t me.
i dont stoop t your level.
just in hope that you realise ive never wanted t take it t heart.

never have i not regretted in sharing w you cos youve never proven worthy t be.
i do try,
t let you in on my thoughts and feelings,
but it was betrayal ive always felt.

cant you treat me the way you treat your other friends?
cant you be true t me?
cant you not harbor any form of motives in getting near me?
cant you stop these competing?

i feel suffocating t be anywhere near you,
because you are fake.
never genuine in words,
things you do is nothing more than a facade.

you just drove me t the limit.
ive no more patience.

if you are feeling guilty,
you are the one.

2008-01-11T22:14:00.001+08:00

its good. so good =)

im back in mood again!
for shoppings,
for crazying,
for laughing.
for loving !

woolala`

you knw, i love vivo the most!

and shopping after work is sucha fun thing t do.
it makes working life all meaningful and nice. =))

yepp, we shop every alternate day.
faintable.

yesterday yesterday!!

we got all excited upon reaching HARBOURFRONT STATION.
so two working women went screaming and laughing in public.

che " i want t go candy empire!!"

after a few minutes:
" I WANT T GO CANDY EMPIRE!!"

me " GO LAH! im not stopping you!"
che " lolol. omg, i forgot ive alrd told you i wanna go."

wth?

in there, i have no idea why chocs doesnt appeal t me.
i looked on w no feelings.

che " aint you buying anythg?"
me " no. nth."
che " WHY! how can anyone come t candy empire and not be attracted?? BUY THIS!!"
me " orh, okay lorr. "

and bought two slices of chocs.
hahah. yes, two slices.
but only just now, ive finished one.
gosh, you knw i eat 100g of chocs at one go everytime.
i dont settle for anything less.

fatass?
nahh. =D

then it was ZARA.
we went into the fitting room thrice.
tried on all sorts of clothes, dresses, pants, skirts,
almost everything that catches our eyes.

but damnit, out of a hundred pieces of clothes, 97 were M size.
nabeis.

anyhow, i got a top and a skirt. =))

then it was river island.
che just never gets sick of it.
you knw, she can have e same food for three years as long as she likes it,
visit the same shop for thirty years as long as her interests doesnt fade.
and face the same husband for three hundred years as long as she loves him.
(err. thats only an analogy)

but NEVER for my case.

i WANT A BAG.
any bag will do.
any kind, any brand, as long as it reads pretty.

sighhh. but DONT HAVE.
i need a pants too.
red one.
but DONT HAVE.
=((

oh, then i bought a pair of heels from there.

then... the time was 9plus + alrd.
(not again)
so we rushed t Kim Gary just on time for their last order.
=)

after dinner at a very lated time,
the shops in vivo were all closed,
except one- the salesperson was on the phone,
i was delighted on seeing the still opening shop.
and hopped into it.
=DD

the salesperson was omg fantastic,
hjer working attitude is excellent.
if it was me, i'd have told the customer "SORRY CLOSE SHOP."
and shut half the shutter even before work ends.

okay, we spent we-dont-knw-how-long there.
but when making payment, the salesperson said " still shopping at such late timing?"
"oh, hahah. whats the time now harr?"
"11 plus."

we freaked out.

we ended up RUNNING FOR THE LAST TRAIN.
you knw, i was in heels?
so i practically went "PIAK PIAK PIAK" in the building of vivo.
glares ignored.

come t think of it, that was the first time i ran for the last train because of shopping.
ho!
yesyes, that shop is a KOREAN SHOP!!
so the clothes that i bought CAME FROM KOREA!!
muahahaha.
i got a red dress and a top.
woohoo~~

Back in the office,
life cant be better w ferps.
you knw we laugh at everything,
and the older colleagues just looked on at us w smiles.
you knw? those 'oh, those were the days' kind of smiles.

AND TODAY she wanted t set me up!!
she wrote

" hello,
would you care for lunch someday? "

and sign off as "manying"

on a post-it and pasted on my LHB's desk.
i could have died on the spot.

omg, life is good baby ! =DD

but wait, in my terminal stage of cancer,
i have another symptom showing up.
my neck gets out of control as and when i get tensed.
out of control here defines as it feels as though my head is dropping off.

really really, im not joking.
its harda explain,
but dad wants me t go t the doctor.

NAH,
wo bu yao.

woolala`

coffee prince is sucha nice show!! =DD

hi guys,
to all the ppl taking A's this year, ITS GOTTA BE EASY!
whats blocks t you when youve got promoted?!
just give a lil fart on the paper and all's done.
AJA AJA HWAITING!!
(translated as " jiayou jiayou fighting!")
best of luck! ;)

2008-01-09T20:41:00.000+08:00

wanna knw about my life?

i think its time you do. =))

the job i have over my office is t mail 19k letters- not 18.
1 thousand more than expected.
i was supposed t be in charge of the process, mail merging, printing w the use of something in technology they call it "Microsoft excel".
i tell you, i wanted t faint when she was teaching me.

BUT LUCKILY my computer despite being a technology itself, was KINDA stupid and KINDA lag.
so in the end,,
the person print it herself!!
and i have no job t do!!
MUAHAHHAHAHHAHA =DDDD

MUAHAHHAHA.

NO NEED FOR MICROSOFT EXCEL!! =DD

nevertheless, though my job is eliminated, i went ahead w my priviledged early lunch which was only permission-ed for if i were t do the job.

muahhahahha.
i love WENDYYY!!
=DD

oh, so wanna knw what am i up t from 830 to 530?
basically i take one envelop,
tear an address sticker,
paste it on the envelop,
take one paper,
take another paper,
fold em tgt,
slot it into the envelop,
and seal it.
=))

tada`

and i got paid 8 an hour t do the job.
=DD

lalalallalallalalallalallala`

though there is no reason for us not gg for the normal lunchbreak,
felicia and i decided that we shouldnt go torture ourselves in the crowd.
so I WENT T KNOCK KNOCK AT MY MANAGER'S OFFICE and asked "CAN WE GO FOR LUNCH AT 1.30??"

faints.

olright, i admit, im KINDA troublesome.

work aside,

YOU KNW THAT KUKUBUBU IS WORKING AT RAFFLES PLACE TOO.
AND I KNW W HER IN MY LIFE, THERE IS NO WAY I CAN LEAD A BORING AND PATHETIC LIFE.
NEVER.
NEVER.

thanks cone! thats thoughtful of you.
hahha. but no worries, i didnt buy my phone, only went SHOPPING.
=D

just yesterday,
yes, yesterday,
i wanted t buy clothes.
SOME clothes.

so we went shopping.
you knw, i hate office wear.
HATE IT.
so even though i knw i HAVE T BUY it,
i try on every piece w unwillingness.

and finally, decided I REFUSE T BUY.

lol.

bubu went into M.A.C
she needed t spend there.
i stress needed to because when you ask " what do you want?"
her answer is " i dont knw, i have everythg that i want."
"a full collection of every makeup thing"

so all the salesgirl has t do is t think of some possible colours that she doesnt own yet.

OLRIGHT, LISTEN HERE,
you knw when i say "shopping"
i mean shopping for everythg except something,
that somethg being MAKEUPS.
because the only time Loh Man Ying wears makeup is during indian dance.

THAT BLOODY HELL BUBU GOT ME INTO BUYING MAKEUPS!!!!

i dont knw how, she just did.
"first, you need this."
"hurrr. NONO. i dont want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUCKS."
"no, you have t buy! it can last very long, its very good, and blah blah blahhhhhhh."
then she went ahead t asking the saleperson whats suitable for me.
-.-

they talked talked talked. recommenddddd
until i said "yes"

"THEN NEXT, YOU NEED THAT!!!"
"blah blah blah blah, okay,. you take one, i take one okay?"
"okayyy."
"from tmr onwards im gg t check on you everyday!"
(t make sure i use it)

oh shithead.

then we went t river island.
i took took took,
tried tried tried.

and bought a top.

im into shimmery recently =)

the whole time we were in raffles city, we couldnt even afford the time t shop in suntec.
cos by the time we reached citylink,. it was alrd 9plus++

she got a red dress.
OH HAVE I TOLD YOU?
she spent more than her entire day of pay DURING WORK itself.
yeah, besides surfing friendster,
blogs,
she goes t ONLINE SHOPPING TOO.

and bought makeups t make herself less bored.

that really explains your spending a thousand a week HUH?

back t the topic.
i tried this dress from paris.
its OMG GORGEOUS.
but the price isnt rlly that gorgeous.
=Xx

then i bought a winter knit.
i have no idea why i buy it,
but its just so beautiful ive gotta own it.
"it'll end up like my tuxedo, showing up only after three years of hanging in the wardrobe."
"yeah, good, good, you'll use it three yrs later! this will ensure our trip t Japan tgt."

okay, i wanted t buy a heels.
but =(((

then we dined at a jap restaurant.
IT WAS TOTAL LAUGHTER.

LOLOLOL.
i tell you okayy!!!

that nan ci hou de rich girl asked for " can i change the rice t pasta?"
waiter " er, yup,, this is rice."
"no, i dont want rice, i want it in pasta. can?"
"err.. no, i dont think can."
"HUHHHHHHH."
"olright, i'll check for you?"
and he took the menu and went look up his colleagues.

the menu was passed from the colleagues t the manager.

then, it was passed t the kitchen.

"walao, changing rice t pasta only mahh. i dont see whats so difficult. scarly they say need t add one dollar uh. HAHAHAH."

the waiter came back.
"er, sorry, if you change t pasta, you'll have t add a dollar"
at this sentence, i started laughing.
bcos SHE WAS SPOT ON!!
a dollar- not less not more.

hahhaha. then then "on top of that, there will be no egg. if you want t add the egg, you have t add another dollar."
(the original one has an egg.)
so instead of refunding for the lost of egg, they want another dollar should the egg be back in position.

the waiter himself laughed at the absurdity of it.

upon seeing him laugh, bubu laughed too.
and i was alrd lost in control of laughter.

"okay then, i'll change it t pasta but i dont want egg."
*laughs

the waiter took order, and arm chio.

MY TURN!!
"should i take this or this?"
bubu" this this this!!"
me " but HURRR..."
before i could make my speech, she went " give her one of this"
then i pouted.
the waiter laughed again.

"what choice of pasta do you want?"
and handed me a keychain of pictures.

i looked at it. " hurrr. whats this?"
(i thought it was a gift.)

three seconds later i registered what he said and " OH! WHAT DO I WANT?"
"ehh.. THIS."
"nonono. err. THIS."
"wait, this looks like meepok. i want this."
"shit... wait wait, sorry. HURRR. aiya, THIS lah."

i talked t myself for a few minutes.
while the two laughed at me.

yes, so throughout our dinner, the waiter never stopped arm-chio-ing whenever he sees us.

oh i got my pay today!
then i gave dad.
he declined,
but was happy on the inside. (I KNOW)
then i said " aiya... you dont have t be happy lah.. soon i'll ask you for money again."
"yarr, give me 50 and ask for 500 right? i better not accept this."
"nonono! this is my investment, dont spoil my plan!"

HAHAHAH.

we are going shopping at vivo tmr!!
;)

good luck people!
i lovechu all` !

2008-01-05T16:29:00.001+08:00

sheng, i realised that after posting it.
-.-
DARN.

i wanna spend my bloody birthday w the bloody you luh!
=((((((

anyhow,
che and i went t sign up for driving tests just now.

we've got three months t study that thinnnn book.
ITS EASIER THAN A LEVELS ! =D

(since i took one month t study for A's)

and she bought me three hello kitties from three different places of Japan !!
WOOOOOOO`

imma re-arrange my hello kitty shelf. =))

knw what? im dead hungry now.
but i refuse t budge.
*crosses fingers and wish some food could drop*

*prays

kukububu,
shes making me sympathise w MAself.

my exciting life ends as A's ends.

rarrs`
whatever.

okay, we'r gg vivo t buy my SAMSUNG phone on tuesday after work !!
WOOT````!!

2008-01-03T19:24:00.001+08:00

wednesday, 2nd of January 2008.
Loh Manying, 19 years of age was on her way t work from Hougang station t raffles place.

the train was packed beyond words,
oxygen was out of the way,
at five stops before dhoby ghaut station,
she felt something not quite right.

she started sweating in the air conditioned area.

and she grabbed hold of the supporter tighter as her body felt weak.

four stops t go.
she looked around in search of a seat as it was somethg she was in need of.
no luck.

she wanted t ask people for seat as a person in need is a person in her desperate state.

however she debated against it as she cant even manage t stand properly, much less TALK.

three more stops,
she could hang out no more, she wanted t squat down.
amidst the crowd.
-at least ppl will then offer seats unasked.

a mother w a pram w TWO kids stood just infront of her.
at that moment, where she felt the weakest,
THE KID CRIED.

this got her situation worst,
she felt even MORE like fainting.

darn.

just as she was 70% certain she wanted t surrender,
it was 2 stops t dhoby.

it makes no sense if she were t squat for 1min and stand up at the 2nd min.

so she hung on.

FINALLY IT WAS DHOBY GHAUT STATION.

never in her life had she felt the journey t town this long.

while the city dwellers rush t the escalator, she went in another direction- towards the seats at the platform.

there, she suffered great pain and discomfort.
the seats didnt seem t ease her suffering,
nor the resting time seemed t help.

she had missed three trains.

"no, i must get going"
she thought.

so up she stood, and walked at a slow pace,
going near walls and supports whenever possible,
she rested on the handrails of the escalators and wished they could send her straight t her workplace.

but no, the escalator rides lasted not more than a minute.
=(

after what seemed t be a long walk, she finally saw a WALL.
leaned against it,
and stopped walking.
she could continue no more,
and she bend down.

a min.

2mins.

"miss, are you okay?"

she heard vaguely.

it sounded as though the voice came from miles away.

she didnt answer, only shook her head.

after trying her best t assure the kind soul, she told her t leave.

and she did.

she then remained in that spot.

another voice came "miss, are you okay?"
"do you need help?"

manying could no longer stay strong, she submitted and said "yes."

she was held onto while they approach the train t raffles place.

somewhere near there,
they saw a lady speaking t the staff at the train station.

it was the lady who offered help first.
they then hand her t the staff where she was brought into the staff room.

in there, she was helped t the sofa, they took off her shoes, put her into position, and covered her w a blanket.

everythg happened while she was half conscious.
all she remembered was they asked her t sleep.

and yes, she slept for an hour before deciding she could stand up again.
they insisted her t be escorted, but she assured them of her well being.
being professional and well intentioned,
they got a staff t send her t her destination.

so yeah, that day,
manying was late for work for an hour.

and from then on, she decided she should marry a doctor. =)

every moment, she's worried about fainting again.

ive contracted cancer, i promise !
at its terminal stage at that!

over at my workplace,
we have a project currently, and my new assigned task is t mail out 18k letters by the end of the month.
jesus.

they need felicia and i, and another person.
so, i got barqi a place. (hopefully) =DD

yay!
the three can be tgt again !!!
=DD

you knw, everythg i do now, i think of the consequences " will i faint by the time i walk there?"
"will i faint after eating this?"
"will i faint if i join the queue?"

WTH !

dad says " ive been working for 30odd years, and you? fainted after only three days of work!"

oh whatever~ im a spoilt girl in the process of being independent!

whatchu gon' do?

i have some new year resolutions here :

1) be a better daughter, be nicer t my mom.
2) stop being a spendthrift.
3)start giving dad money. and not the other way round.
4) go to the UK and Swiss.
5)stop growing fat.
6) be able t drive by the end of this year.
7) lead a different lifestyle.
8) cherish all the people in my life.
9) stay in this job for AT LEAST 3 months.
10) STOP FAINTING.

=))

hey there!
ive decided, im not gg t work on the 31st !
my birthday wish is t spend the day w Yurianti Willyono and Liew Jing Sheng.

as long as i get t be w them, i dont mind the rest.
BUT PREFERABLY, t dine at 'hei she hui'
hehs`

please please? let my wish come trueeee !!!

OH YEAH.
i take back my words.
=X
i wanna catch a movie at the GOLD CLASS theathrette !
tgt w 'hei she hui'

OOPSIE. (i will then proceed w my resolutions- not be a spendthrift)

2008-01-01T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hello 08 !
first, let me bring you through the time machine and show you what has happened last year.

lol.

last year sunday we had a BBQ at grandma's garden.
so many cousins, so many kids,
so many people, so many friends,
so much noise, so much food.
so much fun, so much LOVE.

and i got home at 1am ++

reported t work the next morning!

it was shuying's last day of work,
ferps and i gave her a farewell gift.

GOOD LUCK T YOU SHUYING!

it feels mundane,
doing the same thing repeatedly,
until colleagues started saying
"today's half day, everyone is HAPPY!"
"hi, HAPPY NEW YEAR! "
"see you next year !"

and all.
it lightened up everyone's feeling at that point of time =)

then i realised, yeah.. today's the 31st.
tmr is another year.
yeah...
true..

*enlightened*

hah.

went for lunch w mui at Han's
we were saying how different it is this year.
remember how we used t feel young and energetic, making sure we are present at EVERY festive seasons, taking part in ALL the fun events?

this time its different.
this christmas instead of partying like all others are doing in town,
all we asked for is "to be in a quiet corner."
because it has alrd been done the previous year,
and the year before previous.
and all the years in our teens.

even birthdays doesnt interest us anymore.
hers is in five days time,
mines in a months time.
yet,
we feel nothing.

the issue here is no longer "who should i go w next?"
it is a matter of " do i wanna join em?"

and why's that?
all for the reason "those things are for the youngsters!"

even our conversation over lunch was about driving! (yes, im taking up driving)
OH MANZ.
aint we turning OLD ?!

this is freaky.

then, as i was walking home, two girls walked past, i overheard their conversation : "
renfu from 5566 is handsome !"

knw whats my immediate response t that?
i let out a gentle smile thinking how childish that sentence was.

but after some thoughts,
dont i used t do that too?
discussing the latest hottie,
gossiping about how irritating certain celebrities are,
which are the TOP TEN handsome singers,

and brainless stuffs like this.
so yes, this is another prove t my getting on in years.
OHMYGOD.

got home and did up my cabinet for four hours.
the 1st shelf has : medals won in Taekwondo tournaments.
second shelf carries : accesories such as necklaces, bracelets etc.
third shelf : a display of my collection of watches.
and the last shelf is : FULL OF HELLO KITTIES !!!!!! =DDDDDD

thats my favourite corner. muahah.

then somethg not quite pleasant took place.

and it was night.
guess what was i doing while everyone was sending me smses and ringing my phone?

I WAS SLEEPING.
at few more minutes t 2008.

counting down simply doesnt interest me anymore,
sisters slept at 3am while i was alrd snoring away.

hahah.
i swear im behaving every way like a senior citizen!

it is said that the Super Reds will be returning today.
how true is that statement? we do not knw.

2007-12-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

ive been a lousy blogger, sorry.

im gonna try my best t woo readers back !

so ive been working at Raffles place for three days.
todays the third.
and im alrd feeling shag.

its tough work,
trust me,
t key data entries.
i face the freaggin computer EVERYDAY.

-not t surf friendster though.
nor facebook, much less t www.onenonlizhiying.blogspot.com

tough life im experiencing.

=(

anyhow!
wednesday was my FIRST DAY of office work!

i observed people and their clothes from the moment i stepped into Hougang MRT station t Raffles place MRT station.

"what exactly is office wear?"

ogling at them just added on t my stress level.

so i reported at 830am.
and stoned til 11.30 where i got my FIRST assigned job.
- t photocopy some papers.
=DD

then its 12.30 !
LUNCH BREAK!

off i went t look my girls up.
=))

happy life?
thats only for the first day man!

im learning so much i bet no temporary staff in history was taught the amount im receiving.

just put yourself in my shoes!
a permanant staff needs t impart all her skills t me in just 3 and a half days time.

im cool lah,
cos i accepted life cooly.
=)

olright, after work that day i went for dinner at NYDC.
omgosh, BOO BOO is the top yummiest cake on Earth.
promise.

c'mon people!
go give it a try !

combed HEERENS,
TAKA,
WISMA,
and finally t Far East where we met cone up.

woot`

kinda a wonderful night,
you see, i go t work in the morning,
was dismissed in the evening,
got the time t enjoy food,
before going for a shopping,
and finally t visit a friend.
good life lah.
=D

yesterday was just a boring day,
not worth mentioning.

and today!

omg.
i got a KOREAN FLAG !!!!
from chanjiajia t lumeowmeow !!!
OMG, thats all i want for christmas , new year, birthday, and valentines present !
i swear.

in addition t that,
she made a HELLO KITTY JELLY for me!!
SHE MADE. okayy??
(no idea t how much percentage though)
its gorgeous!
really!!!
purffect shape, colour, size, ratio.

my gosh,
and her daddy delivered t my house,
while there was only my papa at home.
so when the two papas meet,
,
,
,
,
,

i dont knw what happened either.
=P

somethg terrible happened on my way home.

i was having a periodical stomachache.
but i hung on and insisted on walking back home.

i was halfway through the route.

it became Fucking painful.

and i got light headed.

i stopped,
bend over,

which got it worst because soon ear-block followed.

so it was stomachache + partially deafened ear + giddiness.

and i squat down.
at the busy pathway.

rang dad.

soon cold sweat covered my face.

this action raised the concerns of three kind hearted passerby.

"miss, are you all right?"
"call your family, tell em you are here."
"dont squat here, go over there t sit ! "

all these questions were vaguely dismissed by my hardly audible " yeah, ive called, thanks."
"no need, im fine."

i tell you, when illness overcome, i surrender completely.

what a weakling.
damnit.
surely a fighter have better spirits !

sadly,
im no longer one.
BOO`

oh wells,

eh, ive came up w a number of new year resolutions!
am so eager t share it.
but its a lil too early, or is it?

i'll write it down some other time.

olright,
people,
im gonna promise i'll stop dreaming about the impossible and end my obsession over Seung Jin at this instant.
it may take time (of cos it will)
but imma put an end t it.
no matter what it takes.

cos i found out that he alrd has someone in mind.
he may long had one, but i wasnt aware of !
before i know it personally,
i didnt want t give up.

but here's somethg about me :
as long as the man i like is attached,(in whatever way it may be) my interest in him stops.

=D

now imma sleep before fever rises.
gonna work at Far East tmr !
catchya soon ;)

2007-12-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

my 300th post falls on a Christmas day !!

olright,
this christmas, im home.
but not alone.

think its bcos of the countless late nights and spending everyday outside,
im in serious lack of sleep.

im haggard like no one else.

nasty sore throat and irritating nose.
darn,
i have t start new job w sickness again!

dearest, im so sorry t back out for the buffet.
对不起 !!

let me tell you how i spent yesterday.
we went furniture shopping =D

first it was
Courts.
but nah, their stuffs wasnt satisfactory.
then it was Ikea.
yes, everythg looked stunning.
but having t SELF SERVICE pisses us off.
so freaking huge so a lot of things,
so irritating t fiddle our way out.

lunched there.

continued shopping.
a great harvest it was.

especially when finance wasnt a hindrance.
(a humongous ATM is right by my side)

so then sis and i went "PAPA! we want this!"
he said " nonono, dont buy."
and the both of us took one each, and "AH! lexin needs one too!"
and carried three of it before catching up w him.

lol.

his words are just not meant t be taken seriously.
=)

i got a new glass cabinet,
a bath towel,
presentable hangers,
pillow,
bedsheets,
etc.

all these items has t be times three bcos dad has three daughters =D
they got new tables and chairs and cupboards too.

the car was covered w shopping bags despite there being only two ppl in it.

its so cool !
bcos everythg was dirt cheap.
we would have suffered great losses if not for Courts' inefficiency.

satisfactory experience =)

later that night we had a party at cone's place !!!

i found my own way there baby,
good or good?

olright,
im announcing that I WANNA KEEP A DOG!!!
rocky is so cute,
so active it cheers ppl up,
so comfy t be w.

I WANT T KEEP A DOG TOO.

imma dognap rocky.

i asked dad " what happens if i receive a dog as present?"
dad " i'll slaughter it for you,"
after some thoughts, he continued " do you knw that dogmeat is heavenly?"

WALAO !

Loh Manying apires t own a Husky and name it kitty.

thats the goal im working towards =DD

damn Wei Yu. HE BROUGHT A STRAY CAT T CONE'S HOUSE!

wth isint it??
its a FREAGGIN CAT!

my gosh,
phoon and i had t hide in the room for half an hour!
its a violation t human rights !

deprived me of the freedom t walk around places.
robbed me of my rights t URINE.

and heavily intimidated me causing disturbance t my psychological being.

t sum things up, CATS ARE EVIL.

can you believe it?
the stray cat went t a human's house on Christmas and poo-ed all over the place!

how inconsiderate, how ungrateful, how evil can it be.

CATS.

back t the topic.
i got three Christmas presents! =))

thanks arr cone, for the cat print tin box.

hah`
we got t ogle at fireworks from M'sia!

and took some downright hilarious photos w Xiang.
pretended t be ghosts,

it was a real fun.

cone, i love you for going through the trouble just so we could have a wonderful Xmas eve.
=D

the fare home was 20over bucks.
gosh.
but well! its for the fun !

oh yes,
im so happy im gonna share this :

hi people!
congratulate me, ive killed the lizard that had caused disturbance t me on the previous occasion!

muahahhaha.
this time, the damn thing ATE MY FAMOUS AMOS!

when i dont even dare t eat it due t sore throat.

nabeis.

it was on my table, scorch taped.

when i returned home one night,
the tape was OPENED.
dismissing it as the tape wasnt strong enough,
i dint care a hoot about it.

but, i felt uneasy.
so i closed it, and pressed the cookies trying t feel the presence of any lizards possible.
i even tried t feel for its temperature!

nothing was discovered.

and i went sleep.

the next day, i tightened the bag so that nothing can enter nor exit.

so far i dint take any cookie (phew`)
cos of the throat,

and JUST NOW.
again i tried t feel it BCOS I HAVNT SEEN THE LIZARD FOR QUITE SOME TIME ALRD.

senses told me its in the bag.

but i just couldnt feel it!
(disgusting i knw)

then then !
i opened it,
and saw a pair of eye.
its colour turned into the colour of the cookies from famous amos!
oh, wow!
delicious!

after much turning and flipping, it is certified t be a lizard that has died due t suffocation.

IM SO HAPPY BABY!

=DD

I KILLED A LIZARD.

and this isint just ANY lizard.
its a lizard that never fails t EAT MY FOOD.
its a bold lizard that can sleep even when the lights is on!
its an idiot lizard that even I as the owner of the room has t be afraid of it!

NEH NEH NI POO POO!
i got you killed !

price i paid : half a packet of amos cookies.

=((((((((((((((((

MUAHAHA. im gg t sleep now!
ive not slept for A MONTH remember?

goodnight!

yes, its Christmas. =D

2007-12-24T11:13:00.000+08:00

hope i aint losing credibility, my friends!

promising t go but didnt show up.

im so sorry yg !!
sorry sorry sorry sorry!!

rlly wasnt in the mood t.

sorry sorry sorry!!!
=(

in the end, i went t granny's place.
believe it or not, i havent visited her for at least THREE MONTHS.
and im missing her.

omg, there was so much good food im suffering from a nasty sore throat RIGHT NOW.
KFC chicken, mashed potatoes,
cadbury chocs,
amos cookies,
bubble tea,
jelly,
..
..
..
..

i want t fainting.

relatives told me "YOUR FACE BECAME ROUNDER."

omg, i feel like killing myself.

okay, i dont feeling like continuing anymore,.
bye.

2007-12-22T12:57:00.000+08:00

and so, my love for sisters deepened.
=D

sister sheng is forever crazy. forever hilarious.
and forever CHEAPSKATE.
despite his ' Mr brand conscious ' nickname.

i bought a lil somethg,
and gave a lil christmas gifts t the two.

Sheng, please do stab yourself w the dagger if need be.
(thats what yuri and i wished for when buying for you)

hahah,
knw what?
t stop that idiot sheng from suggesting the FOODCOURT, yuri gave a treat at C.A
we went back t the olden days. sitting at the almost same sofas.

and yuri SPILLED WATER AGAIN.
"tis only the second time!"

yeah,
(look what happened later.)

you knw, everythg happened so fast so furious,
its was dreamlike.

from the day yuri took plane t sg,
t BEING in sg, then t meeting me,
seeing her right infront of my eyes,
then t the shoppings and meeting ups,
sisters outing and all,
it all dont feel real.

like a delusion.
a dream.
somethg ive been wishing for a year.

its just so wonderful that i feel immune,
and so, shes returning t indo tmr.
fast eh?
yes, thats how beautiful moments exists as- short and sweet.

soon, sheng is reporting t the camp !

cheer up sister!
WE WILL STAND BY YOU.

later that night we went for a drink at boat quay.
(da ge, you didnt see this you didnt see this, you didnt.)
HAHAH.
cos i promised t go home,
but ended up being in the cathay wanting t have some Ben n Jerrys,
HOWEVER, the tables were cramped w HUMANS.

and so, i got persuaded by yuri.

yes, the THIRD time is coming !
she toppled a bottle of beer.

still having the cheeks t say im the cursed one.
what the??

oh, shishashishashishashisha ~

youknowiloveyuri.

today is gonna be the first time i stay at home ever since A's is done w.

dads gonna be happy.
-for not spending.

2007-12-21T12:41:00.000+08:00

hello!

the companion of the dines is so nice.
awwww..

we dined at Manhattan.
hah` its finally a decent meal that i find filling.
the set for two was too much for three t finish.

dinning by the riverside is just so romantic!
w the drizzle at first,
which then developed into a not-so-romantic rain after that.
lol.

anyhow, those girls of mine are alrd getting married soon (w steady bfs of theirs)
while im still LEFT ON THE SHELF.

hilarious stuffs about the old school just cheers us up.
girls, you knw, you two always occupy a lil corner in my heart.

even though we may have "meet once a year",
we know that this friendship is gonna last forever,
WOO`

and yeah, talking about friends who know my mom the best,
it definitely has t go down t the dines.

our parents just trust the triplet of us so much that they are delighted that we are hanging out tgt !

how cool.

oh, a slight change has been made t my plan.
hah.
instead of gg t work yesterday,
jia and i went ON A SHOPPING SPREEEEEEE.

she had her mind set on a very lated Christmas shopping while i was influenced t spend a lil bit too.

damn.
i wore my boots lah.
YES, WORE IT.
the third time.
jia " wahh. man.. you are finally wearing your boots again!!"

happy?
yeah,
i ended up buying new shoes t replace it again.
FAINTS.

bought a palms from novo.
its the last pair,
so the one on my right foot is the one ppl try on while the one on the left is a new one.
-.-

but its super comfyyy!!
woo`

we combed suntec and marina sq.
i love suntec the MOST.
out of all the shopping area in Sg.
=))

jia got half of her xmas list cleared.
our bags piled up w Zara, Mng, La Senza, Dorathy Perkins, Novo..
WOO`
the number of shopping bags we carried can only be seen on TV lah.
promise.

so i got a Bathrobe from La Senza for yuri ! =))

supersoft,
super sweet.
=D

and we were high from afternoon till night,
throughout the shopping trip.

and saw SO MANY GAYS.
SIGH.

woo``
yesterday afternoon, three banglas were seated in my dining room LUNCHING!
omg.
they were there t paint the house.
now its completed
and the living room sofa is set up !

dad just received a call saying the soccer ball sofa chair for my room is arriving in twenty minutes time!

knw what dad said ?
:" oh, the person is coming arr. im gg t go hide arrr. then you pay them ar. byebye!"

and he went into the shower room.
FAINTS.

its SISTERS OUTING LATER!!!!!!!!
=))))))))))))))))))))

SISTERS EHHHH!!!
MUAHHAHAHA.

2007-12-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

guess what we did on phoons bday?
hid in the dark
cursing phoon for taking so long to get home,
rehearsed the Happy Birthday song in triplets choir,
panicked at every sound made in the living room,
resisted the temptation of the jelly infront of us,
frightened by the flash of my hp,
and almost fell asleep while waiting.

we forgot all about our roles and almost crept under the bed when the alert was mistaken for phoons arrival.

faints.

anyhow,
i guess we rlly did sprang her a great surprise.
(her proclaims in knwing about it was all a fake lah!)

then we had steamboat!
a spread man!

my appetite was said t be a da wei wang by em.
-.-

hoohah`

my schdule is so tight so tight i havent slept for ONE MONTH!!!
three weeks being explained by job,
and when i finally see lights,
my entire week is booked by FUN.

brought sis t Chapter 2 t have her hair permed yesterday.
it has become an exploded head !
a perm i'd like.

well, hers isint any better cos it cost 200over AFTER discount.

i was supposed t take over connie at far east, but didnt cos by the time she was done, i was alrd two hours late.

so then dad and sis had dinner at Hyatt while i had mushroom and cheese.
damn.

this morning!!
i went for an interview at raffles.
wootwoot`
AND NEEDLESS T SAY, I WAS HIRED!!!
*flips hair*

my interviewer asked if i knw microsoft words.
i said : "oh, that, yea. im good at it! "
what about powerpoint, excel?
no problem at all!

*take note, manying here says shes good at technology.

muahahha. and so, i'll start work after Xmas working hours being from 8.30 t 5.30 from mon t fri.
whats the pay like?
EIGHT AN HOUR.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

so dear,
get me out for clubbing sessions anytime yo !

dinners are welcome too.
like, after all the hardship, i see some lights!
=D

later tonight is gonna be a girls night out w my dines =)

this time, im not gonna allow the losing of phone stop me from meeting em!
imma crawl t clark quay even if i get rob!

yayness~

aiya, i'll tell you all of my plans lah.

tmr i'll be working at far east,
t help cone out.
had wanted t go clubbing w bubu tmr night, but due t various reasons, had it canceled =(

friday will be a shopping session wither w yuri and sheng OR chanjiajia.

saturday will be my first working experience w the lot!
=)))

sunday is the TKD GATHERING yo!!
and MAYBE a feast w family at some high end restaurant =))

aint my life wonderful ?!

=D

my sofa chair is arriving this thurs!
tgt w sis's bed.
and the window pane stickers on fri!
new sofa set is alrd sitting in the living room waiting for painting t complete.
youngest sis's bed ass alrd been slept on.

all we'r short of is a study table and a glass cupboard!

lalalalala`

shalalalalalal`

catchya later! ;)

2007-12-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

its the 17th today yo.
17th of Dec. that is to say.....

ITS AH PHOONS DAY !!!

FINALLY, YOU ARE OF OUR SPECIES.
-the eighteen years of.

congratulations!!

(but in a months time, im gonna turn 19)

NEVERTHELESS,
phoon, regardless of whether you like it or not, celebrate it or not,
YOU ARE TURNING 18.

so just embrace it !

=)

i assure you a fun time =D

olright.
yesterday was a BOMB.

i was late for half and hour,
yuri was late for 45mins,
while the guys were early for half and hr.

we bought the ticks for the warlords at 4pm,
while the movie starts at 915pm.

qi "oh man, 5hours! what shall we do!"
me "go shopping lor! 5hrs passes fast! just look, one and a half years has gone."
qi "but time spent w you, 5hours is like 5years!"

I WANNA FAINT.

and kor never stopped saying "you are the organiser, you plan."

and expected me t think of where t go, what t eat, what t do, HOW t go!

they are idiots, like ever.

so yuri came, hah. its the third consecutive day she's been t vivo since the day she arrived.
so is today, she's gonna be there too,.

lol.

we needed a place t sit.

"where can we go to other than sitting on the floor?"

"Coffee bean lor! or starbucks? fast food?"

"let's go starbucks."

"kor. lead the way! "
"olright, its there,"

walks.

"where are you all gg?? "
"starbucks lor!"
"starbucks over there!"

"huh.. oh shit, *hahahhahahah. please lead the way "
"okay.. we walked past it just now."

"but thats coffee bean. isint it?"
"aiya, follow me!"

walks.

"WHERE ARE YOU GG?!"
"starbucks lor!."
"that is coffee bean! you sure you knw the way?"

"oh shit, yar, thats coffe bean"

LOL.

so we walked thousand of miles before we could finally get t sit.

i tell you, i feel so unloved bcos the table of ppl ARE ALL ATTACHED.

no doubt they are good catches,
but what does that leaves me ?!

unwanted by Seung Jin!

hah.

after much long chat,

"whats the time now?"
"only 15mins has past."

"WHAT?! AFTER SO LONG. 15MINS?!"
"yar.. ive told you, time spent w you is like years."

okay, nvm, so we continued digging infos out from each others mouths.

qi is ever so hilarious.
he is the greatest buddy t be w, i swear/

"how long more t movie?"
"four years."

"only 1year has past?"
"yeah, so long."

and so, the interval was
"one and a half years,"
"40months,"
"3years plus."
"4years, (oh, we've finished secondary level!)"

and so on.
i promise, i begun t believe what qi said "time spent w me is especially hard t get by"

lol.
oh, yuri that supossedly waitress working in a high class French restaurant at switzerland drawing a pay of 2000 over Swiss Franc actually spilled coffee on my jeans.!

i doubt her capability, rlly.
and am glad for Zidane t have went t her restaurant after she knocked off the last time.

hah.
"my! sorry sorry sorry!!! omg. we go and buy a pair of jeans now!! sorry sorry sorry!!!"
"HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA. (i cant stop laughing, no idea why.) nono, its okay, its okay."

"so sorry my!! oh no."
"hahah. its olright, rlly, youve gotta be glad you are Yurianti, if its another person, shes gonna be dead."

"we go and buy jeans okay!!"
"okokay. at qi's gf's shop! "

"okay, ill pay for it."

and eventually, she rlly paid for my MNG jeans lah!
faints.
the cashier recognises cash much more than card.

hah, this what sheng said " im gonna let her spill coffee on my ipzone jeans and get a levis jeans! thats the deal."

lol. wth?

okay. anyhow, the way qi spoke t his gf is damn funny!!
sounds like he's gonna fight!
hahah.
"HUH?! WHAT DID YOU SAY?!"
"so late?! then there wont be anymore train alrd!"

"AHH, OKOKAY, I GO BACK FIRST LAH!"

"huh?!? WHAT?! CONNECTION GOT PROBLEM! AH! CANT HEARRRRR !!!"

lol.
he is a freak !!

haha, our dinner was KFC cos the last time yuri had it was mths ago, where she had t "fly over t paris t get t eat"
(or was it another country? )

yeah! warlords!
nth interest us more than "takeshi is handsome"
hahah.

OLRIGHT!
IM OFFICAILLY FALLING UNDER THE CATEGORY OF FRICTIONAL UNEMPLOYMENT!

I need a new job !
=))

2007-12-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

ive been compressing my thoughts and urge for expression for the past week !!!!!!!!
arghhh.

bloody computer refused t let me connect w the net.

so i see that there are a lot you dont knw about.

i said i was gonna stop working right??

YEAH BABY, i did just that!

i was fretting over what reason t give for leaving when dad gave me the nicest idea.
"tell her your dad says ever since you started working he can hardly get t see you."

smart eh?
but its true !

olright, my memory is failing me, all i can remember is what happened in these 4days, anythg beyond that seems t have been erased from my memory.

phoon came over on wednesday !
yeah, while my darlings were having fun in Kbox.
ive heard about their funniest joke.
hah, so again phoon sacrificed her time t spend some chatting moment w me in the tiny lil shop.

lolol.
we went t buy food, and phoon wanted her XXL chicken SPICY.
so then the person asked me "how spicy do you want it t be?"
"oh, i want a lot a lot of chilli"
he then mumbled somethg that i couldnt catch.
"%^%@#$%#@"

5seconds later,
i realised he said "ask me t stop when its enough, or else i wont stop adding"
i was shocked at the red-ness of the cutlet by the time i stopped him!

faints, so in e end, phoon ate it as though she was a sick fella.

hmm...
thursday was so fun.
mui went t the shop opposite mine for probation.
but she ended up watching movie w her employer.
faints.
and yeah, she delivered me a piece of love from korea!
=D
her 'probation' is so fun uh, shes there mainly for fun and ogling at the pretty clothes.

then later came jia, feli, zoe and her cousin.
they were there actually t visit mui,
hah, so we went crazy for a while, attempted t steal feli's bought-from-korea-clothes.
and had a nice time over dinner.
HOHO,
retarded video of us was filmed.
mui asked me t go mediacorp.
but well, personally, i think gg there will only be a waste of my talent.
=)

friday!
the day when YURI IS BACK.
yesyes, if you do not knw yet, im telling you NOW!
yurianti willyono is back!
the person ive been missing so much, talking so often about,
the woman whom i love, the sister whose place is irreplaceable IS IN SG RIGHT NOW.

just imagine my feelings when i received her msg from a LOCAL PHONE NUMBER.
wuahhahaha.
so long, my friend.
its been ONE AND A HALF YEARS,
it feels as though ive just sent her off yesterday.

awwwwww.

olright, back t the topic.
i spotted so many ppl just by standing at the corner people-watching.

first, sandy came over t visit.
i brought her t the red hot sexy lingerie shop.
OMG,
we rlly rlly wanna get that for xxx !!!
its just SO SEXAYE it'd up even the fuggliest girl's sex appeal.

then she robbed.
literally.
my sandals bcos she couldnt bear a moment more w her shoes.

i miss her lah, that stupid face.
=D

after she left,
i saw a group of malays.
hahha.
it was ZAWANNA !!
and the other pretty girls.

but i havent even had the chance t call out t em, they went up the escalator.

MORE people watching.
.
.
.
.
.

then i saw the most familiar figure ever.

"LIEW JING SHENG!!!!!!!!"

HAHAH. he was shocked, and looking around frantically.
damn idiot lah him!
"EH! HOW T CONTACT YOU?!"
"orh, call my gf lor! call her and you'll get me. want her number not?"
WTH?!

"when are you gg ns?!?"
"i dont have t go what."

and i believed that.

"im a malaysian! you knw? my ic is blue in colour??"

i wanna strangle him !!!!

and when i complained about my job, he said "then go admin lah. ERR.. nono, you cannot, you cannot use the computer."

YES I KNOW.

omg!!
im so happy =DD

then, the malays came back down.
hahah.
and we chatted.

aww,, seeing em makes me miss school life.

olright, so after work, i met up w jingshen for DESSERT =DD
tiramisu + coke float = weird combi?

nahh..
its only a FATTENING combi.

gimme more ! !

hoo`
so came saturday,
the day where i felt i was the happiest creature on Earth.
it was my last day of work,
so i bought doughnuts for the ppl at the oppo shops.
=))

then came yuri's call which ive missed.
she said she was gonna come over.

EXCLAIM PLEASE!
this is the first time i can feel her, see her standing right before my eyes after 1and a half years!

i was chatting on the phone,
when a woman came running over.
IT WAS HER.
oh my god.
its yuri,
yuri.
yuri yuri yuri !!!!!

we hopped and embraced exclaiming each others name.
omgomgomgomgomg!!!

she hasnt rlly changed, except for turing a bit more pretty, as like always.
and has a bit of accent.

woolala`
AND SO WE PLANNED FOR OUR REUNION TRIP T LONDON.
=DD

ive came up w a draft!! w cute icons indicating air fares, lodging, meals, and transport fees.

I LOVE YURIANTI WILLYONO.

okokay, so she dropped by twice in between her shopping.

then, later that day CAME KOR.
kongyekpeng.

w his girl.
we had a duper nice chat,
i like this gf of his,
unlike the previous one.
you knw? some ppl you just hate at first sight?
yeah. shes that kind of person.

but regina is nice =)
kor is nice too =))

AND GUESS WHAT?! IMMA GO BATHE SOON BCOS IM MEETING QI. KOR. AND YURI FOR A MOVIE LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i myself cant remember when was the last time the foursome went out.

and the last movie we caught tgt was GEISHA.
(where qi and i had a scandal back then)
muahaha.

OMG!!!!!!!!!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!
IM GG OUT W QI, KOR, AND YURI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no, i cant believe it.

oh man, there are a lot of random things i haven told of.

NOW, RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT, A BANGLA IS IN MY HOUSE.
A BANGLA!!!!!!

my dad is an idiot !

it all started w my sis room which needs a new look eh?
yea, and bcos their old bed was this huge piece of furniture where the bed is linked t the cupboard, that is linked t the stairscase, which is linked t the wardrobe, that is linked t the study table,
so removing em would mean removing the entire furniture.

therefore, new furniture needs t be bought.

but, as i felt that it was unfair, i demanded for new furniture in my room too!
w new colour!

and dad had no choice but t agree after my much pleading.

now guess what?!

HE HIMSELF IS JEALOUS OF OUR NEW FURNITURE THAT HE GOT A NEW SOFA TOO!
on top of that, he HIRED WORKERS T PAINT OUR LIVING ROOM!

win alrd.

yea, and now the BANGLA is doing our ceiling.
IN THE TOILET.

i cannot bathe !!!!!!!!!!!!

running late, ottoke?!?

rarrs`

IMMA CHASE HIM AWAY NOW.

2007-12-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

IM NOT GONNA WORK.
MY NEW JOB WILL BE TO SPEND THE MONEY DAD GIVES.

2007-12-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

i ate a lizard
i ate a lizard
I ATE A LIZARD.
no kidding.
I ATE A LIZARD!!!

okay, there was pandan cake on my table,
being the starved kid, i swollowed a piece of it.
then as i was about t take the second one,
i saw a pair of eyes staring at me.
when both pair of eyes made contact,
that pair of eyes immediately took a turn.

oh HOLY SHIT.
i think imma fall sick.

t0day simply cries " SWEET !"

first up, i stood at the entrance and saw somethg extremely familiar.
yuhboh cried out my name!!
hahahha. omg omgomg.
she was shopping w her mom and dropped by! how nice =)

and did i tell you?
she came t visit me the other day.
hahhaha. she has the lady boss aura w her manz!
we were taking pictures when MY BOSS CAME IN.
faints *

which spoils our bimbo chat !
damn,

okay, after she left, i chatted on the phone w cone.

had my lunch.
BENTO SET. =D
while chatting.

then i saw a few figures which read : WE KNW YOU,.

they were tobias, junyang, and xiangxuan!!!!

OMGOMGOMG.

olright, today was meant t be my pri sch gathering which ive long gave the nod in attending.
who would have expected i had t bloody hell work and bloody hell couldnt get a replacement.

so now, working has robbed me of my FIRST date.
it is gg t rob me of MY FURNITURE SHOPPING tmr.

nabeis,

oh well, back t the topic.
so the guys came in and my phone rang.
it clearly reads : SEOK CHIN CALLING.
but the voice was defected!
lol.
and the caller denied being seok chin.
hahhaha.
then it was a commotion + confusion.
after which i HUNG THE CALL.

and hid under my counter.
however that didnt stop the group of girls from coming in,.

lolol.
so in a minutes time, my shop turned from a desert t an orchard road.
=)

we had so much " awwwws "
you knw? when you finally get t meet some long lost friends?
and bloody hell, chin ling told the guys " oh, you all are gonna visit manying? hahah, it'll be like visiting an animal in the zoo! since she cant get out of the shop."

idiotic!

hahha, anyhow,
the group earned me some luck i must say.

sales was zero until they came.

oh baby, im so glad we met!!!!!!
=DDDD

olright, so then we said goodbyes.

and i went back t chatting on the phone.

(i understd that my employer is down on her luck)

when suddenly i lifted my head,
my eyes sparkled.
blink blink bling ***

JAVIER WAS STANDING OUTSIDE!!!!
tgt w his friend whom i used t msged w,
hah, after so many yrs, this' actually the first time we meet.

jave is damn cute okay!
and we both are TRAUMATIZED by the being tgt of Desiree and Tim.
=((
SIGH.

yeah, the guys were great t be with. i think we spent more than an hour chatting?
like how rare for friends who hardly get t update each other t start chatting away w/o a tinge of awkwardness.
oh well, like what jave said, we've been friends for 12 yrs alrd kay!

yeah baby.
=))

i tell you a secret : javes gf is a huge bomb !
hot bomb.

olright,
after they left,
i cant remember what i did
OH! i remembered!
i typed a resignation message.
"hi jessica, im sorry t break this news t you, but i have t quit the job. i regret for all the trouble caused as i understd that you have other work t care for. this is a one mth notice, hope that you have enough time t look for a substitute. am truly sorry - manying."

hows that?

but im still contemplating t send it or not.
well, i WILL send it eventually, just waiting for the right time,

hmm..
THEN HUI MEI APPEARED!
w another friend!

i wanted t faint on the spot, rlly.

total of four groups of visitors!
we stood at the entrance and chatted for so long i was about t knock off.
the friend that she brought is from NUS !!
walao.
im only jealous.

and i got to knw from him,
it is 168cm t be a stewardess.
A HUGE SIGHHH.
=((

i love mei !!
=DD

yeah babaye, thats about all for today!

if you havnt knw, yuri is returning NEXT WEEK!!
"next time this week i'll be in sg eating laksa,"
lolol.

im gonna have a crazy fun time baby ! =D

2007-12-07T22:42:00.001+08:00

2007-12-06T04:11:00.000+08:00

Arena asks their customers t fuck off.
so people,
you knw what t do.

2007-12-05T13:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO DARLINGS!

its PARTEHH tonight!

woo``

yeah, we will be the only group of ppl gg but the fact that we maintained our stand proves us t be steady ppl yo. =)

so what happens when a group of steady ppl go partehh tgt?

we'll be assured a steady night!
=DD

woo` woo`
im so excited.

cone came t visit me yesterday,
with NAI CHA.
hahhaha.
ppl who come will definetely come w a cuppa NAI.
therefore i predict i'll either turn into a fatass or have big boobs at the end of the working experience.

=)

i had a lot t say, but cant remember a thing now.
BOO`

oh, martin dropped by too !
"lets play bridge another time!"

got me all high.

oh yeah,
theyve bought the furnitures WITHOUT ME.
without his eldest daughter, LOH MAN YING.

cos im working everyday!

shithead.
but chill, he promised t bring me on a second trip !
=))

oh and even w no visitors, that doesnt stop me from shopping =X

i sneaked out yesterday only t get caught by the oncoming cone and shyan.
oops.

yes, and the hair product has proven me right.
that cheap products are NEVER trustworthy.
hence imma stick t my judgment of expensive goods being the better goods.
and so i asked " how much is this? "
"what about that?"
"and this?"
and settled for the most ex one.

it'd do all of us good if we abide by this judgement!
promise.

woo` its 2pm alrd!
my god, its in 5hours time 5 hours time 5hours 5hours!!

im gonna be a MANLY MAN yo =D

2007-12-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

phoon came! and made my 'working day' a 'SHOPPING DAY!'
wuahahha. we chatted our time off w topics like 'future', 'career', 'boyfriends', 'spirits', 'money', and many more many more,.

out of my ten hours of working, 2 were spent on shopping, and 3 were spent on chatting.

therefore, i say, my employer had better be nice to me.
for i DO take revenge.

nehnehnipoopoo!!

=X oops.

olright!
so WEDNESDAY is the BIG DAY!
so eggcitingggg~

though we will be the only group present for "graduation partaye", im ABSOLUTELY sure my mates are gonna make it a high night.

cant wait cant wait cant waitttttt =)))

woo` its so fun working,
despite lousy boss i have,

and ive got MORE jobs come knocking in, imma take my pick. =DD

eh. i miss him,

2007-12-03T01:12:00.000+08:00

woo~~
i just got back from uncle Jackson's.
its duper cool.
=D

wuahahahhaha,
so high can !

olright,
this morning, i woke at my own time, like FINALLY i feel the happiness of A HOLIDAY.

then happily i chatted on the phone, chat w dad, and sis. YES, IM ROBBED OF SPENDING TIME W FAMILY . mom and the youngest sis are still overseas. then when i realised the time, i was running late.
late as in REALLY LATE.

we were supposed t meet at 1.45. and i got there at 3,30.
LOL.
SO SORRY PHOON!!!

yepp, and dad gave me 90bucks!!!
(thats the good thing when you dont see each other for days.)

and so we visited cone,
shopped,
damn funny.
mui phoon and i were rushing through the shoppings crying " NO TIME!"

yeah, like even after A's we are still racing against time.

HOO`
we've got our fair bit of share from shoppings!
=DD

by the time we left cone it was alrd 6plus, when we were supposed t get t uncle jackson's at 5.
=Xx

went over t mandarin hotel while the girls went t HAND IN their application forms at cine.
hah` it feels so great t let the bellboy open the door for me,

okay anyhow, the girls just proved that im a professional stalker =)

we were so lated that uncle papa came over t drive us t his house.

then it was awkwardness followed by interactive, then to fun and t HIGHNESS.
wuahhahah.
Martin is an idiot.
mui is a slowpok!
phoon is a blur.
janson is a gullible one.

its just so funny the way we got each other fooled.

oh man, i didnt knw they spelt F-U-N.

just when im irritated by the thought of gg back t work tmr morning,
janson came up w this stupid idea:
dont go t work tmr!

"i cant lah! if i dont go, the shop will be CLOSED!"
"then good! your boss will knw your importance and agree t your payrise!"

lol. wth lah?!

"go on strike! go on strike!"

lolol.

olright, then uncle papa drove each and everyone of us back.
isint him too great t be true?
its rare,
rlly, t meet someone as nice nowadays.

and happily, imma go sleep now =))

2007-11-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

life's good. w sweet friends coming all the way just t pay me visits.
i appreciate is. rlly,
you shld have seen how my face lit up at the sight of em.

and yes, im DARN hungry right now.
how i wish someone could cook me a bowl of noodles.
but just my luck, all has turned in.
at times like this,
i do need a man.

i swallowed a pear. but im STILL HUNGRY. IMMA FAINT ANYTIME.

but i hvn bathe! havn done this and that!
damn.

okay, shopped a lil just now.
so many so many beautiful clothes!!

but i have so lil so lil time !

okay, darlings, ive got my number activated, call me ANYTIME olright?
im busy nowadays,
w the commencement of work,.
but DURING work, im FREE.
F-R-E-E,. FREE.

mui and jia laughed at my expression while STONING in the shop.
hah,
take care yeah!
im gg t bathe!

DAMN HUNGRYYYY.
I SWEAR.

makeover for MY room.

2007-11-26T18:51:00.000+08:00

yg- hahah, squeeze lah, squeeze into lil feet, thats how chinese define beauty. ho` HongKongers are so cool ! canton is so sexy ! =DD

jia- blue is not bad, its only bad on that fat ass' body! SARANGHAE~~~~ HAE HAE HAE~~

bubu- haha, dont contact lor! let me enjoy few days of peace. =X cos i lost it in Guess building. YAR! NABEI, MY KITTY! used less than a week lah! KUKUBIRD. olright, thnk im getting contactable soon, got a spare phone alrd.

phoon- hahha! you too?! OMG LAH! chicken standard drop, hygiene standard also decreased! yuhboh says we can go complain and GET A LIFETIME SUPPY OF CHICKEN! hahhahah.

shar- yes, we will! meanwhile, DO WELL FOR YOUR EXAMS!! use the genius genes in you <33 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" size="3">omg, im so proud of MYSELF.
you knw, i started work at 9am.
non-stop, except t have a bowl of green bean soup,
till 5pm.
no drink, no breakfast, no lunch, no tea break, just t do my room.
first, i emptied three drawers by dumping, dumping and dumping.
then transfered stuffs from two big cupboards t the spaces that ive created in the past few days.
afterwhich, i discarded the two cupboards in order t make the room look more spacious!
=))

cleared the table, re-deco it t make kitty the focus.
ive washed, scrubbed, tear, wipe, name it!

finally, i begun painting! in red okay ! . <33
glory red.
=)

oh, but dont worry, only on one of the walls,
the three other maintained their formal colour.
wanna knw the reason behind it?
cos im lasy t clear up stuffs on the three other walls. =P

and hahahah!
I DREW A HUT ON THE PAINTED WALL.
Being INSPIRED BY YURI'S WALL.
well, actually it came to me w/o planning for it.
i was completing the painting when a box of unpainted wall sparkled distinctively.
so i decided t leave it unpainted.
then, it developed into a hut w chimney under the hands of a fabulous artist- PARK MANYINHO.
=))
so cool luh! just portray this red wall w a lil hut in your mind.

NOW.

.........

pretty?

SURE IT DOES!

MY ROOM EHHH!!
no matter what, im still an O levels art student olright!
with a wonderful grade of B3 hokay! (okay. maybe its not that wonderful,) but still!

WOO`
then then!! i mopped the floor!
oh man, its the first time i mop my room luh!,
so tough i could have slipped and died.

oh, that doesnt mean my floor is filled w cobwebs, its only that im not the one doing it.

okay, last of all! i shifted the position of my bed!

its so prettaye so prettaye right now!

=DD
WOO~~

even if dad is willing t move t the other house now, IM NOT GONNA BUDGE!

its L-O-V-E LOVE <333> -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
but,

despite being busy for the whole day, my mind didnt stop Seung from entering.

i miss him, already.

are we rlly not gonna meet ever again?

=((

25th nov, seung left.

2007-11-26T01:53:00.000+08:00

got back from the airport,
and damn, yuhboh and i are having stomachaches!

must be popeye.
=X

olright, so seung and the team left today, except for some who had left earlier.

we completed the room of sis'!
so its gonna be mine turn soon =))

met phoon w the 'bu jian bu san' method, and she waited for HALF AN HOUR.
sorryyyy !!!!!!!
=(

then we went t plan the surprise, before meeting shar.
HAHHA, guess what? we sang her a birthday song in the middle of nowhere of the airport.
<333

so then jia joined us after dinner.
hahah, she took so a lot of stalker pics luh! (since she was unrecognizable by the koreans)

oh man, the team members were wearing suits.
duper suave i tell you.

SharShar's SuSu especially, despite being in his casual style.
;)

i love sieconnie!
she came too !!! =DD
like, rush there after her work ehh, say sweet or sweet?

Seung was so nice t have went t look for me, when in fact, weve alrd went searching for him.
so they made a detour.

i gave him:
a letter (love),
a stack of photos from the first day we met till date,
and a scarf w "Seung" embroiled while i had "Man" on mine.

somehow, i sense from his eyes that he knew i'd be sad.

then after telling us he had t meet his friends, he went one level down.

we took some pics w min gyu !

then w SuSu and his gf (sadly)
before blending into the aura of manhood of the team.
=D
the cards that i had a hard time giving out t was helped by their team manager.
and he asked "what about mine?"
uh-oh!
=X

JaRang, 'the cute ah pek' as named by shar came over and asked us for a photo!
awwwwwww..
so nice of him eh?

so we mingled around, and took quite a fair bit of pictures.
wooo~

andandandand!!!
shar's face went ALL RED when she and JaRang took photo tgt!
muahahha.

Seung and Gyu came back, w two other girls. (thats the friends)
and so all the girls took the last pic w the two before biding goodbye.

jia signaled seung t give me a hug,
and seung said ahhh... no, next year come back.
we all went RLLY?!
then he errr.. maybe.

hahha, what the.

anyhow, he never stopped waving t us.
Awww...

OLRIGHT! so this is the end of our beautiful fairytale-like story w the korean soccer players.
whether they will be returning next yr wont bother us, since i believe in 'owning it once'.

i've gotta MOVE ON!
and i will, baby =D

goodbye Seung Jin, my beloved.
let destiny decide our future.
if we are meant t be, we will. =)

as of now, ive got so much awaiting me!
Yuri is my greatest cause for happiness t come.
so is the new look of my room.
and then it'll be overseas,
then it'll be earning $$$$
before flying t the UK
for a REUNION!

I CANT WAIT !!! <333

2007-11-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

was too sick t blog last night, i slept at 9pm.
ho`

went t the beach w xuan yesterday!
hahahah, we went there for the sun, but ended up couldnt take the heat of it.

laid down for less than an hour we dashed for the sea screaming " HOTTT!!!!"
lol.

we left quite early cos the sun was REAL SUNNY.
omg.

and shopped at vivo.
WE SAW A COUPLE OF HONG KONG CELEBRITIES!!
they were holding hands, walking w awe.

they are duper famous, i promise everybody knws them,
but the ironic thing is, we dont knw their names.
hahah.

but omg!! Hongkies!!!
woo```

the journey home was just flat on sleeping.
both xuan and i.
hah.

actually i was supposed t meet geraldines.
but we havent decide on the time yet,
and before we actually could,
I LOST MY BLOODY PHONE.
the only way for me t contact em was through msn, in which our timing dont tally.
so then i had no idea where t meet, when t meet, how t meet !

thanks t the person w no integrity hurr.
since you have the money t get a Guess watch, why did you steal my chocolate!

IM STILL MAD.
and i miss my phone badlyyyy =(

each time i felt around my bed in search of the phone, i end up being disappointed.

oh, so i went t the doc last night.
hah.

and stayed home today,
so bored i packed again,
and went PAINTING!
hoho!
in my Sis' room.
its half painted now.
woot` so fun t brush the paitn across the room!!

you shld all give it a try man!

and i guess we'll have t donate paint soon.
cos there are freaking a lot left!
faints.

olright, im terribly sorry, friends, i dont rlly pick up the phone, in fact, my family dont have the habit t do so ! =X

so for ppl who have been searching high and low for me, heheh` i can only say, MI AN HAE!!!
(sorry)

i'll try! i will, i rlly will.

i lost my LG chocolate!!!! =(

2007-11-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

i hereby announce,,,

THAT I LOST MY PHONE AGAIN.

second time this year =(((((

everythg about yr2007 is bad lah.

A levels, pimplefied, depression, sickness, lost of phones.

SIGHHH.

what pains me most is im robbed of even owning the memories we shared w the koreans!
(since most of the korean pictures are w me)
yeah baby, they are leaving THIS SUNDAY.
three days t our goodbye forever.

and there goes my future happiness.

nabeis, the freaking person freaking switcheD off my phone lah!
can you all do me this favour?
SEND MSGS T MY PHONE AND SAY : "FUCK YOU!"

ITS BRAND NEW YOU KNW BRAND NEW???
ITS ONLY 7MTHS OLD!

nabei cheesebite.

RARRS`
now ive gotta use the traditional method of meeting ' bu jian bu san!' w friends.

i was dreading t tell dad,
so scared so scared!
but guess what he said ?
"aiyo, so careless of you."

muahahah, thats all!
and he's worried for me having no phone t use at the moment!

phew`

okay, so after losing it, my mood sank t the lowest,
i went for my appointment, and went home straight, losing the mood t meet the guys up.

but lucky my hair turned out fine.
i look 'SEXY' as the man said.
HAH`

prettaye babaye, thats what im looking for !

and so i packed my room, 6 empty shelfs now!
WOO`

and threw away a bag full of clothes.

stacked my 2yrs of JC education notes up, and woo` it went as high as t my lower waist!
bubu, yes, the feeling was rlly shiok!

olright, im falling sick, rlly rlly rlly.
losing my voice, losing my energy, losing my sleep (ironically), LOSING MY MOOD AFTER FREAKING LOSING THE PHONE!

nevertheless, imma go SENTOSA TMR!!!
its call 'yi du gong du' okay!
having fever? go under the sun yo ! =DD

i love yurianti willyono, i truely do.

oh yeah, darlings, call my house phone if you need me olright! i promise t pick em up.

its 6288.... MAD UH! YOU THINK I'LL RLLY WRITE IT DOWN??
lol.
sorry, im abit insane w my freaking fever.